My Miserable Mind

Lily 23🏳️‍🌈 anxiety and depression filled failure

[darkskys-hideout]

I cvt last night after a while and it wasn’t enough I need the pain to last longer I need the cvts to be worse.

[darkskys-hideout]

I can’t keep living in this house, I don’t have any fight left in me I want it all to be over I want to be completely alone I want nothing from anyone I need to just be allowed to die.

[darkskys-hideout]

I don’t want to do it anymore I am so tired of fighting to stay just so others don’t hurt, I just want it all to be over.

[suck-myleft0ne]

Summer shouldn’t exist, I already hate hot weather enough but like how the hell am I supposed to hide my cuts and scars without burning alive

[darkskys-hideout]

I need to cover my body in cuts, burns, bruises anything to make living bearable.

[xzmbiex]

the longing for a fresh open wound to stare at consumes me entirely

[fiendformore]

I don't wanna be here anymore, I'm so tired emotionally. I feel like I've gone past my best by date

[subfawn]

The urge to cancel myself and just being nothing

[darkskys-hideout]

It feels like everyday my body punishes me for still being alive, I don’t want to be alive anymore but I feel so trapped.

[itsemobunny]

I hate having a body, it's so high maintenance. Shower this, eat that, drink this, sleep that, it's all very stupid.

[speakingspirals]

i feel like killing myself will make everything feel better.

[bpderanged]

One day I will kill myself. It's just a matter of time before I stop hesitating and finally follow through.

[darkskys-hideout]

I’m scared that I’ll never be able to go through with killing myself because of how trapped I feel by my family but I can’t keep doing this.

[bpderanged]

I envy dead people. They don't have to do all this anymore.

[sol-entre-estrellas]

alcohol is easier to swallow than the fact i’ll never be okay

[darkskys-hideout]

I need to cut myself to bits and just watch the blood drain from this prison that is my mind and body.

[icarusfallsblog]

i know i am a weak person because every time something feels too hard i immediately think of killing myself to escape