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Heath Ledger as William Thatcher A KNIGHT’S TALE (2001) dir. Brian Helgeland
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“Just a push” PART 2 - ledger!joker
Genre: action, dark, romance(?)
Part: 2/2
Context: you decide to leave with ledger!joker after he crashes Bruce Wayne’s trust fund party
Tw: blood, guns, violence
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“Madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little…..push”
It all happened so fast.
As you dropped the shotgun, it clattered to the floor with a bang. With a subsequent thud, the body you just shot hit the floor as well. I cant believe I just did that.
You felt your heartbeat pick up even more now as the man, who didn’t even flinch, turned around with an intrigued, but relatively nonchalant face. You sat on the floor, pitifully. Your face was frozen with a look that resembled both horror and shock. Tears streamed down your face in waves as the utter horror washed over you. The blood spatter on the wall was sickeningly red.
“Well, well, well. I’m impressed.” He said. You tried to think of how you could say you missed and meant to shoot him instead, but he was simply too far away for that to be true. He came closer until he was standing right over you. He kneeled down and could now see that you were trembling all over.
“Why didn’t you shoot me? Do you just have that awful of an aim?” He said trying to crack a small joke (or maybe being dead serious).
“I just- I was…” you paused. You didn’t want to make an excuse. You were tired of being pushed around by others. For once in your life, you decided to stand up for yourself.
“They decided my life wasn’t important to them at all….. I decided I felt the same way.” You said with a chilling change in disposition. He studied you even harder now with a smile slowly creeping onto his face. He narrowed his eyes and tilted his head.
“Oooh, I like you. Cmon, sweetheart. We gotta get you out of here. ” He said with a bit of unhinged excitement. Too weak to stand up on your own, he held onto your arm and waist to pull you up off of the floor. His hand moved up slowly to wipe away some of the tears and blood on your face. You leaned most of your body weight on him as he helped you try to gather some strength. You looked up at him when he stopped walking. He met your eyes and said something that made your heart jump.
“For the record, I had no intention to kill you. I was going to kill those other women, ….but you finished the job for me.” He said seriously, but with a smile on his face. You chuckled weakly. You were confused as he suddenly lowered you onto a chair by the edge of the room. He kneeled down incredibly close to your face and you were able to see his scars in detail for once.
“They won’t suspect that you killed that woman if I leave you here. Blame it on me. Just say that I…knocked you out.” He said sincerely. This man was so full of surprises that he kept you guessing every time he spoke. You loved it. He was such a wildcard and so unpredictable. It was so exciting and new. You couldn’t imagine yourself going back to life the way it was. You couldn’t imagine Gotham going back to the way it was.
You lifted up your hand to trace his scars gently. He looked incredibly taken aback but didn’t move.
“No. I think I belong….with you. I cant go back to how it was before. Take me with you.” You said. He clenched his jaw and looked away while he thought. You watched as his eyes darted and eyebrows furrowed as he explored his options.
“Alright, doll, but don’t say I didn’t warn you…” he said with a menacing laugh. He reached into his jacket pocket to pull out a small handgun. You looked at him with a smirk as he placed it into your cold hands.
“You’ll need this. I know you already know how to shoot it.” You laughed loudly now with a mischievous grin. He took off his huge purple jacket to wrap around you as he walked you to a staircase that led to the outside.
“Wait- I never asked you. What’s your name?” You said. He looked at you and looked away.
“They call me the Joker” he said.
“Joker… hmm. How about I call you J?” You asked him. He looked at you puzzled, but amused. He chuckled and rolled his eyes.
“Whatever you want, doll.”
“The anniversary”- heath ledger imagine
(rest in peace, heath)
genre: fluff
content: movie co-stars heath ledger and self- insert reveal crushes on each other
part: 1/1
Authors note: a little bit corny… but I thought it was cute :,)
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(three years prior)
(y/n), famous movie star got your big break at 18 years old working on a film that got quite a large amount of publicity. while working on the set, you had met dozens of wonderful crew mates and co-stars who you are still close with today. one actor, who had very little amounts of scenes with you, was a blond boy who you instantly had a crush on. his name was heath.
he was tall and handsome, 19 years old. he had blond curls and beautiful brown eyes that could make anyone melt. all the other actors and actresses on set loved him for his charming and exciting personality. you were devastated that your characters would barely ever converse on set, but off set, you guys spoke quite a lot.
you developed major feelings, even though you were still so shy around him. you admired his confidence because it seemed like he could speak to anyone. you started to give up, thinking there was no way he could ever like you back. he was so confident and outgoing, while you were shy and slightly awkward. you treasured the close friendship you had with him, because you felt you would never be able to tell him how you actually felt.
eventually the movie had premiered and you both kickstarted your careers from there. as time passed, you started to lose contact with the boy even though he had never once left your mind. as you both acquired many more roles in much better films, your fame and reputation as actors/actresses grew. you drifted apart slowly simply because your lives got in the way. you knew you would see him again, you just never knew when.
