We accept the love we think we deserve

Demi Lovato|dog mom|Singer/songwriter  (Rp only!)

[jcrryniiiicholas]

danc1ngwiththed3vil​:

Demi rolled their eyes at him playfully “Hey I still might, but just at the studio when we’re alone” they teased him a smirk on their face. “Hey you know a lot about mess don’t start that ‘I know some things” they mocked him. Demi continued to eat getting full halfway through and asked for a box for their leftovers. “Me too, I think we need to start doing this regularly again because I really miss this..I’ve missed you” hey whispered. Demi boxed up their food and then got the check trying to beat Nick to paying for it.

A chill ran up Nick’s spine trying to imagine the whole visual of that happening. Desire. Lust. Something he had been missing in his life. “As much as that sounds …. exciting and don’t get me wrong, not saying it wouldn’t be sweet … I just don’t wanna ask you to do that. Especially with my situation.” Annnnd realistic Nick was back in the building. Just like that. “I couldn’t agree more. Let’s start doing it again.” He shook his head at their slick move, faster than he could’ve remembered. “Huh…well this is different.”

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As soon as nick started talking Demi’s hopes disappeared the old nick was back the one that didn’t really want them, but she also respected him for not wanting to mess up his marriage. “Well..technically you’re not asking I was telling you it might happen, besides we both know you’ve been dying to see them anyway, and I still want that autograph” they smirked at him. “Perfect it’s a weekly date then” Demi smirked knowing calling it a date would spark something in him. “Get use to it Jonas, because I’m treating you for once, you deserve it” They smiled paying the bill. “Shall we head to the studio and get these creative juices flowing?” Demi smiled as she started to get up.

[jcrryniiiicholas]

nick shuffled through his drawers trying to find the PERFECT outfit to meet his long time friend in. obviously, it mattered much more than it should’ve. what’s worse is he still hadn’t discussed their reconnection with his wife. it was probably going to end up blowing up in his face soon. although, as the younger jonas always did best     he ignored his negative thoughts and pretended that it wasn’t a problem of the present. he adjusted his floral button up - clearly, his style had changed dramatically since the last time he met the brunette. he was even curious what she’d think or say of it. what if in some way she disapproved? no, it’s fine. i look fine. he shrugged before grabbing a pair of sun glasses and heading for the front door.

the male arrived quite early as usual. he scanned the room to see if the female had arrived yet, unsure of what to expect. okay maybe he had a little bit of an idea of what she looked like now... it’s not like he didn’t have instagram. everyone stalked to an extent. he sighed, exhaling his nervousness as he sat outdoors on the patio of the El Senor restaurant, declining to order as much as a water until his bestfriend arrived. @danc1ngwiththed3vil

[danc1ngwiththed3vil]

Demi rolled their eyes at him playfully “Hey I still might, but just at the studio when we’re alone” they teased him a smirk on their face. “Hey you know a lot about mess don’t start that ‘I know some things” they mocked him. Demi continued to eat getting full halfway through and asked for a box for their leftovers. “Me too, I think we need to start doing this regularly again because I really miss this..I’ve missed you” hey whispered. Demi boxed up their food and then got the check trying to beat Nick to paying for it.

[jcrryniiiicholas]

nick shuffled through his drawers trying to find the PERFECT outfit to meet his long time friend in. obviously, it mattered much more than it should’ve. what’s worse is he still hadn’t discussed their reconnection with his wife. it was probably going to end up blowing up in his face soon. although, as the younger jonas always did best     he ignored his negative thoughts and pretended that it wasn’t a problem of the present. he adjusted his floral button up - clearly, his style had changed dramatically since the last time he met the brunette. he was even curious what she’d think or say of it. what if in some way she disapproved? no, it’s fine. i look fine. he shrugged before grabbing a pair of sun glasses and heading for the front door.

the male arrived quite early as usual. he scanned the room to see if the female had arrived yet, unsure of what to expect. okay maybe he had a little bit of an idea of what she looked like now... it’s not like he didn’t have instagram. everyone stalked to an extent. he sighed, exhaling his nervousness as he sat outdoors on the patio of the El Senor restaurant, declining to order as much as a water until his bestfriend arrived. @danc1ngwiththed3vil

[danc1ngwiththed3vil]

Demi couldn’t help but turn red as they blushed at all his statements, their                                                                                                                                                                                               cheeks becoming hotter by the second. Demi wasn’t sure what changed all of a sudden in Nick, but hearing all of this was kind of nice. As their hands realized from each other, Demi was a little sad that they were no longer holding hands, but they also knew it was what’s best, they didn’t want anyone to get the wrong idea and it get back to anyone.

