A.

𝕄𝕚𝕕 20𝕤| 𝚜𝚑𝚎/𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝙼𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝙻𝚒𝚜𝚝

[darkserenity24]

Update

Hi everyone! As a lot of you may have realized, I have not been on Tumblr as much lately. My replies are can be slow and I am trying to change that, but this is just an FYI in case you send me a message and don't hear back for a while.

To everyone coming here from ao3 to send me a message requesting part 2 of F&F, welcome! Please feel free to send a request from the ask button or DM me, and I will message you back when I have time. It just may not be quick. To all my beautiful followers and readers, I'm still here and will never abandon you! I'm just in a phase where I'm sorting out my life, and building a bigger and better one so I can eventually have the time and energy to get back to writing more fics. Love you guys and looking forward to chatting soon! -A. ✨🦋

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[darkserenity24]

hey! i read (and commented on) your f&f fic on ao3 and ive gotta say that it was the most gut wrenching and heart string pulling story ive ever come across. you really just threw my soul against the wall with your tragic storytelling 😭 at first i came across your channel on youtube because i was about to post my own fic, and i noticed you were writing about loki as you were showing an example of how to format. so of course the logical thing to do was click on your ao3 and read it. i surprised myself by blasting through those 200,000 words and i did not regret it one bit! as much as some characters annoyed me (cough, jacob, cough) it was so riveting and i couldnt stop once i started. i only hope you'll grace me with part two lol😅😅 i dont expect you to though! but do please keep up the wonderful work. im sure that all your commenters and readers loved the story just as much as i did. happy writing!!

YouTube? Not my two worlds colliding 😭. I don't keep my YouTube a secret at this point, especially since it's growing so much but this is the first I've heard of one of my viewers actually reading my fic and liking it. This made my day!

[darkserenity24]

Hello!! Loved your F&F story omg was on the edge of my seat lol waiting for every chapter. I hate Jacob so much omg was just waiting for him to get punched in the next chap or smth and then HE DID GET PUMCHED HAHAHA felt so good because i literally cried when lucky was taken away:(((. Sorry if anything seems wrong English isn't my first language I would love to have the link of part 2 though please!! Ps I love the MC so much and weirdly enough I really like how bucky was portrayed in this fic lol

Thanks for mentioning Bucky! Honestly, I feel like I could've portrayed him a bit better, but I'm glad you enjoyed him! He is more of a side character in this fic afterall but still.

[darkserenity24]

Uh so I wrote you this beefy comment for chapter 19 and it won’t let me paste it from my notes app so I’m sending it here :)

I literally only use tumblr for this fic and I have no clue what I’m doing… sorry!

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Okay I’m going to try out writing my thoughts down as I read, I’ve seen comments like that before and I always wanted to try:

imagine he saw the bruises and said “who did this to you?” AHHHDKEJSJE

“There are… limited possibilities when one remains in my presence.” AWEEE POOR BABYYY NOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭

Girl why are we calling Kayla? Who made Dove do this? Oh yeah, YOU!!! 🫵

And of course she doesn’t pick up. Whatever.

Awe I totally get why Loki doesn’t want her to be alone when she calls the doctor and it’s not coming from a controlling side but… it’s a slippery slope my boy. Why do I love these fictional men acting this way but if my boyfriend started up like this in real life I’d run for the hills………

Dang okay I read a bit more and Loki is lowkey right oops😬

Okay a huge plot point has been Dove wanting respect and for people to see her as an adult. She can’t have it both ways… she needs to be honest about her cancer like, yesterday. Hiding it and getting weird secret injections is like actually insane. How is this just hitting me… like girl why is she making this a billion times worse 😭😭😭 Maybe she’s not as mature as she thinks lol. But it’s still her body her choice though… so tough. Congrats to you for writing like the perfect drama plot. There are a ton of points on both sides that make sense.

Wait I have the solution - they call a doctor to the cabin, the doctor says she has cancer, Dove acts shocked, we are in the clear 😇 Nobody will know she lied!