(present day)
three years had passed since your movie career had taken off. you were building quite the name for yourself. it was incredible. you had found yourself and really grown into who you are as a person. you became even more attractive and found your confidence. you started to understand that life is just too short to not live it to the fullest.
one day you got invited to go onto The Ellen Show. you were pretty good friends with Ellen, and she was not shy to ask you prying questions. you were excited as you had taken a short break from being on the air and it was time you had gotten back into it.
*on set*
you sat in your seat as Ellen gave her usual spiel to the audience. you listened to her curiously, occasionally smiling and looking at the audience.
“Today we have our special guest and good friend of mine, ______, here with us today! ….Tell us, do you recall what day it is?” She said with a mysterious smile. You looked at her now puzzled.
“No…why, what day is it? It’s not your birthday is it?” You joked. The audience along with Ellen laughed.
“Unfortunately, no. It’s actually the three year anniversary of (movie name)’s release date! As you should remember. It’s not like it…launched your career and changed your life forever, right?” She said with heavy sarcasm. You smiled sheepishly. How could I forget?
“Of course that’s right! Time really does fly doesn’t it….” You said fondly as memories came rushing back to mind. You remembered all your friends and family on set.
“If only some of your co-stars could be here. I tried to get some of them to fly out but none could make it in time. (Audience is saddened by this). You were pretty close with some of them right?” She said with a smirk.
“Yeah, I had many friends on set but I think I was closest with this one boy…” you trailed off. You looked up at Ellen to see her making a suggestive face. “What?!” You laughed as you felt your face heat up.
“Well, this boy doesn’t happen to be named heath ledger… does he?” She said as she displayed one of the pictures of the two of you laughing on set back when you were filming the movie. You put your face in your hands as you also laughed. The audience began to hoot and holler while clapping. This was so Ellen. Something had just taken over you at this point and you decided to just come clean as you never had before.
“Thanks Ellen. Reallllly appreciate it.” you said with a dramatic eye roll. “You know, if I haven’t been embarrassed enough, I used to have the biggest crush on Heath when we were just kids. I would have never been able to say this before, but I guess for anniversaries sake why not?” You said with a laugh. (The audience “awws”)
“Glad I was able to stop by then, huh?” Said a familiar voice. You gasped and whipped your head around to see his face. (He had been waiting behind the wall ready to surprise you for the anniversary of the movie. Ellen hadn’t told you that he would be here, as he wasn’t sure if he would make it on time. She did not expect you to reveal you had a crush on him, this just made it so much more entertaining for her. ) Ellen just sat there smiling and clapping as she found humor in your shocked and reddened expression.
The audience went absolutely crazy with cheering and clapping. You rushed over to him to hug him with a big bear hug as he picked you up and spun you around slowly. He whispered softly in your ear: “If I had known you felt the same, I would’ve come back a hell of a lot sooner”. He said with a little chuckle and the thick, Australian accent you’ve missed for what seemed like forever.
You broke away from him to look at Ellen and said: “Ellen, I am not celebrating anymore anniversaries with you.” This made everyone laugh as you started to laugh yourself. Finally, you had been reunited at last.
“Chapped lips” - ledger!joker
Genre: fluff
Part: 1/1
Context: J puts clown makeup on you while you’re sleeping
Who: gender neutral self insert x ledger!joker
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As night fell, you frequently found yourself visiting the window of your small apartment. You lived in Gotham, the crime capital of the world. There you sat in your open window, leg pointed towards the ground with a cigarette hung lazily on your chapped, pink lips.
The billowing clouds of smoke that spun from your parted lips were like your own version of the police’s “bat signal”, that the commissioner swears is faulty equipment. You rolled your eyes at the thought. What liars.
The fading sun had finally set below the huge skyscrapers that hung in the sky and blocked your view of what would have been a magnificent sunset. You had been sitting there for quite some time, lost in thought, just hoping he would come. Annoyed, you put out your dying cigarette and flung it down to the pavement below. Closing your window with a sigh, you looked around one last time. He’s not coming. Whatever. You stripped down into your pajamas (as you liked to call a t-shirt and underwear) and walked to your room, calling it a night. After some time had passed, you finally came upon sleep and shut your eyes.
