What the fuck is going on

just a sad boy

[deadtodiee]

I'm hitting rock bottom and nobody knows, actually nobody even suspects that and I honestly feel so deeply alone. During this moments I realise I only have myself after all

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can't stop thinking about Mahmood

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5 cellulari nella tuta gold

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I feel so disappointed in myself right now. I abandoned this blog years ago because I needed to step out the toxicity I was putting myself through, but I'm back again needing that toxicity. I thought I could get better and in fact I started eating more, but the guilt, the restricting eating habit it's still there. I told myself that I prefere being sick rather then taking weight back and I feel so defeated...This monster will never ever leave me alone

[deadtodiee]

I feel so damn lonely right now

[deadtodiee]

not to be dramatic but I want to die

[deadtodiee]

sometimes I want to kill myself to make my dad suffer

[xsoftboy]

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I'm sick of being a fucking average but this feeling of wanting to be always the first is gonna kill me someday

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I feel fucking ugly.

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I'm so so so so so sad

[deadtodiee]

Time to turn back to my old habits

[blxebxrrygashes]

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WHY CAN'T YOU FUCKING SEE MY HARDWORK

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Just sick of living

[deadtodiee]

Lmao fuck off everyone cope to their pain differently why do y'all think that someone who works a lot isn't in pain at all? Like that's my way to not think about anything else

[deadtodiee]

Why can't I be like the others? They'll sure be what they want to be and here I am wasting my fucking time over something that I'm not gonna achieve