to see without eyes, the first time you kissed me, boundless by the time i cried. i built your walls around me. white noise, what an awful sound. fumbling by rogue river, feel my feet above the ground. hand of god, deliver me. oh, woe is me. the first time that you touched me, will wonders ever cease? blessed be the mysteries of love.
YEET IT’S GRACIE BITCHES !!! anyway, i revamped former son hyeseong (noeul) into kim danbi / danielle kim (dani)!! for those of u who are new & dont know im gracie, gay trash, i love angst & yeah thats it. HERE are her new stats & HERE are her new plots. HIT THAT LIKE BUTTON & SUBSCRIBE jk lmao, like to plot tho also under the cut is info abt dani.. Yeet (tw: depression, anxiety, ed mention)
born in calgary, alberta, danielle’s parents were rich fucking ASSHOLES
her sisters were waaaaayyyyy more talented and waaaaayyyyy prettier than her so she was always the odd man out :(
she moved to montreal at age 10 & learned french fast and better than her sisters
so her parents forced her to learn more languages
they also sent her abroad & when she went to korea, she got street scouted bc shes so cute
so she was like “UMMMM HELL YEAH” and trained & debuted in bee
but she had previous mental health issues due to her parents & such
so, in bee, she wasn’t exactly the closest to the members because shes an introvert and people scare her
she isolated herself and never felt like she was good enough
her leave from bee was pretty much forced by bce after she had a mental breakdown & refused to go on stage and preform with the members
she fainted due to her undiagnosed anorexia and when she woke up, she was presented with a paper terminating her contract and stating she would no longer promote as a member of bee
pissed off (rightfully so), danielle signed and moved back to calgary to receive treatment
she was heartbroken and is, to this day, pissed off
after about two-three years of living in calgary, dimensions reached out to her and pretty much said “bce is shitty, come sign with us, we’ll take care of you”
she was like.... ok No
but after a bit of convincing, she signed to dimensions
her fans welcomed her back since bce made it look like she left for health reasons
after danielle opened up about what happened to her fans, they urged her to file a lawsuit against bce, but dimensions tried to convince her not to
at the moment, she is a bit torn between the two because she knows she deserves justice for what she went through, but she also wants to do what she loves which is singing and dancing and being better than her sisters
danielle, personality wise, is controlled by her emotions. she’s impulsive and sensitive and anxious
she’s just... a whole mess
she can be very sweet, but when she’s sad or mad or just Upset she yells and screams and cries until she passes out
danielle likes to find peace within the little things
the only things that help her calm down are like candles, flowers, and buttons
she collects buttons and flowers and scented candles
Whoa, is that DANIELLE KIM? You might know her as DANI. I love her! She’s a SOLOIST, and she’s a ‘93 LINER! She’s one of my favorites under DIMENSIONS ENTERTAINMENT. Don’t you think she looks a little like KWON MINA?
me waiting for a happy ending for danielle because she’s been through so much well knowing thats not going to happen because 1) she’s danielle, 2) she’s danielle, and 3) i’m a hoe for angst
im lazy as hell and have had 0 muse to do ANYTHING this week, im forcing myself to write replies to keep things moving and HOPEFULLY being able to find my muse for noeul again.
it i can’t find my muse for her than i might end up revamping her into something that involves a lot more effort for threads & development so things will be interesting for most of the time.
OK im lowkey leaning towards that because i have an Idea in my head of how i want her to be and it’s a lot different from her current personality but at the same time, it’s not.
it’s interesting
ANYWAY REPLIES I NEED TO DO IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
tora (text)
lyra (text)
jiwoo (text)
yena
sooah
joohyuk (text)
angel
sora (text)
tristan (text)
seri
hmu if i missed ur thread & i will add it to my list
[ ✉ → noeul noona ] what?
[ ✉ → noeul noona ] do i even wanna know?
[ ✉ → noeul noona ] actually what the hell happened???
[ ✉ → noeul noona ] are you hurt???
( ✉ →one of the 97363867 charm boys, probably tristan ) funny thing it is to
( ✉ →one of the 97363867 charm boys, probably tristan ) um commit a crime
( ✉ →one of the 97363867 charm boys, probably tristan ) so i stole a bottle of bourbon from some rich ceo dude i met at a fancy event thing for a company who i promote
( ✉ →one of the 97363867 charm boys, probably tristan ) and he tried to... You Know...
