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wow, am not back and have not missed this but uh... considered it, peeked in and saw some shit so had to say something quick. i am sorry for anyone that has been hurt by ares (?? whatever he calls himself now. ) in my hearty support, i didn't see so many warning signs and people do deserve much better than that shit. and i am ashamed that hate has been sent in any of our names. that is not okay.

however, i am not ashamed for what i've written. i am not ashamed for what i've stood up for when it comes to writing fiction. i stand by it. if something is properly tagged, there is no reason you should be seeing it and being triggered unless you look for that. and it is not your fault for being triggered, but tag blockers all exist for a reason? so maybe... use them? and leave people the fuck alone. i miss writing and i miss my friends here but i do not miss being called things i am not. and i know i am not in the wrong for writing things that you could easily block yourself from. and if i ever do come back, that wont change. the links they posted still exist because i see no reason to be ashamed. i know what i am and i know what i am not. writing things does not mean you condone them and does not make you the things you write. that logic is flawed and anyone who believes it needs some serious help. and, while i have missed this place, i am so much happier and freer writing whatever the fuck i want elsewhere. if you want to still contact me, disco is available upon request but i don't know if i can promise a return. but if i ever do come back: fuck y'all and i'm gonna write what the fuck i want to in a tagged and consensual way with whoever will write with me should i return. bye guys.

ofmockingjay‌:

‘’ & i have a tendency to shoot the first person who gets too close, or touches me without my permission. i don’t know you, ‘’ and she takes him in, nothing she hasn’t seen before. something she hasn’t seen before. but whatever he is, it ain’t human, neither. ‘’ and honestly, i don’t want to. ‘’

“is that a promise?” he almost looks pleased at the threat of physical violence. in his defense, taro hasn’t been stabbed in a while. and he’s pretty sure he deserves it; how could he not? doesn’t acknowledge her statement about not wanting to get to know him because he is much more focused on the shoot statement. “you know, i’m much more into stabbing, bullets are harder to dig out, but if you gotta --”

#ofmockingjay #❛ everyone changes and moves on. but not me ㅡ main verse

“i have the tendency of getting very physical, so watch your step. 'cause if i do, you'll need a miracle.” is this a threat? or is he flirting? the world may never know... // @ofmockingjay call ( harder to breathe, maroon 5 )

#ofmockingjay #❛ everyone changes and moves on. but not me ㅡ main verse #i hate this

hadncchoice‌:

song lyrics // @darkbleeds

at this point in their … relationship ( if you could even call it that ) draco has heard just about everything. taro certainly isn’t a man to keep anything on the back burner, and he’s played it off before as nothing ; but turning up to class covered in blood and in the same clothes he was in the night before raises concern ; and once the students file out, muttering to themselves of what it could be, draco finds himself across the desk with his palms pressed flat. any other excuse could have worked ; but there’s a distant way taro’s voice carries that tells him this is serious ; that he had done just that, and maybe there is a bit of a chill down his spine, crawling slow as it settles at the base of it. mouth opens, and then closes, as he tries to find the words to say - instead looking down, unable to make himself look straight at his professor. he knows that’s what he does, even if taro tries not to. it’s in his blood, in his touch, in the way his lips find draco’s neck in the middle of the night. he’ll turn dust from gold, and draco’s fingers drum once against the oak table.

‘’ guess the only important question is … did he deserve it? ‘’

did he deserve it?

did. he. deserve. it??

DID. HE. DESERVE. IT???

taro wants to laugh at the question. or cry. he’s not even sure of the answer, though he’s pretty fucking sure the man didn’t deserve exactly what taro had done. he seemed like a nice enough man at the time. scared. screaming. pleading. eyes fall closed and he does laugh as he remembers, but it lacks the humor he’d have typically had. seeing all of the students look at him, like they were afraid... teeth clench and he forces himself to take a few measured breaths ( unnecessary, but a habit at this point in his existence. ) “no, probably not. but hey, i had FUN.” hazel eyes open once more, landing on the boy as he forces a smile onto his face.

#hadncchoice #dada teacher verse #wow i'm c:

hadncchoice‌:

there have been so many books carelessly tossed aside by taro, so many ripped from his fingertips ; and he frowns because one day those precious books will tear. today, however, is not that day, and draco only feigns protest as taro sits himself in his lap - like he always does - and …. ‘’ little dragon? ‘’ he seems HURT & now it’s his turn to poke out that bottom lip, though seemingly quite content with taro upon his lap. ‘’ i thought you, of all people, thought more highly of me. ‘’

“why does that upset you?” the pout returns full force, dark eyes on the boy’s face. fingers stroke through soft blond locks gentle as can be as taro tries to wonder why draco may take offence to the nickname. it fits the him nicely; at least, in taro’s opinion it does. “is it because i called you little, really??”

#hadncchoice #dada teacher verse #whoops

“won’t you tell me i’m pretty?” bottom lip is jutted out in a pout that would be almost PLAYFUL if not for the dark glint in green eyes. // open

#open tbt

“i don’t KILL people, that is my LEAST favorite thing to do.” // open

#open tbt #still such a mood for him and i hate it

hadncchoice‌:

there is a small little hum behind the potions textbook, because while what taro says isn’t exactly a lie ( he would probably perish if someone didn’t pay attention to him ) ; draco knows he’s just being needy. ‘’ I’M BUSY, ‘’ which is a bold face lie. he’s read the same page over and over again just to seem like he was studying. ‘’ don’t you have someone more interesting to go bug? ‘’

he stares for a long moment, bottom lip jutted out in a pout. then, he’s plucking the book from before draco and tossing it carelessly over his own shoulder. “now you’re not.” all but places himself in the boy’s lap, he’s sitting so close, and slings an arm over draco’s shoulder as his lips morph to a grin. “there is no one more interesting than you, little dragon.”

#hadncchoice #❛ everyone changes and moves on. but not me ㅡ main verse #LITTLE DRAGON #BYE