OverThinker

More questions, no answers.

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being used, betrayed, fooled, tricked, lied to, deceived, abandoned, forsaken, mislead, treasoned, let down, double-croosed, sell out, disloyal...

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Lies, betrayal, dishonest, fake, false, mischief, deceived, putangina!!! Etc etc etcetera!!!

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After a few months, I unblocked her... saw some shady things... still it's breaking my heart too damn painfully... I don't know what to believe anymore... do I really deserve this kind of suffering???

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Been a year since we started seeing each other... we're suppose to be special...

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Afraid to lose you... but heart starting to let me do...

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So ironic... heart feels it...

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I will always love you... willing to give my all and best for you to be happy...

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Can't help but to cry... everytime I hear our songs...

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But for you I'll leave anything behind...

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I miss you so much... I know we feel the same way... we just afraid to admit...

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I close my eyes and cry... for everything hurts inside...

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She's the best thing happens to my life...

And I couldn't ask for more...

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Met new people... ladies and gents are sharing stories of their unsuccessful relationships... I just listen quitely... observing and trying to understand their situation how painful to be broken is...

I stood up and told them I'm going for bed now...

Just trying to avoid to tell my story... mine is shaterring too... heart shaterring...

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I'm here again... on the sand... facing the sky... the place where I laid you down under the stars and planets... alone...

12/15/2018

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That day in Liwliwa, everything disappears... No past, no future, no problems... Just our moment... But now you're gone...

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I gave you my all... my everything... all I got... and I don't think there's anything left in me...

I don't think I can love anyone else now...

I just run out of love to give... no more to share with...

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You found a reason to leave... what bothers me is DID you actually LOOK for a reason to STAY?

However... seems what you really wanted is to leave anyway...