( ✉ →one of the 97363867 charm boys, probably tristan ) thats not the point, bottom line i saw this expensive fucking bottle of bourbon and i was like ‘fuck yes im going to steal it’
( ✉ →one of the 97363867 charm boys, probably tristan ) but as i was leaving with it because this dude is out like a fucking light
( ✉ →one of the 97363867 charm boys, probably tristan ) it dropped and hes still asleep, but my legs and feet are,,, hurt and i do not know how to get out of this fucking mess
( ✉ → noeul unnie ) yes
( ✉ → noeul unnie ) but it depends on what you need it for
( ✉ → noeul unnie ) if you killed someone… i genuinely would rather not even being aware
( ✉ →eunha-ie ) it’s a long story... but i fucked up badly
( ✉ →eunha-ie ) promise me you won’t go to the police because i am a dumbass and i really need to be smarter
( ✉ →eunha-ie ) looks this good can only get you so far in life
( ✉ →eunha-ie ) ANYWAY, i may or may not have been running an illegal tattoo parlor from my apartment with... tattoo stuff i bought online. everything was going swimmingly until.. the needle got stuck and... to spare the gory details
( ✉ →eunha-ie ) it kinda looks like someone got murdered, but no one did. just my thigh.
( ✉ →eunha-ie ) i just wanted to tattoo “i ♡ noeul” on my inner thigh without having anyone criticize me
the night before came back to noeul in quick flashes. soft kisses, sweet whispers, everything felt surreal. noeul’s eyes fluttered open, looking around her room before rolling over to look at the figure next to her. a smile formed on noeul’s lips, her eyes scanning over the female next to her.
the older female wrapped her arms around yena, smiling and pressing a soft kiss to yena’s bare shoulder. “rise and shine, sleeping beauty,” noeul chuckled, sitting up and stretching. “do you want coffee or tea or anything? a kiss before you go?” she asked as she got off the bed, putting her clothes back on. “how about a nice warm shower? i could join you, to save water.”
noeul laughed, tying her hair up in a loose bun. “don’t be such a sleepy head,” noeul jumped onto the bed, pressing kisses to yena’s cheek. “come on, babe, let’s have breakfast!”
─ it was not as if the wilderness was an entity completely f o r e i g n to the soloist, having been coaxed into plenty of overnight trips with the church youth in her time yet constantly backing out at the last moment due to a burst of nerves, not quite used to being away from her mother. she had learned how to put up a tent, at the very l e a s t, though it had been years since she had last practiced; surely they were all the same, even the fancy high-end ones that were sponsored by various companies for the documentary’s purpose. “ah, i’ve never been camping before but i did learn how to pitch a tent, just in case.” mind had entertained wild fantasies of running away in her youth and s u r v i v a l skills had been looked up but were never given a chance to be put into use until now.
“we have to lay down the ground cloth first, i think ! it’s best to do it on a clean surface, just so you don’t get rocks or twigs in your back at night.” mind racked through the next steps, camera i g n o r e d as she focused on the task at hand. “have you found out who will be sharing your tent ?” the cloth was found and opened up, one corner handed to noeul to grab so that they could spread it out between themselves.
"i don’t know yet,” noeul said with a shrug. “do you know? maybe we’ll be roomies!” the female gasped excitedly. “then we can tell each other secrets, i’ll go first right now.” noeul leaned closer to sooah’s ear with a small smirk. “you deserve better than a shit company like bc, get out while you can. it’s a trap.” her voice was just low enough for the mics to not pick it up, but for sooah to hear perfectly.
“promise not to tell anyone?” noeul asked, tilting her head. “but you’re good at making tents. i’m shocked, you’re a real life savor! thank you so much for your help. everyone else has their groups, so we should stick together!”
JUN FINALLY LET the laugh he’s been holding for the past three minutes out, the warm sound echoing through the kitchen walls. “someone’s eager to get those tattoos, should i feel special knowing you’re that excited to match with me?” giving her a smug look and letting both hands run through his hair as he shifted his body towards her. every moment he spent with noeul, the more they grew closer and she saw him in a different light. the fans often wondered if they dated, always shipping them together whenever they get the opportunity. the two of them simply added fuel to the fire with their tight bond and a keen eye for fun. maybe that’s why he enjoyed spending time with her. “what’s mine is your’s, love. just know i’ll hunt you down if the sweatshirt doesn’t come back to me within a week.” he nodded his head towards the hallway as an indication to follow him.
his bare feet walked along the cold wood of his condo, his cats following shortly behind the two. “if you think i’m going to let you come anywhere near my skin with a needle, then you’re crazy. i know a guy in hongdae who did all of my tattoos. i’m sure nobody will follow us down there.” his fingers fiddling with his buttons as he started to get undressed halfway towards his room. he was so comfortable with her presence that he didn’t really care if she saw his body, he had nothing to hide anyway. “you know where my stuff is.” his foot lightly kicked his door open and made his way inside.
