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[deadgirlwalking91]

ao3 fic links

ONGOING

The Ghost of You

I Could Do Without You (NSFW)

Thou Shalt Not (collab with @a-dose-of-comatose) (NSFW)

COMPLETE

Drunk Minds Speak Sober Thoughts (collab with @branded-rose)

Did I Stutter? (Guitarspear Week 2024)

At Ease, Lieutenant (NSFW)

Forgive Me, Father (collab with @a-dose-of-comatose) (NSFW)

Worship

The Mistletoe Match

Friends With Benefits (NSFW)

The Best

Thank You for the Venom (NSFW)

Guitar(Spear) Solos, Fuck Yeah! (collection of mini-fics and scenarios inspired by Tumblr prompts sent to my ask box)

HIATUS

I Don't Dance (NSFW)

[deadgirlwalking91]

Have you watched the horror movie Obsession?

Hey Anon,

I have not! But I am also not much of a horror girlie, tbf.

[deadgirlwalking91]

Rereading a chapter of OSFD, did I sense Adam being jealous when Lute told Adam that she had personal experience?? Is Adam jealous when Lute’s around other men???

Hey Anon,

Mayyyyyyyyybe ;)

[electraheart2012]

glancing down at mens chest hair while theyre talking like it's cleavage

[fryomii]

I miss your touch guitarspear angst once more mueheueheuue >:)

[ohpixiestix]

🥺🥺🥺

[decirk]

Finally, I can show the full piece 🎸✨

[deadgirlwalking91]

Yess finally OSFD chapter 4 is out I can’t wait for the next chapter, but can you tease anything??? Btw Adam has the panties right?? What is he doing with them?

Also if Lute wants to get Adam attention maybe she should ty to make him jealous, maybe she’ll say she’s gonna hook up with another angel???? 😏

Hope you're having a great day, and bye!!! Can't wait for more!!

❤️❤️❤️

Hey Anon! <3

So glad to hear that you enjoyed the latest update, thank you so much!

Re the panties - all will eventually be revealed ;)

A teaser for next chapter...I gave a little hint as to what the next lesson might be, but what I will say is that it's a lot more, ahem, hands on than this chapter 😈

I hope you have a wonderful day, and can't wait to share more soon! <3

[deadgirlwalking91]

oral sex for dummies chapter 4: principles

Lute tries a hands-off approach this lesson in hopes that it lessens the growing tension between her and Adam.

It does not.

Lute sighed. This was Adam. Boss Adam. Shithead Adam. Best friend Adam. The same idiot who couldn’t eat pussy to save his life. Which is why, she mentally reminded herself, she was in this bullshit predicament in the first place.

From his side of the desk, Adam let out a deep, rumbling burp, not bothering to cover his mouth. Her gaze lingered on his lips. He’d ditched the mask this afternoon and must have forgotten to shave last night because he was sporting some spectacular grey-flecked stubble. It sprawled over his cheeks and jawline, creeping down his neck and disappearing behind the spiked collar of his cossack. 

What would it feel like brushing against the inside of her thigh? Lute immediately mentally slapped herself. Terrible! Prickly. Itchy. Would probably leave her with an unsightly rash. And yet, the very thought of it stoked a flame she hadn’t been aware was burning somewhere low in her stomach.

[yyyyddmmsupremacy-deactivated20]

one person's "ugghh this trope is so overdone" is another person's "oooooohohohohohohohoho"

[deadgirlwalking91]

I have a dilemma.

I can’t pick which stickers I want on my laptop.

And I don’t want to make a mistake and pick the *wrong* stickers but I also wish there was a way I could change them out occasionally because this feels like a huuuuuuuge decision 😭

Said stickers below. I also have two more coming that I want to include: a redraw of Lute from one of the frames in Gravity where she’s looking up at Hallucination!Adam disappearing and her eyes are obscured but you can see tears falling. Also a cute Cult of the Lamb sticker of the Lamb all possessed.

Anyways, stickers below. This should not be as hard as it is.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts

[yogi-bogey-box]

this is a common phenomenon. the better you get, the more you recognize flaws. the good thing is you can strive to get better. but the bad thing is that you see nothing but flaws. you are actually getting better, but your editing/critical brain is getting tuned up and can see more things to improve. someone post the graph, I can't find it

[yogi-bogey-box]

nvm I found it myself:

"art" can mean any creative endeavor and it definitely applies to writing.

[blckgirlacid]

I need my weird alone time or I will explode

[deadgirlwalking91]

New laptop = sudden burst of writing inspiration. Worked solidly on two fics today, which hasn't happened for quite some time—maybe since the Great Burnout of November '25?

Too bad it's a rather expensive method of generating it, but hey, I'll glady take it!

Also, I'm about to get ready to take a burlesque class tonight and I'm practically vibrating with excitement 🥰 can't wait to play with fans, eee!

[deadgirlwalking91]

Hello!! I just wanna say I don't read a ton of fic but Oral Sex For Dummies is both hilarious and adorable, did not expect to be so invested in a fic about Lute teaching Adam how to 👅😺 but here we are. I can't wait to read more!!

Hi there!!! <3

Thank you so much, I'm so glad to hear that you're enjoying the fic! I can't wait to share what happens in the coming chapters, putting those two in "oh shit, what is this feeling?" type situations is honestly SO much fun.

Your inbox totally made my day by the way, thank you again! <3

[pansyfemme]

yes im addicted to attention and orgasms and food and shiny jewlery and 7$ Iced Lattes. does that really not sound like an awesome lifestyle to you

[deadgirlwalking91]

Expect delays on all my fics

Purely for the fact that I decided to get tips on my nails and I basically have to relearn how to type with them, fml

Said offenders under the cut

[erraticprocrastinator]

Not sure about anyone else but I re-read all my favourite AO3 comments when I’ve had a rough day so if you’ve ever taken the time to write a deep, funny, or just kind comment, thank-you.