R.E.A.L.I.Z E
That was when you realize it.
When everything you did for them was your way of showing them that you care for them and you hold them close to your heart. You make time for them, listen to them, be there for them, being patient to them, you do everything you can for their growth as well as yours, you put them into your prayers every night and day, because you care for them so so much. Well, you are not like typical woman on how you show your feelings and that's okay. Nothing wrong with doing those things as your language.
In the other hand, they saw it as a simple gesture or bare minimum. Just like a therapist to a client. Just like a doctor to a patient. That is how they see it. Like something temporary, or someone they need only for a certain period of time.
That was when you finally see it.
When you build a connection, a structure, a foundation of a strong bridge to connect two souls, they only need a shade to protect them from a blazing sun, or to cross their journey. When you picture your future together, they might be still confused or not sure where to put you in the picture. Or they even forget how to love you.
That was when you decide.
When you know this is going to hurt you so much. Oh, it did hurt you so much. And then you walk away. You draw the line. You reset your boundaries. You know you don't deserve this. It breaks your heart so much, but you have to let go. Give them the last advice, forgive and forget-
No, you can never forget. But you can manage. Time heals, people said. Thank you for choosing yourself. Thank you for knowing your limit and make the decision. It's okay. It's going to be okay.