In one of the ungodly hours of the night, you heard your broken window being undone. Familiar, irregular footsteps made their way to your door and stopped. With the concentration of someone disarming a bomb, the person turned your doorknob and pushed open the door. You, not even half awake, opened up an eye to see him looming in your doorway. Even after months, his silhouette still made your mind and body go into overdrive. The corners of your mouth curled into a content smile before you slipped into sleep again.
He walked slowly to your bed, eyes not leaving the sight of you once. Unaware that you were in a deep sleep, he stood there just….watching you for a whole minute. The man who was promptly willing to detonate a hospital, was terrified to accidentally wake you up. Painfully slow, he leaned over and planted a soft kiss to your lips.
He now crouched at the side of your bed. He was softly breathing in your right ear. He ran his hand gently down the side of your face, brushing your hair back. A small chuckle left his lips as he noticed the red stain now occupying your mouth. Now inspired by this, he took out the cheap clown makeup he usually applied haphazardly to his own face. With a certain gentleness about him, he started to mask your perfect face with white.
After the first coat of white was applied, he kissed you again and again until your mouth was also covered in a coat of red. He smeared it along the sides of your mouth as well until he was satisfied. He had considered taking his pocketknife to your face so you could have his scars as well, but your face had a certain innocence that even a man like him would not dare to take away. His favorite part of it was your eyes. He loved that you already wore your eye makeup dark and messy because it reminded you of him.
When looking at him, his makeup was applied so roughly, so aggressively. It was chaos. His makeup stood for everything he was for, everything he represented. Who he was. When it came to you, however, it was quite the opposite. He used your face like a canvas. He painted you with grace and elegance like a fine painter would use a brush. You were everything he wanted. You were what he needed. You are the only thing that he wished to not corrupt in such a cruel world. The only thing he wished to protect.
Satisfied with his work, he left you there. Sprawled on your bed, hair messy, and now sporting a face only a person like you could love. He had never thought you looked as perfect as you did now. He lifted your limp hand to place a kiss to it. With that, he walked away. He didn’t look back. He didn’t have to. You understood that he would be back, but he didn’t want you to wait for him, even though you couldn’t help yourself.
You woke up to a chilly draft from your darned broken window. You swung your regrettably bare legs to the side of your bed and scanned the room for a pair of pants or something to cover up with. You groaned as you noticed a pair of sweatpants in the doorway of your bathroom. As you got up to walk over to them, something caught your eye in the mirror and you stopped. You looked at the greasepaint on your face and laughed. As you rolled your eyes, smiling, you grabbed the sweats and hopped back into bed. You drifted off once more, his presence never leaving you once.
You slept well knowing that he was with you and you would be with him, every time he applied that makeup.
“just a push” - ledgerjoker
(i do not own this GIF)
genre: action, dark
part: 1/?
tw: guns, violence
content: (graphic) ledger!joker and (female) self insert meet at Bruce Wayne’s trust fund party after your “friends” betray you
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what does it take for someone to go off the edge? is it an unstoppable force? or maybe just the slightest….push.
you were included on the guest list to Bruce Wayne, your boss’s, trust-fund party. you, a mere 22 year old intern, were working as an assistant at Mr. Waynes company. you were often stepped all over and treated with very little respect by your higher ups. this made you so angry, but what could you do? you needed to get a job at Wayne Enterprises to support your family. being a lowly intern could entertain such an opportunity. so you sucked it up for the sake of you and your families future.
you dressed up nicely for the party, the first real fancy party you had ever attended. you wore a ruby red cocktail dress that ended just above the ankle, your favorite gold jewelry, and black, closed toe heels. after one final look, you decided that you were ready as you’d ever be.
while at the party, everything was incredibly… boring. neither Harvey Dent, nor Mr. Wayne had shown up yet. everyone seemed to look exactly in their place except for you. mentally, it felt like you stood out like a sore thumb. you stood awkwardly trying to make conversation with the snooty rich associates and guests of the party. the monotony of their conversations and the scornful looks from the partygoers made it impossible to try and speak to anyone. failing miserably at trying to fit in, you leaned against the wall by the doors adjacent from the elevator.
