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Dear Hailey,

Is writing to a dead girl weird? For some reason I feel like you’d make a crude joke that’d make me laugh for minutes. I didn’t hurt myself today. As much as I wanted to.

There is a wine in my fridge that reminds me of you. I did not drink my pain away.

I miss you. Every day. I know how taking your own life seemed like the only option. I guess today I’m there. Currently. I wish you were still here. I’m trying to live for myself. For you. Because your beautiful soul isn’t here to enjoy the good things that come, even with all the pain.

I need you to know, how painful this has been. How heartbreaking. You were one of a kind. You did not Deseve to feel this way. I wish I could have hugged this away. I wish someone could come hug my pain away.

I took some melatonin to try and sleep, though even though I know you’d laugh and tell me to just try pot and smoke to sleep.

How do I miss you laugh.

#dearhailey #memy personal #memy #mental health #mental breakdown

Mental illness is a funny little lady. Maybe yours isn’t a lady, but mines a bitch in leather most days.

Things are seemingly looking mostly up for me. Things have started to work out and better days are ahead.

So why did I get a sudden wave of anxious nerves? The kinds that throw a wave of tears and nausea?

This is just one shade of mental illness and it’s O K A Y to say out loud and express.

I called my person and talked it out with them. Tears forced their way. And I feel better. And I’m still the strong and fierce person I was. My mental illness doesn’t define me.

#mental health #memy personal #positive mental attitude

Having a sleepless night💔

#memy personal #memy #me #selfies #girls with tattoos

My dogs a nut job. And a cutie. HI AGAIN TUMBLR.

#cute dogs #dogs #memy

bey

I think one of the greatest feelings in the world is when someone openly tells you how much you mean to them. Stuff like that is so rare

knightoftheshoreline

appreciate every little goal you achieve, whether it’s doing some exercise even though you didn’t feel like it, going out of the house, clearing your desk or bed, changing your clothes, eating one proper meal. little steps add up to big achievements.

someinterviewswithsomevampires

I love Steve Harrington. He’s a messy jerky teenagery boy who does crappy messy jerky teenagery boy things, but then he grows. He apologises. He becomes a better man. And when his friends are in danger, he’s right beside them wielding a baseball like some 80s Negan motherchucker. Fuck am I here for flawed young men who become better. Who choose to become better. Goodness isn’t always inherit. Sometimes it’s earned. By young men. With floppy hair.