feeling a little mushy tonight! if you want to read, that is up to you <3
this year has been shit to me. mental health was an absolute mess, dealt with familial loss, started medication, even went to group therapy.. i genuinely didn't think i would make it this year. but here i am! still standing and been putting in the work to better myself. and i do want to thank a few people:
@dearsgcd , @wavrlynatural , @he11fireclubtm , @bloodsalted , @qapsiel , @cainevesson (even tho you're not on tumblr anymore) , @malumxsubest , @benbraeden , @ttheagcd , @salvatoraes , @tak3mealiv3
you guys have specifically been there for me when i first started the year with group therapy and began starting over with my healing journey. i remember feeling terrified going through those doors and wanting to turn around, but i felt y'all holding my hand in spirit. genuinely, idk how i would be able to do this without your guys's support.
especially with @dearsgcd spending so many days just watching so many shows and movies with me and just keeping me company throughout all this. idk how many things we have watched but it meant a lot. especially during the days where i couldn't find myself to leave the room. even late night voice chats with @bloodsalted where we would just yap and yap and i'd hear the most nasty thoughts about our mans jensen rejksbgrjeg we'd talk about the dumbest shit and giggle nonstop. and genuinely, sometimes those were the laughs i needed the most in those moments.
let's manifest that 2026 will be gentler with new beginnings and adventure <3
special shoutout to @boyblooded for being the first tumblr bestie i have met in irl rksegj i know you're going through a lot currently, but know that ily and you can text me any time and i'll keep sending you dumb shit on insta!
and here are other few shoutouts and sending the most positive vibes your way because you deserve!! (if i miss anyone, please know that it's because i suck at remembering everyone and i am genuinely forgetful):
@chyremn , @cfthesoul , @clairezcorner , @canclled , @unseencne , @anunkindncss , @dammerbund , @dalphahale , @story1ines , @wantdead , @mischieflawed , @shesdaylight , @quad4xel , @rooneynatural , @ofblackskies , @neverfittedin , @konkuurito , @sacrisaint , @cheaburi , @milleroptimism , @thumperking , @sialiia , @crispyblonde , @brknghrts , @cursedhunting , @kindofuneven
i'm sure there's many more, but ily all and i smooch all of your foreheads <3