suddenly startled, you perked up as the partygoers started to scream and cause commotion. you felt your heart start beating out of your chest as a man stepped out of the elevator. from the small glimpse you caught of him, you were able to make out his tall frame and purple suit. he had greasy hair and a sickeningly pale face. he was…terrifying. as he fired a round from the shotgun he was holding, you and two of the woman you knew from the office escaped quickly through the nearest door. you ran faster as the screams from the main room became louder and a dozen more shots were fired.
praying that the man and his goons didn’t catch sight of you trying to hide, you headed down a narrow hallway with the two other officemates. at the end of the hall was a door that led to one of the many bedrooms in the building. it was a very nicely decorated room, but it was very open and there weren’t many places to hide, if any at all. you knew one woman better than the other. she was about 40 and was one of the people you liked best in the office. she always treated you very kindly and respectfully. the other woman was younger, about 30, and you hadn’t known her very long.
after what felt like 2 hours (in reality, it was about 2 minutes), you heard the sickening sound of boots clunking down the hallway at an irregular pace. the sound of the persons twisted laughing echoed down the hallway and hit your eardrums like a brick. the color in your face drained as there came a knock on the door.
“hello-o!” said the voice in a singsong way. he rhythmically knocked on the door again.
“open up, please!” he paused for a short second. when he realized no one would answer, you heard an annoyed grunt and the loading of a shotgun.
“you know, its rude to not let someone in….” he said as he then shot the lock off the door with his gun. he kicked open the door fully and it swung around, hitting the wall with a loud bang.
“…especially when they’ve asked so politely!” he chuckled, obviously finding himself to be amusing. you were able to get a good look at him now. he was very tall, maybe 6’3, and had makeup on. clown makeup. he had green, greasy hair and dark, crazy eyes. one look at this man and you knew he was completely and utterly unhinged.
he started to walk around, coming closer and closer with every painstaking step. your heart was beating so quickly, you thought it might explode. the woman standing next to you, who happened to be the woman you liked most in your office, was sobbing uncontrollably.
as the man turned in her direction and started to walk closer, she forcefully pushed you to the middle of the room to where he was standing. as if to offer you as a sacrifice for their lives. you landed on your knees at his feet. with a gasp, you looked up and suddenly were face to face with the man. you could now see huge scars, stretched from cheek to cheek almost as if it was a smile.
“take her! do what you want just, don’t..please don’t hurt me!” said the other woman hysterically. you had never felt this angry in your life. the feelings of anger, humiliation, and betrayal coursed through your veins as you knelt there with tears forming. your life began to flash before your eyes as it felt your world was crashing down within a matter of seconds. all the work, all the effort, and all the years wasted trying to create a better life for you and your family. as you heard the shotgun cock again, tears left your eyes as you sank onto the floor, expecting death at any second.
he looked down at you again, head tilted as if he were studying you. then he did something you didn’t expect at all. looking at the women and then looking down at you again, he shook his head in disbelief and stuck out his hand. you grabbed his hand, also in disbelief, and stood up onto shaking legs. he stared at you for a few seconds before turning his attention to the two other women, both crying even louder now. he stepped in front of you and walked towards them.
“why…did you do that…hmm?” he said, visibly angrier. he got closer to the woman who pushed you and grabbed her face. he was now impossibly close to her, as she squirmed under his grip.
“i said, why.. did you… do that?” he said calmly now, as if to disguise his anger. the woman cried and pleaded as he started to laugh maniacally. he released her and threw her chin in the other direction, making her lose her balance.
“and who said i was going to hurt you, sweetheart?” he spoke now to the other woman. he grabbed her by her shoulders and started to shake her. the woman winced in pain at his grip on her.
“you people…are all the same. you always think every! little! thing! is about you. well guess what, ITS NOT.” everyone jumped as he suddenly raised the volume of his voice. the sound of his voice and sudden change of his composure shook you to your core. he dropped the more comical side to him from before and now he was just angry. he threw his gun on the floor and it slid a few feet away from you, nearly perfectly in between. with a swift motion, he pulled out a switchblade and flipped out the blade. he grabbed the woman’s face and held tightly.
“i hate..people like…you.” he said. his words were cold. it made the woman freeze under his grip. she stared at the metal blade in his hands. the only motion that could be detected was the tears streaming down her face, ruining her makeup. with his thumb, he smudged the mascara on her eyes and smeared her bright red lipstick on her cheeks in curved lines. he painted his face onto hers.
