My Dark Personal Wasteland

NSFT. He/they enby masc. 34 year old pansexual trans dude with gross kinks. Minors DNI.

[darkpersonalwasteland]

minors DNI!! Log the fuck off and go outside!! Hi! Call me Coyote. I’m a 34 year old trans masc enby (he/ they). I’m into a lot of dark fantasy kinks. This blog is where I blow off steam when I’m horny. I’m in a closed relationship and not interested in being flirted with, but I’m very open to asks (and fantasies!) relating to my interests! Unfortunately I don’t have the time or energy to RP, sorry. 

sorry my icon is generic I keep trying to change it but it won’t save. I’m not a bot, promise. Imagine a snarling coyote, that's what I wanted the icon to be lol

Likes: (weird/dark shit ahead!!) 

Birth, the more painful the better, assisted and medical births are my favorite 

Breeding 

Knotting 

Mpreg / Tmpreg 

Egg preg

Oviposition 

Medfet (the more painful the better)

Mad science

Denial 

Body modification (especially of the genitals)

Nullification (especially clit removal stuff)

Needle play 

Gore/blood (but with cartoon physics so it’ll all be okay the next day lol) 

Pet play (im a puppy but a coyote puppy specifically 🐺)

Werewolves and monster fucking, especially if this results in playing surrogate to said monsters 😈

(This is all fantasy, be safe and sane and consensual)

Dislikes:

detransition / forced re feminization (if this is your thing it’s fine, but it’s not mine)

Misgendering (I will block you if you misgender me)

Lactation (I know this goes with preg but I ain’t here for realism) 

Anything to do with my own tits, they give me dysphoria 

I dislike the words “goon” and “grool” they’re grody to me okay 🤣

I don’t want kids IRL so I’m not interested in fantasies to that effect. My preg/birth fantasies end the moment the kid/egg/hellspawn is out.

Age play (no hate but it’s just not my thing) 

Race play 

incest

bathroom stuff in general (I like catheters and occasionally I can get into piss kink stuff, but if you refer to me as a toilet I will block you immediately)

Despite having a pregnancy kink I am 100% pro choice and you can fuck right off if you’re not 

I will NOT send you nudes, give you my real name, or my location, and I don't want any of that from you, either. Keep it casual and safe, babes. ❤️

If any of this bothers you, literally just block me and go away, I don’t give a shit. 

Tags (for your convenience):

barks - (this is my personal post tag)

coyote.fave - (my favorite posts)

birth birth denial body modification breeding catheter clit removal clit torture cnc denial knifeplay medfet monsterfvcking needleplay oviposition painful birth petplay piercing pregnancy sounding vetplay werewolves

[shockspectrum]

top who loves how tight your pussy is and you think it's just because they like the way it feels to fuck you but eventually you find out it's because they keep imagining how hard birth will be for you

[cup1dscomet-deactivated20260420]

"you were made to be fucked" but because i'm insanely horny and soaking wet 24/7 and not because of what i have in my pants

[bigboypaws]

we need more love for fat and hairy trans men... especially when they're unshaven. yes, get all your fur sticky from your cum... don't be afraid to watch your big, soft, and hairy body jiggle with each thrust as you fuck yourself, it's so hot

[itsjustadesperatemutt]

BIG TW - burning/branding, piercing, needles, genital mutilation

Thinking a lot about being hurt by a sadist in ways that will permanently change my body, stripping me of my autonomy and using me as their perverted art project

Piercing my tits and pussy, the more times the better. They give me a set of rings running up each of my pussy lips so they can either tie me shut, or hold my pussy open, at any time. they give me a septum ring and tongue piercings, and use them to tie me places by my face. they could leave me there for hours like that, nose and tongue stuck to the floor and unable to move unless I want to seriously injure myself.

once they’re pierced, the sadist burns my nipples so badly that I can’t feel any sensation in them, and brands my tits with degrading words and pretty designs. They use anything around to burn me - cigarettes, incense sticks, matches and lighters. One day they turn on the electric stove and instruct me to hold my nipples to the burner, under threat that if I don’t they’ll press my whole chest down and hold me there.

Once my tits are perfectly destroyed, they up the stakes. They strap me down, piercings holding me open, and use a plasma pen on my boypussy. they pull back my foreskin and use it right on the head. They could carve so many pretty designs right onto my clit, maybe a spiral coming out from the center or ridges burned into the glans. They mutilate my inner labia too, carving designs and burning little holes through them with the plasma pen.

