[1/15/2016 8:41:25 PM] ( * ignition. ): I wanna hear more abt kallutos inferiority complex in the phantom troupe and in the fam too and how they basically did everythin they were told n why they’d do that and what they’re afraid of n shit u should write abt that
Kalluto loves their mother a lot. Since they barely have any screentime (and are as expressionless as Illumi), even less dialogue, you can only see that through some of the actions we get to see, like baby Kalluto clinging on their mother’s dress while Kikyo was hugging the shit out of Killua and Kalluto following Kikyo around 24/7 -- and that little family tree or whatever that says who loves who or who wants to kill who. What a beautiful fam. So, with all that love towards their mother, it’s no surprise that they’d follow all of her orders, which often are related to Killua because that bitch just can’t fucking stay in the goddamn house. That also includes staying by their mother’s side while she has a breakdown because of Killua instead of chasing Killua’s white ass whenever he comes and leaves the house.
So, while joining the Phantom Troupe may not have been their mother’s order, it was probably something as simple as ‘look for Killua’, where she allowed them to interpret it however they wanted. And as to ‘why they’d do that’, that’s just because of how Kikyo and Silva raise these kids. They are just killing machines that have to follow orders because there is always going to be someone who is the head of the Zoldycks and they are not allowed to leave because Illumi voice: we ride together, we die together. Killua didn’t get the memo.
This inferiority complex thing is probably something that they see as knowing their place. In the family, while they are a zetsu master and developed their individual skill as a young age, it really isn’t much compared to how Killua is one of the most talented Zoldycks so far and that’s why their family is obsessed with him being Silva’s successor. I guess that Kalluto wasn’t alive when Silva was all like ‘Don’t fuck around with the Troupe’ and had already left by the time Silva and Zeno were called to kill Chrollo since when see Kalluto again, already a member of the Troupe, he thinks he can easily climb to number two or one (I’d normally check but internets too slow rn I cannot be fucked) but then Feitan vs Zazan happens and Kalluto kind of cries inside.
Then there’s the “I’m used to enduring” thing. Of course, in they fam it was impossible to take the first place since Killua had taken that the moment he was born but that didn’t mean they had to train less or don’t go through certain tortures just because ‘teeny tiny perfect Killua uwu’ had been born already. Points at Kalluto, this ten year old has gone through the same kind of torture that Illumi, a 24 year old, went through during his training. In the Troupe there’s a better chance for him to become The Best, even if it’s very fucking slim. Good luck getting the second place in the Troupe when there is a member who can literally summon the sun.
The Alluka thing was probably what started this inferiority complex thing when they were young little shotas. Like alright, Kalluto has a lot of affection towards Killua and even if they wouldn’t have left the house until their mother told them to, I can feel that they were waiting to be allowed to look for him because --- I can just feel it in my bones when he’s talking about ‘taking his brother back’. They probably miss him (which no one can see because what are emotions) and they probably don’t accept that Killua willingly left, mostly because they don’t know him that well even if they are family.
Back on the ‘Alluka getting all of Killua’s attention while Kalluto barely gets a word’ thing: this was a different type of inferiority, one that they had to bury deep within them even more emotions are for losers. It’s canon that Kalluto is jealous of Alluka and there’s a pretty obvious reason. What does Alluka have that Kalluto doesn’t? Killua’s love and attention :^). Killua is a really shitty brother and probably ignored Kalluto since the beginning of times. Kalluto is already quiet by default so it’s not like they were going to zoom in and break Killua’s toys for being a shit brother.
It’s shitty because Killua’s already with Alluka right now, so when they find him they are going to see him being all happy and shit with Alluka. Killua’s probably going to be like ‘same phone, the fuck u want’.
Moral of the story: Kalluto’s too good and Killua doesn’t deserve them.
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