“oh cmon…why so serious now…hmm? you were so brave just a second ago…” he said slowly, his words laced with deadly sarcasm. he cocked his head and smiled with the side of his mouth. you saw him place his blade into the inside of her cheek and that’s when you flinched and looked away. seconds later, you heard her hit the floor as the man giggled his terrible laugh. as she landed on the floor, the man pushed her lightly with his boot. she was out cold. dead or alive, was unknown.
while he was distracted inspecting the unconscious woman’s body (he was sifting through her belongings while humming a tune, seeming to forget about you there), you snatched the shotgun from the floor. your father had taught you how to shoot one in case you ever needed to defend yourself. you took aim, hastily fired a round from the shotgun, and nearly fainted once you realized what you had done. the gun clattered as it dropped to the ground beside you. tears welled in your eyes as you watched the situation unfold before you.
“oh my…. god.”
“You’re Welcome” - Dallas Winston (The Outsiders)
(i do not own this GIF)
who: Dallas Winston (The Outsiders) and female Soc y/n
genre: fluff, action
part: 1/?
content: dally protects you from two strangers at the theater
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never in your life did you think you would be in Dallas Winstons line of vision. you never will forget the first time he saw your face. you were walking into a diner with a couple of your friends. he was leaving with a few of his. he was making a joke to one of the guys and he held open the door absentmindedly, still conversing with his buddies. you thanked him as you walked in and he nodded in the place of a “you’re welcome”. he caught a glimpse of your face as you walked by and he smirked to his friend. he paused before he tapped you on the shoulder to say properly: “you’re welcome” with a raised eyebrow and a slanted smile. you turned around to smile at him as you and your friends went further inside. his friends started to tease him by playfully shoving him. you giggled as he put the shortest one into a headlock and the others had to try and pull him off of him. even your friends started to tease you as you were staring at him through the glass. you tried to conceal the blush that erupted on your face.
ever since that day, he couldn’t get your face out of his head. secretly he would hope that when he was in public he would bump into you again. you also secretly wished that he would find you, somehow or someway. you just didn’t know how long it would take to find him again. after some time, you started to forget about the boy that held the door open for you. until one day.
about six months later, you and your friends decided to go catch a movie at the drive-in. you weren’t particularly excited to see the movie that was playing that night. bored, you got up to “use the bathroom” as an excuse to walk around.
you walked into the store part of the building that offered drinks and popcorn and various candies. you found yourself in a more secluded section of the shop and continued looking around. as you browsed the items mindlessly as you continued to stroll further. you noticed a boy a little ways down that seemed to be eyeing you. you tried not to let it bother you too much, but you felt incredibly uncomfortable by this. you felt his eyes stare deep into your back as something in your gut told you that you needed to get out of there. quickly.
you started backing away, keeping your eyes on the boy, but you gasped when you felt your back hit something…or someone. you collided with another boy who you hadn’t seen before. at this point your head was screaming at you to run but your body was frozen in fear. you could smell the alcohol on the kids breath. they were obviously drunk. the first boy was tall and lanky, but the second one was shorter and more muscular.
“hey, gorgeous. waddya say you come home with us tonight, eh?” he said slightly slurred. you turned and backed away faster but his friend caught up with you before you could get away.
“yeah, baby, cmon. we’ll have a good time” he said with a greasy smile. he grabbed onto your arm and you cried out in pain. you yelled for them to stop but they wouldn’t let go. you had never been so scared in your life.
“-alright thats enough!” said a voice from behind you. you whipped your head around to see a familiar face. he looked at you and your tear stained expression for a second and he become considerably angrier. he got closer to the man and knocked his arm away.
“hey what the fuck is your problem, man?” the first guy said.
“oh you wanna know my problem? how about you dont touch a lady when she doesn’t wanna be touched? dig it?” he practically spat. his words were so menacing it even made you feel tense.
“ha! you’re just mad we’re gonna steal your girl, huh? mind your own business, hood” the second guy said, laughing. they were testing him. you looked up at the boy to see his jaw tighten. quickly, he socked the second boy in the face, cleanly breaking his nose. he cried out in pain as the first boy started to charge him as well. the boy evaded his swing and punched him in the jaw. at that moment, both boys were incapacitated allowing you to escape.
“follow me. run.” the boy said to you. you nodded in agreement and let out a little yelp as he grabbed your hand and ran. you couldn’t help but smile a little from the sudden adrenaline rush and the mysterious, dark haired boy holding your hand.
