So here it goes, this in no way is a sympathy post, nor am I seeking attention from her. If I could meet @taylorswift, I would tell her how much she means to me. I would thank her for getting me out of a rough place. I would thank her for making me smile during all of the times that i thought I couldn’t, giving me a purpose to keep going, for all of the times that I put her music on to calm my anxiety during a panic attack. I would tell her about all of the times she made me happy when I was depressed, and thought I had no reason to be happy. I would thank her for being there for me, when I had nobody, when all of my friends left me during my darkest times. I would thank her for being my friend. For telling me that no matter what people think of you, it doesn’t define you. I needed that; one of the songs that I constantly have on repeat is clean. A song that has so much meaning, to a lot of people, not just me; to me, clean is me saying that I can finally breathe after a year long rain storm. All of my problems are gone, and I can finally move on, and learn to love myself. I just want to hug you and tell you thank you, for just being there, letting me know through your music that you love me no matter what I’m going through. While, she can’t be with me physically, her music videos and funny compilations always help. Taylor has always been a huge part of my life; I don’t want to make her cry, but she basically saved me when I thought I couldn’t save myself. Your music is the reason I strive in life; your happiness and smile, is the reason I’m still smiling. For the first time in months, I can actually smile. Your concert is something for me to look forward to; I bought tickets to your show after years of not being able to afford them, and I couldn’t be more excited to rock out with you, and for once be able to feel like myself and actually loose myself for once. Taylor, I know you get a lot of similar posts, from young girls like me in hopes to get noticed by you just to meet you. For me, it would just mean a lot if you read my post; I’m incredibly thankful for all you have done for me, and I don’t know if there is any other way of saying thank you. Thank You, Taylor you truly are a special human being, and I’m so grateful that I get to call you my role model. Thank you, for everything. I Love You T!!!!! Also 48 days until I can finally see you, and sing along with you. I’m taking my dad with me, who also happens to love you just as much I do, and I can’t wait for us to have fun and forget about our problems for a while. You seem to bring us closer together. In case you wanted to know where I’m at just so you can wave at us, we’ll be at ATL Night 1, SEC 117, Row 13, Seats 19-20. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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