I think they must be done, but soon I heal and then they move on to my ass. They brand their full name onto my ass cheeks, deep burns that will leave lifelong scars. They also brand the words “anal slut” onto my ass, one word for each side. Soon after they strap me down once again and spread my ass, roughly shoving in a metal spreader and stretching me to my limit. They then methodically burn around the rim of my asshole. With the skin stretched so tight they barely have to do anything to make the skin blister and break. I know I would scream and scream, but it would only get them off. Once I was burned all around the rim, they would give me a short break and burn the word “denied” into my taint. Still painful, but not as bad as what was to come. Next they move on to my inner walls. Each time they burn I can hear a little sizzle, damage being done to skin thats so sensitive and soft. I wonder lightly if I’ll ever heal from this, not that it matters at this point. I have no ownership over my own body. They run another white hot burn from deep inside my hole all the way up to the rim, and all those thoughts quickly leave my head as i shriek. I can hear them laugh and that combined with the pain makes me fuzzy.

For a while they’re mostly satisfied, the most they do is check in and re-brand old scars that are fading. Some days I even come to them with a report, showing them all the spots that need refreshing. Sometimes if they’re bored they’ll brand a few symbols or a new degrading label across my shoulders. I’m a happy painslut and things are steady.

Then, one day, I upset them. Doesn’t matter how, or even how bad. For the first time they decide to punish me. I’ve always been afraid of them, but today I worry that I might really be in danger. Somehow my brain has been so fucked by them, though, that I almost register the fear as a nice sensation. As they strap me to a table, I wonder what’s left to do to me. Maybe they’ll start an art piece on my stomach with the plasma pen, pushing me until I pass out and laughing at me the whole way.

Rather than their usual instruments of torture, however, they begin to lay out what looks like surgical equipment. Syringes full of liquid, scalpels, and stitching supplies. I ask what they’re doing and they ignore me, a glint in their eyes I’ve never seen before. I try to sit up and look, but they’ve strapped my neck down to the table. Any time I try to move my head up I choke myself. I feel a few pinpricks in my pussy, and then I feel the entire thing go numb. My mind starts racing, wondering what the sadist might be planning for me.

I can’t feel a thing, my only clue about what’s being done to me is the clinking of them setting things down or picking them up. Eventually, they instruct me to look at them. I obey, choking myself out as I turn my gaze down to them. When they’re finally in view my vision is blurring from the lack of oxygen, but I can make out them holding up a small piece of tissue with a set of foreceps. For the first time I can hear genuine glee in their voice as they as me what I think it is. My head falls back and I say that I don’t know, but a sick feeling has set over me.

They stand and dangle the little piece of tissue over my face, laughing when blood drips onto me. “It’s your clit!” they exclaim, and shake it in front of me again. That sick feeling fully settles in my stomach, and I almost retch thinking about what they’ve done to me. About how they’re mocking me with my own mutilated genitals, waving my clit in front of my face with unrestrained glee like it’s a toy. Because to them it is.

Before they go to sit back down and stitch me up, they toss my clit to the side. Their whole demeanor changes as they get right in my face and whisper to me, “Never cross me again. Your clit is only the first thing I’ll take from you, but every single body part you still have is owned by me. Today may be the last day you ever feel pleasure from that pussy again, but you still have plenty of parts for me to reclaim. Never forget that.”

[boysarebetterbloody]

boys look best with clit and nipple piercings

[ravens-a-whore3]

ugh need to hear the most detailed, in depth description of how you want to breed me

[sadisticmidwifesblog]

When you are birthing for me, I want you to be tell me how much it hurts, and how hard it is, tell me that you are going to rip open, and you can't push anymore.

I want to see your belly tighten with each contraction and listening to you groan and beg for relief

[shockspectrum]

"Biiig cramp," her rapist mockingly crooned in her ear while pulling her IUD out, ignoring her desperate attempts to push him off.

"Biiig cramp," her doctor coached nine months later as she screamed through another contraction, desperate to push her rapist's baby out.

okay but the idea of calling a contraction a "cramp" is so deliciously minimizing/invalidating like it makes it sound like it's really no big deal and i'm so into it

[eggedbellies]

top surgery scar + heavy pregnant belly you agree reblog.

[this is NOT for detrans kink blogs get your fucking shit off my posts]

[arsonistsfirefly]

:)

[skramztwinkly]

everyone needs to stop having sex youre supposed to jerk off to your concepts face down in your dark bedroom

[justheretogoon69]

t4t mlm, tw humiliation, nc, medical, anatomical language, implied mperg, monster fucking??, general 

Pov: you go to the doctors office to get your annual checkup. The whole thing was uncomfortable, because they did a full inspection, but it's over now, and you're about to leave, when the doctor stops you And says you're not up to date on your flu shot. 

" Don't worry, we'll do it right now. It will only take a moment. Follow me." 

No problem, you have gotten this shot a million times, easy. They sit you down, stick it in, and... Something feels... different this time... you feel yourself drifting off, and.........