Demi laughed “oh relax I’m not going to sit here and show you my boobs Nicholas, as much as you wish you’ve seen them” they teased him shaking her head at the man. As Demi took a bite of their tamales they listened to him name their ticklish spots. Demis eyes grew wide as he named them all perfectly “Well shit...okay maybe you do remember them all, which means I’m in trouble” they said biting their lip before continuing to eat their food. “How’s it taste? as good as you remember it?” they smirked.                                                                         

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danc1ngwiththed3vil​:

“”That is…okay maybe that’s true” she chuckled biting her lip lightly when he smirked. his smirk always was able to turn her on. “Aw I’m glad, he deserves all the happiness in the world and I’m glad he found Sophie she’s perfect for him” she smiled thinking about how much joe deserved it. Demi knew this was getting to him Nick wasn’t big on this stuff. “No…don’t apologize i like hearing it honestly.” Demi reached across the table and took his hand in hers and gave it a squeeze “Stop apologizing you’re here now and that’s what matters to me…I don’t think you could have seen me in that hospital bed anyway” she whispered.

Demi was shocked the papparazi hadn’t showed up yet, but she also knew it was a matter of time before they did knowing someone would eventually call them. “Yeah…two weddings you really did it up” she teased him and smiled. “I’m so happy the Jonas brothers are back childhood dream come true honestly. Oh no…please don’t you’ll have me laughing my ass off…do you know all my ticklish spots still though?”

As Nick reached for her head, giving it a tight squeeze…she could help but let her do it. And not only that, but he couldn’t help but squeeze back…the trickle of emotions that followed by the moment. It was powerful. “You would’ve been beautiful…you’re always beautiful to me.” he whispered without a moment of hesitation. 

Not really wanting to discuss his marriage, or anything about Pri…it was just a reminder of how much he was letting her down at the moment. But he felt deep in his conscience that he needed this. To see where this day would take them. No matter how messy things got…he missed Demi. “Yeah..no weddings, pretty crazy stuff.” He replied, with a lack of emotion. A small smirk returned though, just as she’d mentioned his brothers. “Yeah? You want an autograph?” He was kidding, but also the thought of getting to ink his name on her might’ve crossed his mind. “I think I remember a few.”

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When Nick squeezed their hand back they felt their heart skip a beat everything feeling like how it use to be, and honestly feeling right. Demi bit their lip and took a deep breath “You really think I’m always beautiful? I think that’s one of the sweetest things about me I’ve heard come out of your mouth Demi whispered.

Demi couldn’t help but look over at him and admire him, even if they knew what they were feeling for him as a married man was wrong. Demi noticed his lack of emotion and was confused “you okay?” they mumbled still holding his hand trying to read the situation and what he was thinking. Demi smirked and bit their lip “Oh I totally want an autograph from my favorite job..how about right here?” Demi said pointing to the upper part of their boob. they wanted to see if that would make him nervous. “Just a few? what spots do you remember?”

[starlets]

Demi Lovato

[danc1ngwiththed3vil]

jcrryniiiicholas​:

“You bored? I don’t believe that for one second. You’re always up to something.” He smirked, unable to hide his facial expressions. No matter how hard he tried, they just had this karmic chemistry that made it impossible to hide from. “Oh yeah…really great parents. They’re like pros. If you saw Joe, it would make you so happy. It’s like he’s just..happy now. Complete.” Nick took a drink of his water, letting the sappy moment pass. Emo moments weren’t exactly his favorite yet it was a theme for today. “I’m glad you’re doing well. Sorry I keep saying that..“ he shook his head, a massive grin plastered across his face at this point. “I’m just so proud of you. And I’m sorry I haven’t been around in years to tell you that.”

