here i can take up the whole of the sky

jo | she/her | 31 | not over suzanne collins killing finnick odair and never will be. proud member of the tommy miller fan club. finding comfort in the darkness.

[dancingonmoonbeams]

My Fics

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The Hunger Games

we were meant to stay afloat - Odesta, multi-chapter, post-canon, Finnick Lives AU Finnick survives the war. He and Annie decide to be happy.

coming up for air - Odesta, companion to wwmtsa

alone in this meltdown - Odesta, Annie-centric, pre-canon

the fear of falling apart - Odesta, pre-canon

scars across your skin - Odesta, post-canon, Finnick Lives AU

golden like daylight - Odesta, post-canon, Finnick Lives AU

happy birthday, finnick odair - Odesta, post-canon, Finnick Lives AU

All of the above are part of the Seashells and Stars series, so they exist in the same universe but can also be read as standalones.

struck by lightning - Odesta, childhood friends/sweethearts AU

to dust or to gold - Career!Annie

dearest love, i'm not done yet - Odesta, post-canon

with mermaid hair and teeth so sharp - Annie centric, a response to the "Supernatural Saturday" Odesta Week prompt

used to the darkness - Johanna Mason's story (in progress)

The Last of Us (HBO)

things we lost to the flames - Joel POV, Joel & Ellie after Silver Lake

something like family - Ellie POV through the canon timeline

run on for a long time - multichapter Joel POV, life before and after the outbreak

in search of some hope - multichapter Tommy POV of his life in Jackson

build it better - multichapter Tommy POV, another take on his reunion with Joel

practicing my purpose - Joel POV, life in Jackson

comes and goes in waves - split Maria & Ellie POV of helping Ellie work through what happened in Silver Lake

wild is the wind - Maria POV, Maria and Tommy go on patrol and have to shelter together from a snowstorm for the night. (pre-relationship Maria/Tommy)

if it weren't for second chances (we'd all be alone) - split Ellie & Joel POV, working through their second chance

on pillars of salt - Tess POV, Boston QZ and smuggling days

Tommy/Maria Week - a collection of Tommy/Maria oneshots based on prompts

sun bleached flies - Maria POV, her journey after the outbreak

before and after you - Ellie POV, grieving Joel

The Pitt

you in my head - Jack Abbot/Samira Mohan, fun and flirty

(blame it on) current affairs - Jack Abbot/Samira Mohan, some anxious avoidant Samira

to taste your beating heart - Jack Abbot/Samira Mohan, vampire AU (in progress)

merry christmas, please don’t call - Jack Abbot/Samira Mohan, Christmas angst

Heated Rivalry

you belong somewhere you feel free - Hollanov, post-canon, Ilya grieving his mother

you belong in that home by and by - Hollanov, post-canon, Ilya and Shane and the Hollanders

with pace and a fury defiant - Hollanov, canon-divergence of episode 5 where Ilya goes back to Moscow before his father dies

Pacific Rim

Here's to a Year That's Brand New - Newmann

Even Darkness Must Pass - Newmann

Eternals

Did You Miss Me? - Drukkari

Our Flag Means Death

oranges - Gentlebeard

[surreality51]

Shane doesn’t realize he looks Like That because, despite being ranked as #1 Hottest Player in the MHL and getting numerous sponsorships, he thinks “it’s not like I get treated any differently in my daily life because of my looks, people aren’t throwing themselves at me left and right, so it must not be a big deal.”

But the thing is, people DO throw themselves at Shane left and right, he just doesn’t realize it.

The Voyagers are at a club and girls are eyeing him like the last steak in a tiger enclosure, but Hayden is about to bang his head on the table because Shane is in his usual Captain mode and paying zero attention to the girls. A few of the bolder ones approach him but he’s like “Hi, can I help you?” and “oh sorry, I’m on duty right now, I can’t leave my team” and Hayden gives up, he just can’t anymore. Jackie will need to step up and find this man a girl cuz Shane ain’t gonna do it on his own.

At brunch with Rose, the waiter is checking him out hardcore and smiling flirtatiously. Rose teases him about it, and Shane is like “???? He’s just doing his job? Isn’t it his job to be friendly?”

Years later, Hayden and Rose are trading war stories of Shane being oblivious to human attraction and Ilya’s just like, *shrug* you just need to be clear and direct with him, and Rose and Hayden both stare at him like “what do you mean?”

And that’s how they learn that the way you get through to Shane about your intentions is you have to jerk off at him while looking him in the eye.

