Hi, Iâm Dax Diamond! I write stories, shows, and movies as a hobby. My favourite format is scripts so youâll probably see a lot of that. I mostly write whump and stupid stuff. I have a terrible habit of never finishing anything.Â
My main is @believe-bridesmaid
I try to put trigger warnings on everything that needs them, but Iâm not perfect so just proceed with caution.
Check out my wordpress (it's free)
My Works:
Assistant Yasmin - Episode Masterlist [WIP]
Cyra College AU (18+) - Episode Masterlist [Complete]
The Game (18+) - Chapter Masterlist [WIP]
Dire (18+) - Chapter Masterlist [Complete]
Starry Anomaly - Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 [Complete]
I'm writing more Cyra x Monty smut and I'm wayyy too embarrassed to post the really good parts, but like um hello ?????? Best ship I think ???? Like ever???
Cyra and Monty had two favorite activities to do together: fuck, and joke around. Sometimes they would even joke around while fucking. And joking around about fucking? Well, thatâs what they had been up to on that particular day on Montyâs couch.
The conversation was a chaotic mixture of jokes, yells, and laughter. They were both in their element, on the same wavelength. That was, until Cyra asked a question that was only somewhat a joke.
âHave you ever bottomed?â
Monty let out a single, surprised laugh. âNah.â
âWhy not?â
âNever thought about it,â Monty replied with a shrug.
Cyra hummed, looking Monty up and down. âI bet I could turn you into a bottom bitch.â
âYou think?â Monty pried.
âIâve done it before,â Cyra said, proudly raising her chin.
A heavy silence hung in the air. Cyra picked up on it quickly enough, her eyes going wide with shock and just a hint of delight.
âWait. Are you actually considering it?â
âWell, you brought it up,â Monty replied. He had a feeling Cyra might make a big deal out of it if he took her even a little bit seriously. But part of him was curious about how far she would actually take it.
Nearly bursting with excitement, Cyra hopped onto Montyâs lap, straddling him. She smiled that adorably mischievous smile of hers that Monty had come to know well.Â
âWanna try it?â She was bouncing a little on her calves. The movement sent Montyâs mind straight back into the gutter. He pictured Cyra riding him like that.
âI donât know, baby,â Monty said.
Cyra squinted at him. âThat wasnât a ânoââŚâ
Monty chuckled, a little surprised himself. Why didnât he just say no?
âI guess not,â he agreed.
âI know what Iâm doing,â Cyra bargained.
âI donât doubt that,â Monty replied.
When Cyraâs short-lived persuasion didnât work, she resorted to begging. âPleeeeeeeease, baby? Pleeeeease?â
Monty cursed himself for his inability to say no to Cyra, especially when she had him pinned to the couch like this. Something about the foxy look in her eyes always got to him. All he ever wanted was to see her having fun.
âWhat do you even wanna do to me?â Monty asked with a sigh. âJust stick your fingers up there?â
âYeah.â Cyraâs reply was instant and to the point. âIâll use my tongue too, if you want,â she offered, sweetening the deal.
Monty thought about it. The idea actually sounded kind of fun.
I'm writing more Cyra x Monty smut and I'm wayyy too embarrassed to post the really good parts, but like um hello ?????? Best ship I think ???? Like ever???
Phoenix is in the kitchen, cooking some stir fry. Cyra calls out to him from the stairs.
CYRA (from the stairs): Phoenix! Is it ready yet?!
PHOENIX: Almost!
Cyra hurries into the kitchen.
CYRA: Iâm starving!
PHOENIX: Itâs almost done, cutie.
Phoenix kills the gas on the stove before moving the pan to the other side.
PHOENIX: It just needs to cool off.
CYRA: But Iâmâ
Cyraâs phone starts ringing, distracting them both. When Cyra takes it out of her pocket to check it, she scowls.
CYRA: Ugh! Itâs Michael.
PHOENIX: It might be about your script.
Cyraâs eyes widen.
CYRA: Oh shit, youâre right.
Cyra answers the call.
CYRA: What?
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
Michael paces back and forth as he talks on the phone, holding a script in his other hand. Matthew is at his desk in the background, marking up scripts with a pen.
MICHAEL: We need to talk about your script.
INT. Cyraâs house (kitchen) - Evening
Cyra glances at Phoenix.