He pushed himself back in his chair, enjoying the relaxing lunch. No papparazi, yet. No interruptions. He hadn’t even had a thought about what Joe or Pri would think, which was fucking amazing. Nick was at peace. “Well.. let’s see… I got married, the Jonas Brother’s got back together. I became an uncle again. I’m still that dork who likes to tickle a woman named Demi.” He cheekily admitted. “Okay I probably shouldn’t have said that but I couldn’t help it.” 

“”That is...okay maybe that’s true” she chuckled biting her lip lightly when he smirked. his smirk always was able to turn her on. “Aw I’m glad, he deserves all the happiness in the world and I’m glad he found Sophie she’s perfect for him” she smiled thinking about how much joe deserved it. Demi knew this was getting to him Nick wasn’t big on this stuff. “No...don’t apologize i like hearing it honestly.” Demi reached across the table and took his hand in hers and gave it a squeeze “Stop apologizing you’re here now and that’s what matters to me...I don’t think you could have seen me in that hospital bed anyway” she whispered.

Demi was shocked the papparazi hadn’t showed up yet, but she also knew it was a matter of time before they did knowing someone would eventually call them. “Yeah...two weddings you really did it up” she teased him and smiled. “I’m so happy the Jonas brothers are back childhood dream come true honestly. Oh no...please don’t you’ll have me laughing my ass off...do you know all my ticklish spots still though?”

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danc1ngwiththed3vil​:

“Oh I’m so busy I had to squeeze this in with my very tight schedule” she joked pushing her hair back behind her ear. “How long is too long for you? Um well sometimes, i do have to be careful because it can be a slippery slope,but i can have a beer from time to time and I can be around it” she smiled at him. She wanted him to know that even if she wasn’t drinking it didn’t mean he couldn’t around her. 

When she saw his lips curl up a bit she smiled more knowing that he was still able to be himself around her. “Yup,same old Nick that i remember, I’m glad some things never change” she chuckled. When the waiter came over she ordered her tamales with rice and beans, but this time he would actually see her eat and not worry about it. Hearing the nervous chuckle she smirked a bit “Change is good, and this style definitely works for you” she said biting her lower lip lightly.

“Oh I’m sure, Miss Lovato. You’ve been pretty busy with dropping that new one I’m sure.” he gave a friendly smile, taking in all that she had to offer physically. It was a bit weird seeing her after so much time had passed. Like they’d aged and matured, but only in the best possible way. From being kids to now having their thirties creeping up. “Long as in … 24 hours. Just kidding.” He chuckled, pushing his sun glasses up. “Probably a week or so. I had one with Joe when he had a BBQ for Fathers Day.” He nodded his head in response to her, respecting her own decisions wholeheartedly about her addiction. “I think it’s good that you know what you can and can’t do. Just remember if it ever becomes overwhelming, it’s okay to take a step back and change your own limits. Nothing wrong with that.” Nick supported her in every way, mostly because he didn’t know what he’d do without her. 

He ordered them two micheladas, which he loved because this place did it JUST right. Not too spicy or salty, but just to the aim of perfection. Once the brunette had ordered her food, he went after with his pick of verde enchiladas paired with rice and black beans. His hunger was growing by the second, working up quite the appetite for something as delicious as this lunch he’d been craving for years, right where he sat now     across from her. “Change is pretty good. You know, you look really good, Dem. I’m happy you’re sticking true to yourself and just being strong. I love that about you,” He admitted as he bit down on a chip that was drenched in choppy salsa. 

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“Honestly, I’ve been bored and not busy at all” she laughed shaking her head slightly. Demi looked up at him and just couldn’t help but smile everything about him just made her calm, like nothing would ever go wrong around him. Demi let out her famous whole hearted laugh and bit her lip “how is Joe and Sophie? I bet they’re amazing parents” she whispered thinking about the old joe she knew. “Thank you, it took me awhile to figure it out, but now I know my limits so it’s great. But thank you for supporting me Nick” she mumbled.

Demi was playing old memories in her head from all the times they came here together, and now here they were making new memories. “Yes it is...thanks Nick that means a lot to me.” She whispered pushing her hair back slightly. “So what else has changed about you? Besides you getting hotter with age” she teased.