TO BE CONTINUED…
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“I Promise” - ledger!joker
(i do not own this GIF)
who: ledger!joker and gender neutral mc
genre: fluff ?
content: j finally lets you see his face, very intimate moment
part: 1/1
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you had been a partner and confidante of j for many months now. you had a mutual understanding of each other and unspoken respect. sometimes he would stay with you for days at a time, crawling in through your window in the middle of the night. yet, you didn’t know what you were. you loved him, but you never knew how he felt about you. he would die before being that vulnerable, doesn’t matter who it is. the two of you have even had nights together where he was able to be intimate, but he had a difficult time with trusting anyone. you were no exception. aside from the clown guise and the performance-like way of speaking, underneath the paint was a broken man. he didn’t let anyone see who he was underneath that smudged facade.
one night he did his usual routine of randomly coming through the window. usually he does so with a giggle and a sarcastic comment as he startles you awake from your sleep. he took great pleasure in scaring you. this night, however, was different. when you woke up you saw he was covered in blood. presumably a mix of his and someone else’s. he didn’t even make a sarcastic comment about your very concerned face. there was no doubt that he got himself into some trouble. the unusual thing about this was that he was not laughing….and when do you ever see a clown not laughing?
“j, are you alright?” you said. you swung your legs out of bed and rushed over to him. he looked defeated and worn. standing before you was no longer Gotham’s most wanted criminal, but this… shell of a broken man. he didn’t speak a word, but you knew he would never tell you what happened. he just leaned forwards to rest his forehead onto your bare shoulder. goosebumps appeared as you could feel his breath so close. you cringed as you felt the blood on his skin being smudged onto yours. his greasy curls fell over your shoulder blades as you stood there, dumbfounded.
you stood him up straight to meet his now slightly annoyed face. you met his eyes and gestured towards your bathroom. you took his hand and led him silently down the hall. you sat him down on the toilet and took off his jacket. you frowned as you saw his bloodstained shirt as well. as you tossed it on the floor, he didn’t say anything. he wasn’t phased by it, but he was now avoiding your eyes.
“let me just clean up your top half off, okay? then ill get you a new shirt. you can shower in the morning.” you said. he grunted in agreement and didn’t even try to argue with you. it was weird how he was allowing all of this. he was obviously so exhausted that he didn’t even care. you were afraid he was going to collapse any second.
he wasn’t flinching at your touch, but he was obviously uncomfortable to be shirtless in front of you. you took a warm washcloth and cleaned up all the stained blood around his collarbones. thankfully, it seemed that he wasn’t the one who was bleeding as much as the other person. you would never admit that you took pride in this. you got him a shirt and then you did something never in a million years you thought you would do. you hesitated for a second before starting to carefully remove the smeared grease from his face. at first he panicked and grabbed your arm to stop you. he looked at your pleading expression and loosened his grip. he then breathed in deeply and said quietly-
“go ahead.” in a gravelly voice. you put down the washcloth and took his face in your hands. he looked up at you with parted lips and a very, very confused face. you smiled at him and said “thank you.” for a second, you swore you could’ve seen a small smile form for just a second before disappearing.
as you wiped away the greasepaint, it felt like you were wiping away years of pain and abuse. he didn’t talk about his childhood much, you just knew it wasn’t a ….preferable situation. you gently wiped until the face of a scared little boy was visible. it was like you suddenly could see right through him. you saw his face and never wanted him to wear the makeup again. he was very handsome, with red lips and big brown eyes. he also had deep dark circles and of course… his scars. they weren’t very bad anymore, time had seemed to healed them. he looked at you curiously and followed you with his eyes. he was the most handsome man you had ever seen. if you weren’t in love before, there was no doubt you were now.
you held his face again, before planting a soft kiss to his forehead. he closed his eyes and for once seemed to relax into someones touch. your touch. “cmon” you said. you took his hand once more and led him to your bed.
as you laid down next to him, cautious to not get too close, he already had his eyes shut. you faced the way opposite from him and also shut your eyes. you felt a million sparks as he wrapped his big arms around your body. he pulled you closer until his lips were practically on the back of your neck. you felt his heartbeat speed up on the skin of your back as he spoke four simple words. you felt his soft breaths as he spoke: “don’t ever leave me.”
it was far from a perfect world. you and he were far from perfect people. in this moment, however, you understood that there aren’t good people and there aren’t bad people. the world was broken along with the people in it. you understood this the moment you were able to see that even the joker was human. holding you in your own bed was a man covered in someone else’s blood not even five minutes ago, and still, you loved him. he may never speak it. he might not ever even understand it. nevertheless, you knew that he loved you too in that moment.
you started to tear up. you were suddenly glad that he couldn’t see your face. you replied “i promise.” as you felt him smile into your neck. you both drifted off to sleep, his grip on you not faltering once.