CYRA: Okay?
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
MICHAEL: We have to take out the sex scene. And I think you already knew I was gonna tell you that.
INT. Cyraâs house (kitchen) - Evening
Cyra rolls her eyes. She goes to lean forward on the kitchen counter.
CYRA: But itâs part of my vision. We canât just take out the part where Birthday Boy dies. Itâs pivotal to the ending.
Phoenix walks up behind Cyra and wraps his arms around her waist, pressing his body against hers.
MICHAEL (through the phone): Have him die in a different way.
CYRA: But thatâs the only reason Murder Tramp would ever kill him. She loves him, so it only makes sense that she would accidentally kill him when sheâs overwhelmed by that feeling.
We hear Michael sigh through the phone.
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
MICHAEL: There are other expressions of love than just sex, Cyra. If you really want your writing to seem more matureâ
INT. Cyraâs house (kitchen) - Evening
MICHAEL (through the phone): âyou should find a different way to show that.
Cyra frowns as she listens to Michael.
CYRA: I didnât write that scene to seem âmore matureâ. I wrote it because thatâs how the story goes.
Phoenix nuzzles Cyraâs neck. Cyra brings her hand up to stroke his hair.
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
MICHAEL: Then you need to change the story. Because we canât film a sex scene with teenage actors, and you know that. If you donât have any ideas, then Matthew and I can change it for you.
INT. Cyraâs house (kitchen) - Evening
CYRA: No! Itâs my movie, so Iâm writing it.
MICHAEL (through the phone): Then change it.
Cyra looks up in annoyance. She makes a frustrated noise.
PHOENIX: Cyra? Can I have the phone?
The idea makes Cyra forget her annoyance, smirking with mischief instead. She hands the phone to Phoenix.
CYRA (sarcastically): Have fun.
Phoenix backs away from Cyra and holds the phone to his ear.
PHOENIX: Youâre putting Cyra in a bad mood.
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
Michael frowns.
MICHAEL: Is that you, Phoenix?
Matthew glances up in surprise.
INT. Cyraâs house (kitchen) - Evening
PHOENIX: Hi, Michael.
MICHAEL (through the phone): We need to talk.
PHOENIX: About what?
MICHAEL (through the phone): About you and Cyra.
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
MICHAEL: She hasnât been acting like herself since you moved in with her.
PHOENIX (through the phone): How would you even know that?
INT. Cyraâs house (kitchen) - Evening
PHOENIX: It seems like you donât know anything about her at all.
MICHAEL (through the phone): I practically raised her, Phoenix. I think I know a bit more about her than you do.
Phoenix moves his hand open and closed in a puppet-like motion, mocking Michael as he speaks. Cyra giggles, and Phoenix gives her a knowing smile.
PHOENIX: Well, you didnât do a very good job of that, did you?
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
Michael scowls.
MICHAEL: What are you talking about?
PHOENIX (through the phone): You know exactly what I mean, Michael. Do you even know where Cyra is right now? What she might be doing?
MICHAEL (annoyed): I know youâre at her house.
PHOENIX (through the phone): Are we, though?
INT. Cyraâs house (kitchen) - Evening
PHOENIX: You donât really have a way of knowing.
Michael is quiet for a moment. Phoenix raises his eyebrows as he waits for a response.
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
MICHAEL: I donât know what youâre trying to do right now, but you need to take some responsibility. Youâre the adult here.Â
INT. Cyraâs house (kitchen) - Evening
Phoenix rolls his eyes.
MICHAEL (through the phone): If youâre going to be around her, you need to keep her best interests in mind. You know I canât watch her all the time.
A smile grows on Phoenixâs face.
PHOENIX: Yeah. You really canât.
Phoenix laughs at the thought. Cyra tilts her head as she watches Phoenix, unable to hear what Michael is saying.
PHOENIX: Well, you should call back later when Cyraâs not busy. Weâre about to eat dinner.Â
INT. Matthewâs office - Evening
MICHAEL: Phoenixâ
PHOENIX (through the phone): Bye.
The line goes dead. Michael closes his eyes and huffs in frustration. After taking a moment to calm down, he starts tapping on his phone screen again.
Iâm sure Nearâs team was hesitant to tell me the location of their headquarters, but they still responded to my request surprisingly fast. Near must have told them I was âcoolâ or something.