Woah “readers POV” threw me off, I forgot Dove is reader… I thought we were about to get meta 🤣 anywhoooo I love a good Loki POV. I don’t really trust Tony anymore after the situation with Kayla’s brother. I don’t remember I’ll have to reread… Dove tried to tell him she was uncomfortable though, right? Didn’t he brush her off? Hm

“But you weren’t going to tell him. You didn't think it was worth it” -DOVE. AGAIN? YOUR EDUCATION IS WORTH IT. YOU ARE WORTH IT. We deserve it :( I think it’s time Dove gets some therapy.

“How you didn’t want to have to experience being sheltered again and treated like a child, or someone who always needed help.” Ah there it is, yeah that makes sense. I guess that past trauma is affecting how she deals with this. Did somebody say THERAPY??

Wanda! I forgot about Wanda! Yes definitely time for a reread.

WOW can I just say reading this fic is like coming home. Or a warm hug. I’ve been hyperfixated on a different fictional man so I’ve been away from this fandom for a moment. I forgot how perfectly you capture Loki to me. And a couple of fics I’ve stumbled across have been giving AI 😢 I want to give the authors the benefit of the doubt but it’s just so hard to enjoy. Your fic is my fresh air. This fic and little community you created on here are so special to me… might be time for a full reread 🤭

I’m not sure if I’ll do real time thoughts in my comments again in the future, I reread this and my thoughts are pretty dumb HAH. I erased the worst of it 🤣 Thanks for the chapters!

It took me a hot minute to realize this comment was about pt 2 🤣. I was reading this like "how does this person know about all of this" then realized in was my girl cocobeanies! Gosh it's been so long since I've updated. I'm planning to get to writing more this weekend. Pray that I get the chance to 🙏🏾

[darkserenity24]

Hello there! My name is Cas and I just want to tell you how much I admire your work on F&F. When I say I couldn't stop reading, I mean I first opened your fic at 8 AM yesterday morning and just finished it like five minutes ago. It's now 4 AM. I have not slept at all. I may not sleep at all. I have all my hard classes tomorrow, but fuck biology. THIS IS MORE IMPORTANT, DAMNIT!

I must apologize for only commenting once, I'm afraid I was far too concerned with making sure that son of a bitch died in the most gruesome and violent way possible. There was no time for commenting. He had to fucking die. I was literally chanting "die motherfucker die" for like the last ten chapters.

Seeing as I am a bit of a dark history buff, I am personally imagining the Viking Blood Eagle was performed on that slimy fuckwad. The vikings really knew how to torture people. *Sigh*

Anyway, now that said slimeball shitheel is dead, I can tell you how much I LOVED your fic. First, all of my favorite Loki stories involve the idea that the God of Lies is not immune to his own lies. I love it when his tools come back to bite him in the ass. He's complex, he's weird, he's inconsistent. Love that.

Second, I love dat dawg. I wanna pet dat dawg. Seriously, Lucky reminded me so much of my service dog in training. Everyone in my dorm is asleep but when Lucky got sent away, I very nearly shouted: "If anything happens to that dog I'll -" *remembering suicide pacts are harmful* "I'll rewatch the entire MCU!" Yeah. That dog is a good dog.

Third, you also let Loki be silly from time to time. Silly and bashful and all sorts of other emotions! In so many stories I read he's just this unflappable force. Let muh boi experience the full spectrum of emotion. I love that.

Fourth, kinda disturbing actually, but the doctor in your fic reminded me of my actual father to a sort of scary degree. I love it. The fact that the doctor is a narcissistic parent like Odin was really entertaining and really validating for your character and Loki. Like, bro knows EXACTLY what that's like and he sees it and understands they have something in common.

Fifth, lots of fics I have read put Loki with a character that is either overly cocky or a total angel. That always bothers me because that's just so ooc either way, yk? You on the other hand created a character who lies. Often. It doesn't work out well most of the time and I liked that too. Kind and rule follower aren't synonyms and I love how you walked the line.

