Hello there, internet
You know what, i'll probably be still using this and it's going to show up one day but I wonder how much I've changed. I queued this on April 3, 2013 at 10:00pm for this day, April 3, 2018 at 10:00pm. So here is what I'm like now...
I'm a bit overweight and I would really like to lose about 40 pounds. Future self, I really hope you did something about this.
Also, music is my life. really. it is. love it so much, it makes me happy, it brightens my day and I'm almost positive it's the only reason I'm still alive.
My best friend is Bella. She's the best. Seriously. I would be dead without her and I love her so much and she's weird and funny and she's basically my sister and we also have matching birthmarks on our right biceps so that's cool.
I swear to god if you aren't riding I might come to the future and punch you in your ovaries because GIRL. HOW CAN YOU NOT BE RIDING. I'M SERIOUS. THAT'S YOUR LIFE. I get that you can't do it because of college but I hope you ride during the summer or something. OMG you can't stop riding. seriously.
My mom and I are like best friends. Dad and I are... not so much.
I am who I am and no one can change me. I don't give a fucking shit about what people think about me because that's a waste of my time. my only concern to make sure that I am happy. My happiness always comes first.
I want to do something with photography. I really wanted to be a chef (remember that?) but I don't know yet. Wouldn't it be cool to be a pastry chef. But actually. Photography is amazing. CAPTURE THE WORLD THROUGH A LENSE. DO IT. I HOPE YOU'RE DOING IT.
So what are you doing with your life?
If you have a boyfriend, tell him hay! and he better treat you right. too many people have messed with your trust and your heart and, for a while, i was afraid I might get a little cold but I'm glad I'm not.
Tattoos? How many? Come on. Tell the truth.
Sleeping With Sirens? Love them. And Pierce the Veil, Mumford and Sons (I really hope you've seen them in concert), Red Hot Chili Peppers, Sublime, Streetlight Manifesto, Muse... so many bands. so little time. also i hope your CD collection has expanded nicely.
Do you still read all those amazing books? I hope so. Reading is really good for you. Don't forget that it'll bring you into a land of your own (holy fuck that's cheesy).
Do you still talk to any high school friends? I hope you do.
Are you OK? Did that demon ever come back to bite you in the ass? I fucking hope not.
Just remember one thing, no matter how much you've grown:
"We're who we're meant to be."
Love,
past Katie who has a fear of never being loved and doesn't want to ever fucking grow up.
I really hope you're happy. If you're in some crack house with like 10 children and a drug dealing boyfriend GET OUT. NOW.
holy fuck I hope that isn't the case.
anyways....
Just be happy. Be yourself. And don't ever lose sight of who you are.
