@dayofgrayson
Grayson was kind of a sore spot for Ali right now, and not just because of the fresh burns on his hands. On one hand Ali wanted to check up on the demi-god and make sure he was alright, on the other he did kinda stab the guy a little. Sure it was out of necessity and all that, but that probably didn’t make it any less painful or traumatizing. Ali could speak from experience about that now – having fellow champers attack you was a lot worse than random monsters attacking you.
With all that in mind he’d sort been avoiding going near the Herma cabin. He was going to make sure Grayson was okay… at some point. Ali just figured he should give the guy some time to recover first, and let the whole thing blow over a little. Grayson was probably fine anyway, and if he wasn’t he probably had siblings and friends that could help more than the guy that stabbed him.
Ali grew less sure of that assumption when he overheard Soliel talking about her brother. Her concern was obvious enough in her tone, but straining to hear what she was saying made it all the more clear Grayson wasn’t doing nearly as well as Ali had hoped. Maybe she was just being overly concerned, being she was his sister after all. Considering everything else, Ali doubted that. But the only way to be sure was to check on Grayson himself, which meant sucking it up and heading over to the Herma cabin.
Sighing, Ali pushed away his nerves and forced himself toward the Herma cabin. Once he was at the cabin door he reminded himself he’d had to stab Grayson and hopefully that meant the demi-god wouldn’t hate him for it. Not at all reassured, Ali genteelly knocked on the cabin door.
“Hey, Grayson, you in there?” He called, managing to sound a lot calmer than he felt. “I just wanted to make sure you were alright.”
grayson was not keenly intact with his emotions. he ignored what he could, repressed half the rest, and diverted anything possible into random fuels ranging from satire to anger. he preferred to act as what he wanted. why did the world need to know about your intense anxiety if you can just not tell him ? it was easy logic, and with it, he kept a favorable facade up in the face of others. he had multiple cataloged sections of his mind reserved for this: how to act, how to talk, how to move. he lived a deconstructed life and had for years.
but getting possessed by an eidolon was not something that came with a handy dandy manual for him to read through. without a known way to react, he . reverted back from his veneer and into an actual ( semi ! ) human person. which was just too stressful to deal with and so he locked himself away just like that.
grayson blasted music and locked his door, had camped out in his room for the last few hours ? days ? it’s begun to get blurry. he was putting all his energy into not thinking about it that when he heard the voice of the very person he was trying to not think of. alison blad was just interrupting his terror-fueled dissociation, and grayson wasn’t having it. he threw open the door to his room and stomped out.
he reckons he must look a mess. his maroon comfort hoodie was crooked, one side hiked up a bit for no discernible reason, and another jacket on top of it. his black adidas sweatpants were bunching up at his knees and the zippers on the sides were half-undone. on top of it all, his hair was severely unwashed. even if he was to try to negotiate that situation meaning nothing to him, he’d have to come up to an explanation as to why he looked like that.
but as grayson left the room and stalked across the cabin and swung open the door, all the stupid anger he had constructed fled from his body in one foul swoop. what was ❝ fuck off, loser ! ❞ very quickly transformed into what he actually said: ❝ god, how— how did you even find me ? i mean, i’m fine. totally good. ❞ the negation of this was how badly his voice was cracking from so long of not using it.
