Now, since I only commented once, I can understand if you don't want to share the link to part 2 with me. That's totally alright. I'm a writer myself currently working on a Loki fic and it's heartbreaking that only 1 person has commented, especially when I put my soul and limited time into it. However, I really would love to read part 2. Gotta make sure muh gurl is okay. My A03 username is the same as my Tumblr. And hey, if you want to go check out my Loki story? Well... shameless self promo, I guess.

You're a super talented writer and I hope you have a lovely day. I'm going to attempt to sleep now. Thanks for being awesome 😎

Hello!

Thank you for such a wonderfully detailed post! Seeing this made my day as it reminded me of F&F pt 1, which I miss really writing. You got me wanting to re-read it myself again, which I probably will 😂 I will message you friend.

[darkserenity24]

Hi! I recently commented on your work F&F, just finished reading it after 2 days and I just wanted to say that I really love your writing. It’s honestly one of the best I’ve read so far. I especially love how you write the characters, particularly Loki. Though I have to admit, Jacob makes me seethe with rage every time he shows up.

Sorry if I don’t comment much, when I get into reading, I tend to forget because I’m too focused on getting to the next chapter😅. Also sorry if this message is a bit short. I sometimes struggle to put my thoughts into words, which is also why I don’t comment as often. And if you’re still sharing F&F Part 2, I’d be really happy to read it!

Hi! I'm so sorry for answering this so late. Life has been wild. I would love to give you access. I will message you soon.

Thanks for reading! 💚

[darkserenity24]

Hey! I just wanted to say I loved the F&F story immensely! I read it all within a day despite my busy work schedule and it meant so much to me to have a complex character like Loki actually REMAIN complex in a story like this. Your writing was beautiful and it constantly felt as though I was right there in the story! If you’re still sharing F&F Part 2, I’d be delighted to read it! I’ve commented under Asgardiangirl0928!!

Thank you for taking the time to read it even with a busy schedule 🥰

I’m especially really glad you mentioned Loki staying complex, because that was so important to me while writing him. I never wanted to smooth out his edges or make him easier than he is, so hearing that it came through means a lot.

And the fact that you felt like you were in the story?? that’s literally the goal every time I write, so that made me smile so much.

I’d be more than happy to share Part 2 with you. I will DM you shortly. Much love 💖

-A.

[darkserenity24]

Hello!

I just downloaded tumblr for this so I have no idea if I’m doing this right haha.

Just binged your fanfic in one day and I just wanted to thank you for how much joy it’s brought me. I’ve been going through a tough time mentally lately and I needed some fiction that could bring me back to my roots (resting loki fanfiction underneath my covers when I was a kid on wattpad). Truly nothing hits better.

I love Loki’s character development but I’d have to say my favorite part is how much he’s willing to sacrifice for her it’s sooo mmmmmmmm. He’s truly so down bad for the reader and even though they both have a lot of things to work through their bond and understanding of each other is so beautiful.

much love from America!

xoxo,

nightswanne!

Hi!!! 🥺

First of all, the fact that you downloaded Tumblr just to leave this… I’m actually so honored, thank you for taking the time to do that 🫶

I’m really, really glad the fic could bring you some comfort, especially if you’ve been going through a tough time lately.

And YESSSS Loki being completely down bad and willing to sacrifice everything for her… you get it 😭 that dynamic is one of my favorite things to explore, especially because of how messy and layered their connection is. The fact that you connected with that makes me 🥹

Thank you again for reading and for sharing this with me. It genuinely made my day. Sending you so much love right back, and I hope things start feeling lighter for you soon 💛

-A. 💚💚💚💚

[darkserenity24]

Hey! How are you? Have you got any new ideas?

I just want you to know that I love your fanfics, and that you've really inspired me over the last 2 years!