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

“Well I appreciate it, Demi Lovato. I know you’re probably a busy woman.“ he confessed, before he also took another long glance at the menu. “I kind of feel like a beer. It’s been way too long. You still drink alcohol right?” He questioned, hesitantly. He was still getting to know the new Demi - it was sad they had gotten to the point of not knowing as much as strangers would.

“Maaaaybe.” He teased as his lips curled slightly, “I might as well get the enchiladas with rice and beans, yeah. Some things never change.” He added. Before he could set his menu down, she’d already thrown a compliment his way. A fiery one at that. “Oh this?” He chuckled nervously, “Yeah…I mean with the newish album we did a while back. It was needed. Change is good.” 

“Oh I’m so busy I had to squeeze this in with my very tight schedule” she joked pushing her hair back behind her ear. “How long is too long for you? Um well sometimes, i do have to be careful because it can be a slippery slope,but i can have a beer from time to time and I can be around it” she smiled at him. She wanted him to know that even if she wasn’t drinking it didn’t mean he couldn’t around her. 

When she saw his lips curl up a bit she smiled more knowing that he was still able to be himself around her. “Yup,same old Nick that i remember, I’m glad some things never change” she chuckled. When the waiter came over she ordered her tamales with rice and beans, but this time he would actually see her eat and not worry about it. Hearing the nervous chuckle she smirked a bit “Change is good, and this style definitely works for you” she said biting her lower lip lightly.

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

He could feel his stomach in literal knots as he waited desperately for his friend to appear. It had been years since they saw each other and so many words had been spoken out of spite. He wished he could take it all back, and even had been there for her. But that was the past, there was no way to travel back in time even if he had all the money in the world.

He was startled by her voice and slightest gesture. Her scent circled the air between them as he went in for a warm, tight hug. One where he could practically feel her heart beating at the same rate as his. Shaking off the intense connection, he grabbed his seat once again. Picking up his menu, hoping to get past what had just happened. Maybe it was just him..being weird. “So, thank you for coming. How are you?” He genuinely asked, hoping she was better than the previous day.

When Nick pulled her in for the tight hug her heart rate quickened all her emotions about him rushing in and her mind started racing every thought and want circling in her brain. When he broke the hug she was kind of sad, but she also knew they couldn’t stand there hugging the whole time. Demi sat across from him and bit her lip “of course anything to see an old friend” she said trying to emphasize the word friends. “I’m really good, how are you?” she smiled scanning the menu since it had been some time.

“So I have a feeling...you’re going to get what you always got when we came on a weekly basis, but I could be wrong...I mean you’ve changed style and everything” she teased him a smirk on her lips. “I do like the new style though...kinda hot” she chuckled.

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HUNGER & LOST TIME / NEMI

nick shuffled through his drawers trying to find the PERFECT outfit to meet his long time friend in. obviously, it mattered much more than it should’ve. what’s worse is he still hadn’t discussed their reconnection with his wife. it was probably going to end up blowing up in his face soon. although, as the younger jonas always did best     he ignored his negative thoughts and pretended that it wasn’t a problem of the present. he adjusted his floral button up - clearly, his style had changed dramatically since the last time he met the brunette. he was even curious what she’d think or say of it. what if in some way she disapproved? no, it’s fine. i look fine. he shrugged before grabbing a pair of sun glasses and heading for the front door.

the male arrived quite early as usual. he scanned the room to see if the female had arrived yet, unsure of what to expect. okay maybe he had a little bit of an idea of what she looked like now… it’s not like he didn’t have instagram. everyone stalked to an extent. he sighed, exhaling his nervousness as he sat outdoors on the patio of the El Senor restaurant, declining to order as much as a water until his bestfriend arrived. @danc1ngwiththed3vil

[danc1ngwiththed3vil]

Demi was nervous to see Nick again in person for the first time in a few years and here she was trying on different outfits and throwing them into a pile if it wasn’t right. Finally she decided on a plain white tank top under a denim jacket and a pair of jeans that obviously showed off her curves. She could feel her nerves building up as she got into the Lyft that she ordered not wanting to drive herself. She knew nick didn’t share her feelings, but she also knew she couldn’t just forget about her feelings.