"it’s not really a hunt if you know where i live,” noeul said with a sigh, walking to her friend’s bedroom. “unzip me please!!” she said in a high pitched voice, moving her hair from her back. “also fuck off i have few tattoos too and they’re fine. plus, if i ever did give you a tattoo it would be on your ass and it would say ‘property of noeul’ so everyone knows i own your ass,” she joked, looking over her shoulder.
the two had been friends long enough and seen each other naked enough to be fine with things like this. “your sweatshirts are more comfortable than mine and they also smell like you and you smell good so it might be two weeks. i’ll wash and return to your all nice and folded.” she never realy understood why people shipped them, noeul always saw jun as more of a younger brother than boyfriend. he was there through it all, through her breakups with jiang and jaemin, through her comebacks. she was there for him through everything, too.
“do you think i can get away with just one of your sweatshirts in public? i don’t need to give any more people reason to hate me by accidentally showing them my underwear. though, my butt does look really good today.” noeul laughed, walking over to his closet and grabbing the biggest sweatshirt she could find. she pulled it over her shoulder and smiled. “heels and a sweatshirt. this is a whole look.” noeul posed, laughing and running a hand through her hair.
A big part of him, truthfully, felt like they were put a fingertip away from each other just for the kicks. The views will skyrocket, exes together in a show, reigniting the two camps of ‘pr relationship’ and ‘real relationship’. Truthfully, it had been something in the middle when the public found out.
Eyes on them, it made any meeting dreadful and soon drew them apart. The forced dates Dimensions pushed them to go to didn’t help either, both sides becoming spiteful and what felt like a woman he could possibly open up to becoming someone who made him roll his eyes and look for the closest escape. He never showed it, not when it was good.
It’s good for the promotions. It’s good for promotions indeed, MARS’ comeback just around the corner.
“Noeul,” her stage name rolled off his tongue, nodding his head in an attempt of a greeting. You know it’s bad when two artists from the same company took separate cars. At least Dimensions wasn’t trying to milk it to the fullest. It was hard to look at her without making a face, his mind going back to a chaos of everything - from how soft and addictive her skin felt under his touch to how frustration led to mady rude words said before they separated. “I haven’t seen you around the company, you seem to be doing good, I’m glad.” He put on a smile for the show, knowing cameras were filming them, watching their moves and listening to their words.
He was a professional. A variety personality. When the back of his mind dwelt on it, he forced himself to look down at the table without losing a grin, avoiding the glint in Noeul’s eye. “What are we supposed to do here, again? Just talk?”
"come to think of it,” noeul started, furrowing her brows. “i have a strange suspicion we’re going to get a mission,” she cocked her eyebrow, watching a staff member place an envelope on the table in front of them. the whole idea was sick, making them film together. it’d get ratings, but it hurt like hell for noeul. “do you want to read it or should i?”
even the staff looked uncomfortable, the air was so thick you’d need a chainsaw just to get through it. “i’ll just do it,” noeul huffed, reaching out and opening it. “’we heard things between the two of you ended on a rough note, so we decided to send you two on a retreat to mend your wounds. by working together, you will become close friends and forgive each other. in this envelope are two plane tickets to jeju island.’”
the words flew off noeul’s tongue and she barely had time to process what they were saying. “looks like we’re going to be spending a lot of time together, oppa.”
the female gave jaemin a fake smile, setting the letter back on the table. she could barely sit in the same room as her former lover, how did they expect her to spend more than a day with him? noeul was really trying to hold back tears at this point. “when do we leave?” her voice cracked slightly, but she acted as if it never happened.
after a moment the staff signaled that they had stopped filming and noeul stood up, smoothing her jeans and giving jaemin a small nod. “i don’t want to do this anymore than you do, but i think it’ll be best if we promise to be civil off camera. i can’t deal with you for ery long, so please just try not to breathe in my direction for very long too, okay?”