I recently made my first Tumblr account, but I'm not sure how to make a masterlist or even open up and request list. 😭

So, I decided to come to you for advice, and was wondering if you would please help me!

(I completely understand if it is not possible. I leave you with lots of love and support! Have a blessed day!)

Glad to hear my fics inspired you!

Sorry for the late response, but I certainly do not mind helping you. I will DM you shortly 💖

-A.

[darkserenity24]

hey! how are you, what's new with you? :)

(Also I heard things are going pretty bad there in the states right now, so sending lots of love and support from accross the sea! Stay safe!)

This is such a sweet note. Yes, it’s basically a dystopian here. I’m very lucky to be safe and okay.

Not that anyone cared but I’ve had a pretty big change in my life that has caused me to live differently in the last 5 months. My identity and the things I care about has changed (luckily for the better) and I’ve found a lot of peace and purpose.

I’m still figuring things out but I’m also very happy with myself. Love coming to check on my tumblr community and seeing how you all are doing.

Send some asks telling me about yourself or current situations if you want! I’d love to hear them and give any advice if I have any.

[darkserenity24]

Hiii!!! I love your writing!

I have a question, like have you ever thought about starting something new like a new story because your are so good!!! 😁

Hello!

I'm glad you do! I don't know if I currently have the bandwidth for writing a new fic but I'm always open to hearing new ideas for sure 😄

Let 'em rip!

-A. 🤍

[darkserenity24]

Hellooo it’s medx from ao3!!!

I just finished reading an commenting on Freedom and Forgivness and thank you very much for posting this story!

I love a good slow burn, no actually slow burn is all I read, because I love meaningful and intimate relationships very much. And you, my girl, have made one of the slowest burns of all times AND I LOVE IT. Actually I’ve said a lot (but still not enough) already on ao3, so I won’t repeat myself.

But one more, a bit cheesy and embarrassing thing, that I did not mention on my comment on ao3 because I wanted to tell you here, is how much I love that the reader bakes so much🥹 It is my love language I think and no fic has ever done that, so imagine my giddy excitement on that one chapter when the Reader baked cookies for Loki as an apology? Girl…it’s the way I spaced out while reading, thinking, if I was really her I would bake cookies as an apology for him AND SHE THEN ACTUALLY DID?? And chocolate chip cookies too JUST like I was imagining it?? She just like me fr, you me her we are one.

And when she made the red velvet cupcakes for Lokis birthday?? YESSSSS BEST IDEA

And when he said he prefers our homemade pastries over bought ones? I felt so happy and validated🥹

I love baking (and cooking) and it’s not a big deal or probably anything important for the plot, bit it is improtant for ME and this detail made me really really like your story so much more.

I would definitely spoil the man I love so much with my self made bakeries🌸

I mean I already love baking for my friends and family, so I totally relate to the reader.

Well I am rambling so I will stop now because it’s 4 am now😃

I would really love reading part 2 if you’re still willing to share🩷 Have a nice day or night, for I am going to sleep now🫡

Hellooooo

Sorry for the late reply! Ah, you just reminded me of the early F&F vibes (oh how i miss it!). Baking is such a fun and cute little hobby, isn't it? If you like baking, you should read my one-shot "Strong" if you haven't already (poor title but great story lol).

I'll DM you now friend. Thanks for reaching out! 💚💚

-A.

[daniel-bruehl]

#no thoughts just… them.

Sam Wilson, Bucky Barnes and Helmut Zemo aka The Hottest Gang in Town™ | TFATWS 1.03

[luna-azzurra]

Being a writer is wild because one minute you’re convinced you’re a genius and the next you’re googling ‘synonyms for walk’ like you’ve never used language before.

[marveldaily]

Avengers: Age of Ultron 2015

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The writer must have a good imagination to begin with, but the imagination has to be muscular, which means it must be exercised in a disciplined way, day in and day out, by writing, failing, succeeding and revising.

--Stephen King