you call me POWERFUL and you mean:
without mercy, sharp fists and sharp heart,
the rage of mountains when they tremble.
you call me STRONG and you mean:
unshakeable, unbreakable, unkillable.
i wound myself up like clockwork just to
make it true, turned myself into an earthquake
just to shatter the mountains inside of me.
you called me BRAVE and i realized that
the things i’m most afraid of are living in me.
the truth is, when you say POWER you mean
STRENGTH and when you say STRENGTH
you mean: don’t look weak, don’t feel weak,
walk high, punch hard, don’t look back, don’t
look back, don’t look back, don’t look back
the truth is, everyone looks back.
the truth is, i started shaking one morning
and i never really stopped. the truth is,
i want to be the sea at storm, wild and vicious
and beautiful in its power but all i am –
– is what you mean when you say FRAGILE
when you mark a human being DON’T TOUCH
or she’ll BREAK you, what you mean when you
draw lines in the sand and on one side are those
in glass houses and on the other are those with stones.
you say EARTHQUAKE and you mean:
natural disaster, the gods striking down,
something too powerful for mortals to escape
but when i say EARTHQUAKE i mean:
i’m shaking, but i can still fight.
i’m scared, but i’m still going.
i’m sorry, but i’m still here.