Next thing you know you wake up in a cold and shockingly bright room. Your strapped to a gurney by thin straps on your wrists and ankles. 

You're completely naked. You feel extremely exposed with your tdick and breasts on full display under the harsh lights. 

A doctor enters the room and starts rifling through some nearby equipment. 

"What the hell is going on!!! Where am I!!!" You ask, but the doctor doesn't even look up.

He walks over and shoves a gag with a ball on the inside in your mouth to stop your screaming.

he then begins replacing your restrains with large, thick ones that wrap you up like a mummy. First he straps down your shoulders, then binds your arms chest allowing for 0 movement. 

Then he straps your knees to your torso, putting you legs in the air, opening and exposing you cunt. He keeps wraping you until you can't move at all, and all of your body is covered except your ass and swollen cunt which are open to the frigid air. 

Then he starts pushing the gurney out of the room. 

Once he pushs open the door, your in a large hallway. It's bright, and sterile like the rest of this bizarre facility. Worse, the hallway is full of doctors and scientist and official looking personnel hurriedly going about their business, and your doctor is pushing you, cunt first, through the commotion. 

You feel tears well up in your eyes as your soft pink cunt and pathetic little penis are on full display for so many people. 

The journey through the bright, populated hallway seems endless. Door after door with who knows what happening behind them. Some of them look reinforced. As you're being wheeled by one of the these doors you hear something huge being slammed, or.... Banging? Against the thick steel. 

After an eternity of the hallway, you finally make it to another room where the doctor parks you. He, then, attaches I extraordinarily intense vibe on to you cilt. It's feels damn near euphoric since you are already fucking dripping from the incredible humiliation. 

You try to squirm. To get some relief. But you can't, You're locked in place, all you can do is cry.

The doctor walks up to you and replaces your gag with mask that covers your mouth and nose and has a with tube that connects to a small tank on the gurney. 

Your able to speak again. 

"Why are you doing this to me!!!!" You scream. 

The doctor finally speaks. "You, have been selected to participate in a ground breaking study." As he says this he pulls something from one of the sterile looking drawers. 

"You are an unimaginably perfect candidate, and we thank you for your participation." 

The thing he's holding is a massive syringe, with a rounded rubber tip on the end. The syringe is fill with thick, white, liquid. 

"Participation?!?" You yell through sobs. 

He smiles and flips a switch connected to your mask. Then, he begins to rub the tip of the syringe up and down the slit of your frigid cunt. Your weeping parts have produced more than enough lube, so he begins to push the thick syringe into your cunt.

It stretches you open more then you've ever been stretched. You cry out out as he continues to fuck it inside you until the tip of the syringe penetrates though the entrance of your womb. 

Then, he begins to push down the syringes plunger.... flooring your womb with so much you think are going to burst. 

It's all too much for your little body, the humiliation, the vibrator torturing your clit, the gas filling you lungs, and the incredible pressure of the syringes load releasing inside of you. Your body cums like you've never cum before. 

Your filled so much it burns. But even with the pain, and the tears, you're drifting off. Unable to fight it. Unable to fight anything. Complete helpless.

[futur3mommy]

using sluts like you as part of sex education courses, they wheel you in and let a classroom run a train on you..

or would you prefer to be a toilet in a gym?

i'd love it if my body was used as a sex ed demo! especially if i was the only ftm in a class of boys....

they could use me to model female anatomy, since i'm the only "boy" in the room without a cock between my legs. they would make me take off my boyish boxers and reveal my smooth, pink pussy to all the boys in my class.

the teacher would sit me up on the desk in front of everyone, open my legs, and spread my pink pussy lips apart to show off my tight hole... my vagina.

i get so dysphoric when he explains how all girls are born with vaginas and uteruses and ovaries that are made to take penises and sperm inside, and 9 months later, push out a baby. i whimper and squirm as he works a finger into my cunt, telling the boys when he feels my hymen. he says my vagina is virgin-tight now, but if it can stretch enough for birth, it can stretch to welcome any boy's cock

then he asks for volunteers...

[shockspectrum]

breeder who doesn't even want to be a breeder but who can't resist their own instincts. who spends birth screaming that they'll stay on birth control next time, no matter how horny and in heat they get. who ends up never even going back on birth control, and ends up on the birthing table again 10 months later.

[probablyalilweird]

The idea of a doctor pushing your hips back down as they insert whatever tool into you and saying "I need you to stay still for me okay?"

[nerdgutz]

The truth is that any amount of pain and “it’s too big” can be put to the side if you tell me how much of a good boy I am for taking it. I am so eager to please it’s actually a problem. I will let you ruin me if you tell me good job afterwards.