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INDIE DAZAI OSAMU RP ACCOUNT ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛɪɴɢ﹕ᴀsᴋs / ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴅs. (for tag page mobile users search for the tag #dazuicidetags)

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━ prev.; @peachgirllikesapples ━

Attention. Good. He was aiming for that.

"Nooooo. I want daifuku. Can we go get some?"

[peachgirllikesapples]

"Mooooomoooo-kuuuuuuun~"

"Hm? What's up Umaso is everything okay?" Momo asked with curiosity as she looked back towards the other.

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━ prev.; @peachgirllikesapples ━

"Poor me - and there you almost convinced me to be the merciful helper you claimed to be just now. Or am I just not as cute as these birds?" Chuckling about his analysis Dazai followed the younger, shrugging about her question.

"A friend? Hm... good question. I don't think that's what we are. I personally never really thought about how to call it... Maybe it would hit closer to say we are connected by fate. At least that is what I would have called it before I came here. Afterall it is hard to claim that when we aren't even existing for eachother anymore." It was barely audible, however for someone attentive there was a crack in his carefree attitude notable again, lasting only short before his perfect act was covering anything ugly up.

"He is working for me. I hope that he goes crazy right now turning every stone in Yokohama in search for me, not knowing where I went~ I can literally hear his upset growling in my mind as if he was right next to me."

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━ prev.; @fadingbandages ━

"A game?" Seeing the set of snowballs to the other's feet the brunett let out a scoffing sound. He and the other didn't have a good start and he wouldn't forget about that anytime soon.

Crouching down he scratched a bit of the cold white together, pressing it tightly together to form a ball of halfmolten snow in his bare hands - making it way harder than the usual snowball would be.

"Got any rules, Mochi-kun?"

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━ prev.; @peachgirllikesapples ━

"Fine by me~ I haven't been there in a while so might end up looking a bit rusty regarding my fighting skills. I hope for mercy." Hopping smoothly up he was quick back to stand despite the rather immobilizing sitting position he had been in. Leaning down he offered the raven-haired woman a hand to get up easier too.

"May I? --DDR surely suits you, I bet I'd stand no chance against you. Especially considered I never played it myself." Aside from that his clothes - a dark designer suit - didn't scream DDR champion either.

"The chibi tried to convince me couple of times to get me onto that thing - I bet he planned on embarrassing me. I never gave in though. And now I regret not seizing the opportunity." Despite the softness his voice had there was a hint of a heavier emotion soaking through it that his smile tried to cover up. "Could have used some practice against an agile beauty like you."

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━ prev.; @peachgirllikesapples ━

Dazai wasn't really sure of why this girl tried so persistently to say the right things for him. On one hand she was putting effort for him so much but on the other hand she wasn't even honest with him - at least not completely. And that despite not being fixed by any boundaries. There wasn't anything she needed to worry about him, regarding the question that had been asked by him so far at least.

Anyways - there was something he could work with.

"The arcade? You like videogames, Momo-kun?"

He didn't say anything to the rest - he couldn't. There wasn't lying a sense in it for him. Neither was he planning to call the girl out. It surely was frustrating to hit that weird wall with her but it didn't look like it was going to change.

[dazuicide]

━ prev.; @fadingbandages ━

Stretching his arm into the air he started cheering his next words.

"Yeee~ I want baked bananas with honey~ Let's go, Nii-san."

[bsd-bibliophile]

“Just when I was beginning to forget, that bird of ill-omen came flapping my way, to rip open with its beak the wounds of memory. All at once shame over the past and the recollection of sin unfolded themselves before my eyes and, seized by a terror so great it made me want to shriek, I could not sit still a moment longer.”

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Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human pg. 139

[fadingbandages]

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━ prev.; @orphanedwolfandfriends ━

"It doesn't? That's actually a good thing I think - that means that you wouldn't even scream and come with me without putting up a fight. And once you realize that it should have scared you it's too late~ Perfect ♡." Maybe he should tune down - approaching someone like that would even be alarming if they would be about his age.

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━ prev.; @peachgirllikesapples ━

Listening her apologize for her lie with the next one the brunett decided to leave it be as promised, returning a smile as she gave him one.