When she arrived at the restaurant she went to tell the hostess she was meeting someone, but she somehow instantly knew, which also meant she knew it was probably going to be posted somewhere in no time flat. As she walked up to the table where Nick was, just seeing him sat there waiting her stomach flipped. “Hey stranger” she spoke as she arrived at the table her hand softly touching his shoulder and her smile plastered on her face.

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

Nick: I know that you’re doing that cheesy grin you always do right now.

Nick: Likewise! You were my inspiration a loooot but don’t let that go to your head now. I think so… I mean I hope so lol. I’m surprised, but how old is that album? Oooold.

Demi: I am noootttt!....okay maybe I am. But I know you’re doing the same..that simple little smile that’s also a small smirk..

Demi: Oh I was? It MAY have just gotten to my head..but just a litle. I hope so too...cause i mean if we can’t then we’ve lost that spark. Why are you surprised? It’s not THAT old....only 5 years. Besides I may want to know if some of what you say in that song is true...

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

Nick: Prove it? Lucky for you I’m competitive and up for a challenge. 😉

Nick: Now we can create new ones. We’ll have to … be more creative. No comment. Lol

Demi: Yes prove it...how well do you know the Demi Lovato. Oh I know you are...we competed against each other A LOT

Demi: Yes we can..I’ve missed writing with you, lots of my best stuff came from you. Can we be though? Aw no comment? Why’s that because I figured out that song was about me?

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

Nick: I’m pretty sure I do.

Nick: Awesome! Well not that you couldn’t go there… lol that’s tragic. Nah, it’s all good. I mean part of being friends is hanging out right? I’m pretty sure we can handle one lunch and writing session.

Demi: You might have to prove that one Jonas.

Demi: it is tragic, but too many memories. That’s true, and i think so as long as we don’t write a song like ruin the friendship...or your song....*cough* the difference *cough*

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

Nick: The perks of knowing Demi Lovato too well.

Nick: So are you free tomorrow? I haven’t gone to that Mexican place we used to grab tacos at since we last stopped talking. I was thinking we could eat and maybe write since that’s what we do best together. Well other than pranking people.

Demi: I don’t think you know me TOO well....

Demi: Yes, Im free tomorrow.You haven’t?Me either..I couldn’t get myself to go to our favorite spot honestly. You know I’d like that,but I don’t want to overstep boundaries so please make sure it’s okay for you to see me.

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

Nick: Well, you’re good at that. And most of the time, super patient. Except when you’re being stubborn like now.

Nick: What makes you so sure I’m not? I know you want us to be together but insisting that I still love you is a bit of a reach. We just started talking again Demi…

Demi: Yeah...sometimes I’m super patient,but you’re right I’m stubborn right now.

Demi: Okay fine...maybe you are telling the truth I’m sorry...I know we just started talking again. I’ll stop.

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

Nick: Okay… we did. I was all up tight but you kept me loosened up. 

Nick: I’m starting to realize that… but what do you expect me to do? Just get a divorce tomorrow or string you along and forget my vows? This is the conversation I was dreading. It’s like our minds are in two different places…

Demi: You were beyond up tight, but I was the one who pulled you out of your shell...still don’t know how I did it though.

Demi: No I don’t expect you to get a divorce tomorrow or forget your vows...I just I wish you were seriously honest with yourself. I was dreading it too, but you know it needs to happen Nicholas.

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jcrryniiiicholas​:

Nick: Says the person who hasn’t behaved a day in her life. Kidding. Don’t hurt me.

Nick: That’s the thing, Demi … you aren’t respecting what I’m putting down. I had feelings for you for a very long time but I got over them. I adjusted to what was reality and realized I was way out of my mind. There’s just too much at stake to be playing with fire. If we’re friends, we’re just friends. 

Demi: Ouch...but listen we had fun not behaving on the set of Camp Rock...tell me I’m wrong.

Demi: I’m sorry okay..i get it you’re happy with your wife sorry for disrespecting that...and good I’m glad you got over your feelings for me, but if you want me to be honest I haven’t and I don ‘t know if I could just be your friend.