Okay, I'll type this right now. I'm veryy tired, if there is any mistakes alarm me as usual! I got busy and maybe the art style in some panels changed because they were (or some of them) were made months apart.
I don't have much to say, only that I'll have a take a nap after this and maybe eat somewhere else? That'd be good. Again, I tried my best and I know this won't be easy but I'll keep marching forward although breaks might get bigger because of ??? (I don't know what's happening to me medically but its certainly something). I hope everyone has a great day going forward!
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Aludes or something made up, referenced
Also the act of heavy amounts of snow falling off mountains
And the most cool of all, my dad said it was used to refer to the place where lost things are.
If you mean in English then it would be, I don't know?? Ooze? Howl?
Mahiru thing I did a long time ago...I don't know what inspired me to do it, but I completed it now thats what matters! (She is in fact my second favorite character, I really like her backstory)
Okay, firstly I must explain myself: I watched the Caramelo movie so I made a komahina drawing while in tears, I was going to explain this but I found this English trailer that summarizes the entire whole paragraph. (Og dub with english subtitles)
The second one is the Brazilian tradition of wearing white clothes and throwing yourself at the sea when new years arrive, I only did it once. Looks like this, nothing fancy but I thought it would be cool to do it once.
This year has been great for me even though I fumbled sometimes, other times life was rough. I made friends I talked about my interests.
I never thought my interest of wolves would be well received, it was always a deep buried dream inside my mind to do them justice on my free time, just like the old days when I was 7 years old and I made 100 drawings of wolves and dogs all in one day, made an exposition that was recorded by my mom (In other words I pestered her to, the moment that wasn't recorded that I remember well that day is that my mom was surprised I wanted to record myself, I was never fond of my own image. I don't know why? Anyways). It was always like this, always remember I got better. When I made that werewolf Nagito and Hajime I thought I would indulge myself this once, people already know I like dogs, sometimes I get off the rails but it will be fine.
Let's say I got approval that I needed to free myself and leave it be.
I think that's why this year was happier, I think after this I became much more open about this interest and made new friends. Honestly, its hard to think that this surge of self confidence came from one art on tumbrl that I did. I created an blog on Bloggur once about wolves when I was younger the dedication on it was insane, I remember well.
By all means, thank you for recovering this part of me back, perhaps not even thinking about the impact. I like to think that the energy of that art attracted people in someway, the saying the aura and interest of the artist show in their art, maybe it is true. Or I am crazy.
Ok, I need to stop talking about them, this is a New Years message not a have a wolful year message.
I made friends, encountered old ones. Even with my family mostly allergic to cats, I got one outside. Although, some old childhood friends cannot be forgiven I did find solance in seeing my hometown again even my soul-aunt gave me an authograph. Listen, she let me play with her son's cardboard boxes where the presents were packed! He got a remote monster truck and I got big box at his 6th birthday!
There are the internet ones too, the mutuals reading this right now. Changed everything, I don't even need to name it if the paragraph about wolves wasn't enough to show that.
But for the most part, I'm glad to be alive one more year.
Since my 6th birthday my health wasn't the best, tired too often, thats why I started drawing instead of soccer teams or trying shooting games on consoles. I did took wrong meds at the time, probably made everything worse. I thought that even scratching anything close to teenagehood was something far from my reach, well I think my younger-self would be surprised.
I won't get into much detail, for the same reasons as why I didn't write why I like Dangaronpa, it would get too sad. My biggest fear is people getting upset over a post that is supposed to be hopeful, and I fear people will get upset at me for letting my feelings out too much on a fanart account. Oopsie. Well, I think that's enough of telling my life isn't sunshine and rainbows.
I'm glad people enjoy my art still, thank you for sticking with me! Thank you for making me feel like this:
Veiled Hope update since I ended up talking about it. Four pages and one still in progress - Lineart (Still missing general checking so there may be more to be added, just to adjust pacing) (4/6 by the simple fact of knowing myself)
Have a Makoto guy as a treat:
(I also have to do the free time mega post between 77-B and 78 classes...Next year, yeah)
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I'm also changing the username of this account soon? I have been feeling like it recently
Yearly X-mas drawing! I do it every year (Making it tradition now). I'm in quite a hurry so I'll add links later! - I tried emulating old fireplace photos, I never had one but some of my parents photos have one from a long dead restaurant, it made it look firey.
This year was amazing despite the issues I had at the start, I made more friends and played a lot of games. Most of the experiences were in real life since that was the goal most of the time, I still love my mutuals, specially on here (Not like I have anywhere else).
Anyways, happy holidays!
This is more of a health update its skippable: I'm better-ish??? I'm unsure about the hiatus for Veiled Hope stil, I worry I might give up but I am trying not to.
I really want to finish it.
And I sort of """Have""" a cat now, she is a street calico cat, her name is Mancha.
Have a more base color version of the art as a reward.
But more based on the portuguese adaptation of it because that's the one I remember. I always wanted to find this song out, both titles could only be found with an english name and me not studying english at the time made it impossible for me to find, at least after a decade almost I finally put my hands on it.
Chiaki and Chihiro are there because they fit the best I think, they would play something RPG like together.
Some of the designs (Chihiro has those shoes thay make people taller without showing the actual soles.) - they changed a bit but I am happy with both!
X-mas wolves (and passing by saying art requests are sort of open for chirstmas? They won't be quick at all, but I believe I failed to remember a lot of people's birthday this year)
I made this redraw for the 15th birthday of Dangaronpa which is awfully late, I know. I wanted to make a redraw of some random print and I choose this one, it surprisingly or not took 2 days and gave me wrist pain.
I wanted to give something of quality this time since I have been feeling low effort since (Events of previous posts).
Dangaronpa is a series special to me, although I can't post the reasons for actually very personal reasons which snowballed recently, me drawing them for almost 3 years straight must be something!
