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20 + he/it + did system i do art sometimes

[our-afamspec-experience]

my dad was questioning me about learning to drive. i dont want to learn to drive.

he said "what are you going to do? just stay here forever?" which made me feel like shit because i do want to leave. i just dont want to drive. i guess its a fair concern (i live in the usa and public transport is shit here) but it made me so upset. i dont think i can drive because of my autism/adhd/anxiety (i doubt i could focus well enough to drive safely) and i think driving is dangerous and its bad for the environment.

i didnt tell him this because i feel like i cant stand up to him. i feel like i cant express my feelings or opinions to anyone in my family because they always treat me like im being an unreasonable piece of shit if i get uncomfortable about anything.

i asked if we could stop talking about it and he said "we dont have to talk about it but..." and then kept talking about it.

i walked out of the kitchen without getting anything to eat, obviously and overwhelmed. he said "you dont have to get upset!" (what did you think was going to happen? are you dense? i told you i didnt want to talk about it and you continued anyway. do you even listen to me?) and "you can still eat!" (i know that, moron. i just dont want to be anywhere near you right now.)

i hope i can go somewhere where i wont need to drive someday. and i hope i never have to see my family again. i hate them all.

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[ju-nebugg]

i’m back in the fucking building again

[mechanical-idiot]

Runt!!!

As a chronic pain girl this scene had me Beaming :)

[dazed-gh0st]

started the mighty nein tv show today bc a friend commissioned me for an edit of caleb (if you’re interested in the edit i can post it too, just lmk) after watching the first few episodes i fear im locked in. have this silly thing i made

[trulytrulygreg]

a few upp headcanons that ive been thinking about.

- isaac is very good at cutting hair. he's cut and dyed william's and his own hair before

- norah (and probably william) got the whole gang to put together a few small films about the mysteries they solve. maybe uploaded them to a total of like 20 views

- lui and norah diy and collect stuff (like pins, patches, hairclips etc.) . they occasionally trade or make trinkets for each other

- lui and william have watched that slenderman summoning video. unsurprisingly nothing happened

i had more but i forgor so i might update this

[honkceasar]

When the chips are down

[minecraft-sex-mod]

kian stone moodboard. thumbs up emoji

@dykes4timrand @red-might-be-dead @arandompigeon5 @codecicle

[gronknuts]

rocky hunting grace while hes working like heh. going to pull big prank on grace. stupid human hearing so bad very bad and only 'see' with light-sense organ in one direction at a time. eridian best hunter on all erid, evolved best hunting veeeery quiet. scare grace a lot. very funny.

rocky is HORRIFIED mid stalk when grace suddenly stiffens and turns around to stare directly at him. HOW GRACE DO THAT HOW GRACE KNOW HOW GRACE KNOW

[fishieguyy]

my friend huddy and i played roblox warrior cats RP so naturally we created norah and ashe's warriorsonas

literally so cute

[fishieguyy]

I like drawing her making this face: o_o

[birdbrainedfool]

im seeing Los Campesinos! tonight and all i can think about is that i think emizel would fit jn thr crowd LMAO

i think the jrwi fandom needs to get more los camp pilled (evil)

[starrssea]

@dazed-gh0st boyfriend needs to see this one

[dazed-gh0st]

i think emizel and weirdly enough blink would fit in a crowd at a los campesinos concert

[premiumfishes]

“And if you don’t feel like part of the team, then maybe I haven’t been a good captain. So what do you want dude. what do you want.”

-Troy Lougferd

“What do you really want? And just say it so I can fight for it.”

-Gillion Tidestrider

Completely different situations but same vibes man. these quotes do things to my mental state man. How does our collective boy Charlie Slimecicle come up with these banger quotes man.

[byjove]

everybody: you’ve got to advocate for yourself in medical settings!

medical professionals when a patient advocates for themselves in a medical setting (x100 if that patient is a part of any minority): damn. you’re a hypochondriac crazy bitch who has every mental illness and is seeking every narcotic in existence. that’s the only reason you’d be disappointed in the care you’re receiving here. in retaliation, we will be even less helpful and less sympathetic. our jobs are hard. people are dying. we don’t have time to deal with anyone who is slightly inconvenient for us.

[evenmoreevil]

he drinked him ☝

[bagelsketches]

[bagelsketches]

[lokh1]

‘how would other people describe you’ why would i know this