[marisatomay]

[seemingly in one breath] Mohan is losing faith in her abilities as a doctor and Mel is so lonely after giving up having a life so Becca could have one and the camera is lingering on Robby a little too long whenever they mention suicide and self harm and psych holds and McKay missed Roxie dying to treat a homeless woman she met as part of the street team in the park and Ogilvie got empathy-checked about addiction being a Disease by McKay and Javadi was with Roxie as she died and is riddled with mommy issues and Al-Hashimi stopped a mom whose young son climbed into a hot car to rest from walking in front of a garbage truck and Nurse Jesse was arrested by ICE officers for standing up for a patient which Javadi recorded and WILL post on Dr J’s TikTok account and Langdon tried to apologize to Santos but she wants him in prison and they both really have the nuclear codes for making the other angry and this fucking guy showed up before his drunk friend assaulted nurse Emma and that’s what you missed on Glee

[vixvigil]

at least sisyphus only had one never-ending task. i have like 50 and all of them cost money

[lavenderprose]

To be clear. Shane's whole thing about Ilya being a Sex God is because of the limerence. Ilya is nineteen and he can get a rhythm going and that's about it. He was throwing shit at the wall when he hit that 'Get on your knees' in Nashville but only he knows that because Shane's brain turned OFF. Ilya said "Let's do a little experiment here" and the results were "Oh my god oh my god oh my god." Shane came hands free because he was that obsessed with the idea of Ilya Rozanov being inside him. Ilya said "Do you like that do you like that" because he's nineteen and he needs the validation and Shane was like "YES YES YES I LIKE IT OH MY GOD YOU'RE SO DEEP YOU'RE SO GOOD" and objectively. It was okay. Ilya fully did not know where to put his hands a couple of times. He forgot about Shane's dick. Luckily, Shane is God's special angel who can come from the idea of Ilya's cockhead being in proximity to his prostate a few times. Mind over matter, says Shane Hollander's dick. And then Ilya said "Oh God Hollander" because it was also, objectively, one of the hottest things that had ever happened to HIM, Ilya Rozanov. Shane sits on that step afterwards plotting about how he's gonna get this over and over and over again for the rest of his life and he has no idea that there are women in Boston who have Ilya listed in their contacts as "Hockey Guy 6/10". Shane Hollander cannot fathom a world in which Ilya Rozanov doesn't lay the maddest pipe this side of Lake Michigan. "Ilya Rozanov is a some kind of nineteen year old sex God" No Shane honey he was just designed in a lab to score goals and make you cum and he's done scoring goals for the night.

[lesbianrozanov]

toddler shane refusing to talk after his hockey team lose a game. yuna & david are trying to be encouraging like “bud!! you played so good!!” and shane is ignoring them while climbing into his car seat where he’s going to angrily drink his juice box and then chew on the straw.

[flyora]

Couldn't miss the chance

[cloudabserk]

boob pillow

[onepoorsonnet]

canonically a huge part of why these men haven't killed themselves is bc they have alternating ER shifts and they don't want to burden each other like that. excellent old man yaoi material

[medrawawi]

😙!!

[that-one-idiot-11]

whenever I tell a story I feel like Uncle Colm from Derry Girls

[dumnslut]

[renegadeknight]

we’re playing tug of war (with a rope of barbed wire)

He must have gotten up too fast because his head spins in that light way it does when blood pressure doesn’t keep up. The adrenaline hasn’t settled out yet because his hands are still shaking, in fact all of him is still shaking. Why hasn’t he caught his breath yet? He presses a hand against the pinch in his chest like that might help. And why does it feel like there’s a rod jammed low in his sternum–

“Oh, fuck,” she says, her gaze sweeping him up and down.

He glances down to see what’s upset her – maybe she’s just offended that his cologne rubbed off on her or afraid he’ll blame her for the minor road rash that stings all the way up his left arm–

“Oh –” the knot in his chest is actually a hole and it’s bleeding over his hand “– fuck.”

~

or Frank is having a bad day at work. and then he gets shot.

[sirsealery]

"things happen and we move on" says the guy who has never moved on from a single thing ever. okay joel, whatever you say. genuine ragebait on his part, what is he even on about. loud incorrect buzzer sound.

[ximenasbrokencd]

can't wait to say "during pride month?" at every minor inconvenience all of next month

[bug-mp3]

I love those posts that are like „Ilya is the only one who could ever be it for Shane“ so much cause they’re SO true. Someone would ask what his type is and he‘d just be like. Ilya. And they’re like no I get that but just apart from Ilya. And Shane doesn’t get it. Ilya is literally my perfect type, hes the only man I could ever have loved this intensely. You couldn’t come up with anyone more perfect ever. Ilya hears this and bursts into tears as if Shane doesn’t tell him at every opportunity. And he‘ll still think Shane will leave him for his flirty yoga instructor and try to kill him with his mind. And Shane meanwhile wouldn’t be able to pick that guy out of a line up because he’s only staring at Ilya’s ass the whole time (they go to couples yoga together)

[dragon-png]

we ask that the defense not say "me when i lie" while the witness testifies

[russianblush]

Best Lead Performer, Drama Series is....Hudson Williams!