When I arrived at the building, some guy named Gevanni came to meet me in the lobby. I was instructed not to mention anything about the task force or why I was there until we reached the top floor. Gevanni kept sizing me up out of the corner of his eye in the elevator. It made me wonder what Near had told him about me. Honestly, I wondered if Near ever talked about me when I wasnât around.
We arrived at the top floor, and Gevanni unlocked each high-security door as we made our way to Nearâs room. Finally, we made it.
The harsh glow of the TV screens in the dark room made me squint at first. When my eyes finally adjusted, my gaze fell to the floor. There he was, a tiny frame in white pajamas, knelt on the floor with toys surrounding him. My Near. He was the same as the last time I had seen him all those years ago.
âI guess introductions might be in order, since itâs been so long.â
Okay, that was different. It was Nearâs voice, but he spoke much more eloquently. There was a sly confidence in his voice that I hadnât thought heâd be capable of. I brushed off my surprise, though.
âOh, come on. Itâs just me,â I replied.
âJust you,â Near parroted. âJust⌠Drain.â
Gevanni took a seat at the desk next to Near. Since he was getting comfortable, I figured I might as well get comfortable too. I found a nice spot on the wall and leaned against it. I was still behind Near, but I was close enough that I could see the side of his face.
âWhy are you here?â Near inquired, his tone as emotionless as ever.
âMelloâs dead.â
âI know.â
That caught me off guard. I was expecting to be the bearer of bad news that day.
âWhat? You already know?â
âWell, we were keeping tabs on him.â Near twirled his hair between his fingers. âAnd⌠it was Kira.â
âWhat?!â I didnât mean to yell or stomp my foot, but that was what I did. âKira got him?!â
âI figured that would be obvious,â Near said as he stared up at the ceiling. âKiraâs been hunting us both since we left the orphanage, just like weâve been hunting himâŚâ
My heart sank. Near was right. It was their inevitable fate if they werenât able to catch Kira in time. I knew that deep down, but I didnât want to accept it. Kira had already taken Mello away from me in an emotional sense, but now he had stolen his life. There was no way I could physically bring him back, and knowing that hurt like a bitch.
Suddenly, my legs became weak. I slowly slid down the wall, each inch feeling like a mile on the way down. I slumped on the floor. I couldnât even cry at that point. I was so drained.Â
âI take it youâre upset?â Near asked flatly.
âWhat am I supposed to do now?â I was mostly talking to myself. âMello and Matt were all I had left. My dadâs been gone for years now. Same with mom, not that Iâd want to see her anywayâŚâ
âIn that case, I have a selfish request.â Near only glanced at me for a moment, but I saw it. âStay here.â
At first, I was certain I had misheard him. Even Gevanni did a double take from his desk chair.
âWha⌠What?â I stammered.
âYou said you have no one else, so you have nothing to fight for anymore, correct? If thatâs the case, then I want you to stay here. I could use your help.â
I furrowed my brow in confusion. Near had never asked me for help. He always thought I wouldnât be smart enough to be useful. That was one of the few things he and Mello had in common.
âWhat do you mean? I wouldnât be able to help you with the Kira investigation. I never actually graduated from Wammyâs, you know.â
Near finally, finally turned his head to look at me.
âIâm not referring to the Kira investigation. I was always able to focus better when you were around. And I wonât say Iâm lonely, because thatâs not the right word. âIsolatedâ is more accurate. You may be the only person I can trust to keep me company while staying out of my way.â
I fought the tears. Part of me felt hurt, while another part of me felt loved. I knew that was Nearâs way of saying he needed me, but it was still painful to think that we were the only two left. Just like all those years ago, when Mello abandoned us at the orphanage.
âYouâre saying you want me to live for you now? Since thereâs nothing else?â
âYes.â
I stared up at the ceiling and let out a heavy sigh. My breath was weighed down by years of uncertainty.
âOh, Near. Iâve been living for you since we first met.â
Gevanni shifted uncomfortably when I said that. Whatever, I thought. Get used to it.
âSo, youâll stay?â Near asked.
âSay you missed me.â
âWhat?â
âSay you missed me, Near. Then Iâll stay by your side forever. I promise.â
There was a long pause while Near stared at me in shock. But then he snickered.
âYou sound just like Mello. Okay, I missed you.â