"Hm. I see. Maybe... there is indeed nothing that is worth pursuing. Until now nobody was able to prove me wrong. How high are the odds that you will?"

Offering her back the tweezers he shifted again, supporting himself on his other hand as he leaned back. "Then.. Can I ask what you do like? Except for worm massacres~?" No - he wouldn't stop guilttripping her about the insects anytime soon.

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━ prev.; @peachgirllikesapples ━

"Mā~ I think you don't understand what I am asking. Or are you trying to tell me you don't have any dreams? I know that's a lie without even needing to look at you. You do have dreams, you believe into faith, hard work and a little help for that reason. I know it, you wouldn't talk like this if not."

"However, I understand if you don't want to tell me. Telling someone about your dreams is like allowing them to take a glace at who you are. Nobody enjoys it to be naked. Because 'what if they laugh?', right?"

Shifting in his position the mafioso now sat down too, crosslegged - way more comfortable than his crouch and definitely not a position you would take if you planned on hopping up and leave the next moment.

"I won't push you. If not now, maybe another time you dare to tell me. But I promise you now: I won't laugh."

[dazuicide]

*Slides $20* So who do you like most of all? Can be from anyone-anywhere~ *disappears into the shadows*

He takes the money, puts it away, and picks up his phone again - there are shiny raids in Pokemon Go afterall.

[dazuicide]

This goes to the anonymous person who was so kind to leave their opinion about my portrayal for Dazai in the askbox - unfortunately the question itself is gone (after me writing my answer and clicking to publish it was neither on my blog nor the askbox anymore, so please forgive me these technical inconveniences).

I dunno how you came to your conclusion for me being the "worst roleplayed Dazai EVER" that you laid eyes on, because unfortunately you didn't leave more than these couple words for me.

I don't even want to or even try to invalidate your professional conclusion, you're welcome a 100%.

However - I wonder about a little thing: Why would you waste your time to poke this comment into your keyboard only to send it to someone who - if your conclusion is like the one stated above - doesn't really should be worth your time?

And all the time you wasted to read through my writing to even get to this - I am pretty impressed of how much precious time you willingly wasted just to read a horrible portrayal of an anime character on this page.

Or maybe it was just one post that you stumbled over? (Which I sincerely hope for, time is gold as they say, right?) In that case you have to admit that your conclusion is maybe a bit hasty made - yet I still wouldn't dare trying to invalidate your thoroughly made analysis about my roleplay skills, my friend.

So altogether, I am thankful for your message but still have the request as follows:

Next time you share your precious thoughts please include a bit more I (or whoever gets the honor to be messaged your wisdom) can work with.

Roleplayers often strive to get better, and constructive criticism is always welcome.

Thanks for stopping by ♡

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━ prev.; @peachgirllikesapples ━

Once again he picked a worm from the box, looking at it closely. "Did you listen, Worm-san? Too bad Momo-kun ain't the bug type. Means you won't live because you don't get that helping hand that puts you back into the grass." Dropping the worm over a beak the brunett then directed his gaze back towards the girl.

"I'm interested. What is it that made you enjoy helping that handful lives to continue existing by sacrificing hundreds of these little fellas? Not that I would judge, I know that's how life is. But you see, it can be just an unfortunate decision that determines whether you can live your life the way you want or not. Often one that you don't even make yourself."

The more the raven had been saying the more entertaining it had gotten for Dazai. But the best was how she had ended her whole struggle of words. Which of course he wasn't planning to leave uncommented- denying a lady an answer would be cruel afterall.

"You're asking a man who was about to jump from your school's rooftop into his probably certain death what goals he got? Take a guess, I bet you're able to figure it out quick. But honestly I am surprised you wouldn't be able to tell me about your hard work... Maybe you misunderstood? Is there nothing you do besides killing worms and saving strangers from jumping off buildings?"

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━ prev.; @peachgirllikesapples ━

"Mahhh~ don't be like that, little bird, I'm sure you got a point with all of what you said despite completely agreeing on my point just now~" Dropping the next worm into its doomful end he chuckled. She was kinda cute with that huffypuffy attitude, Dazai could see the efforts she made to distract him as well as how worried she was to hit a nerve.

"So tell me, what are you faithfully working for? Does the recipe work for you yet?"