Pov: you have the worst day ever and it's also your birthday
You wake up with a feeling of dread knowing that you're no longer super young
You think about how it's the first birthday without your special kitty
You muster up the energy and happiness to get ready for your birthday anyway
You put together a cute outfit that makes you feel good and lifts your spirit
It happens to be only day in the week that the weather decides to rain but you don't let it bring you down
You plan to go to a holiday bizarre for the sole purpose of purchasing a cute handmade stuffed animal that you had seen before. And later plan to go to your favorite restaurant that you haven't been to in a while
You think to be careful since it's raining
As you switch lanes, you must have accelerated a tad too much and you end up grazing the car in front of you as you merge over
The impact sends you swerving
You can suddenly see the front of the cars that are supposed to be behind you as you spin across 2 lanes
Somehow no one around you hit you as you spun
Thankfully you're not injured
You're shocked and stressed but you exchange information with the other driver
There's a sweet, concerned woman who waits with you
Your side mirror, front light, and bumper are hanging off
You think about the money it'll cost to repair it even though you're on a budget and recently had a repair
You feel extremely guilty for ruining someone else's day and scraping their car
The other reason is uninjured. They're understanding but rightfully annoyed
You hold back you tears alone in your car
Even though its a bad idea, you still drive to the bizarre in your damaged car because that was one of the only things that was supposed to bring you joy today and you really need it now
You arrive and finally get the stuffed animal. It sparks joy but you still feel bad
You end up uncontrollably crying in front of your friends at the bizarre
You feel embarrassed and vulnerable which you absolutely hate
But your friend/crush gave you a comfort hug...so there's that
You realize that you could have gone to the bizarre on another day and this whole situation wouldn't have ever happened
You have the dark thought that at least your cat passed away before you did so that she wouldn't be confused and sad about why you never returned home to her
You no longer feel up to eating at a restaurant and order delivery at home
You spill sauce on you favorite top
But your mom brings home your favorite cupcakes which somewhat cheers you up
You still have to go to work soon
Now you're depressed and the rest of your week is ruined.
You no longer want to do your weekend plans for your birthday
You want to crawl into bed face down and wallow in sadness and disappear and forget everything
You are very particular about everything going according to schedule and mentally preparing for things, so this unexpexted event throws you into a depression
Now each birthday you'll remember this event
At least you're alive and unharmed
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