Always Feel Like Shit And Smiles

BPD, Anxiety, Depression,, Harry Potter, Supernatural, Zombie apocalypses..that's my brain

[cool-shirts]

b, d, p and q Are All The Same Letter Funny T-Shirt

[anxietyproblem]

[killed-long-ago-deactivated2021]

people say you “cry for attention” and they focus on ‘attention’ more than they focus on ‘cry’ and then boom you just became an attention whore

[beesdoingthesplits-deactivated2]

today i finally understood something

[fuckstev-deactivated20240104]

god congratulations i wish i understood anything

[deanisapotterhead]

[an0ther-weird-girl]

me most of the time: is this a symptom of my illnesses or is this how “normal” people feel as well? or am I just making all of this up?

[effemera-l]

I want to fucking bleed

[mentalhealthiswealth]

Why does recovery HAVE to be ONLY a matter of 1 or the other??

Willpower

Circumstances

Luck

Genetics

Environment

Therapy

Meds

Exercise

Yoga

Experience

Religion

Etc.

Why can’t it be a combo?

[deanisapotterhead]

Finally having a great day and feeling happy. I lay down start to think about it and end up falling into depression when intrusive thoughts are telling me "well you've been sad; this won't last; you still aren't doing good enough; you aren't making it anywhere; you're alone right now; no one cares; why did you even try; were you even happy; let's list the things you did wrong today; that person who laughed with you hates you and only laughed to be polite; you don't deserve to be happy; why don't you just give up already; you're about to go numb anyways; happiness is always short-lived it won't continue on; etc..". I just want to feel happy like this more often, I want to not need validation, and attention, and reassurance all the time to feel anywhere even kind of close to whole and content. I don't want to have to need someone to feel complete. I want to live life without constantly being drug down by my own mind. I don't want my mental illness , but I'm living with it and I'm trying everyday

[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #2415

Because you might get to meet your idol(s)! – Guest Submission

(Please don’t add negative comments to these posts.)

[deanisapotterhead]

Because I want to be a good mother for my daughter

[sheldon-nagasar27]

Fact. It good to lesrn and k ow and understand the person past so you k ow how and why they act the way they act.

[spidergirlsmith]

If you are mentally ill and still trying your best, reblog.

We got this.

[iwillripgodsthroatoutwithmyteeth]

I'll really send a goodnight message and not be able to sleep until I get a reply 1-19 hours later huh.

[positiveautistic-deactivated202]

You are not a bad person for having intrusive thoughts

[books-n-quotes]

“She had never dreamed there could be so much pain in a life when there was nothing physically wrong. She hurt all the time.”

— Stephen King, The Shining (via books-n-quotes)

[deanwinchesters]

the ‘supernatural is ending and i’m dying’ moodboard

[tim-lucy]

b99 meme: [5/7] characters → Terry Jeffords “I’m just a balloon floating in the great blue sky. And I am untethered.”