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Did you know there’s an outtake from the 2000 Grinch movie where Jim Carrey leans in real close to Jeffrey Tambor’s face and then rips off Tambor’s prosthetic nose with his teeth

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Me and my valentine zip lining through Hawaii. Love you @lairdon_mezzeril for forcing me out of my comfort zone and making me travel last year. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt3ZjWBln6o/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ra9txvx1pe2w

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It’s not destroying… It’s making something new

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- It was dreamlike. - Nightmarish. - Not always. Sometimes it was beautiful.

Annihilation (2018) dir. Alex Garland

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The fact that nobody is talking about Secret’s new commercials pisses me off

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This makes me so happy ☺️

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Yesssss😭 I damn near cried

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I LOVE THIS OMFG

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YOOOOOOOOOOO THATS AMAZING!!!!!

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Can someone help me understand I wanna cry to ..I feel something went over my head

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The woman in the bathroom is trans and is scared that if she comes out of the stall the women that walked in will insult or harass her. but when she comes out they compliment her on her dress instead. The add ends with saying “stress tested for women.” It means Secret is including trans women in their definition of women.

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I have reblogged this three times now, each one mentioning the fact that Secret not only included a trans woman, but that they /had the other women compliment her dress and treat her with respect/. I will reblog this every time I see it because it’s so important. More companies should involve trans people in their marketing - we do exist. Props to Secret for getting in on this movement. It makes me really happy to see more of the trans community represented in daily television.

Something creepy for the halloween season coming upon us. #acrylicpainting #deviantart #zebrastripes #sculls #smallapartments inspired this one. #haloween #ghostly 9/16/18 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnzl6vmBVj2pHBqCQopSYcsyRq0SdmvDt2jv-k0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hcqtpbojdwo3

#acrylicpainting #deviantart #zebrastripes #sculls #smallapartments #haloween #ghostly

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Three, two, one... Self-distruction

Why do I insist on self distructing? It's so sick, I tempt myself to see things and experience things that I know won't bring me joy.... Am I just doing it to find out that I'm still not ok with the fact that I was raped?

Do I want to feel the sick feeling in my gut again and feel myself implode? I can't explain why I insist on taking away the joy I have with my husband and replace it with this pain and disgust... I can be a beautiful and good hearted person... Or a savage black hearted beast.

Would facing the pain heal it or should I block it out completely? I wonder what would actually fix my broken heart...

Don't ask...

It's been about 2 and a half years since I wrote a rant about people and their invasive questions and I expressed my feelings of awkwardness around people asking me if/when my husband and I plan on starting a family. And it's honestly still awkward.

I preface my reasoning for feeling awkward by first saying I know that my loved ones who ask are just curious and feel their family choices have improved their lives.

Despite the fact that the people who ask are just being inquisitive it still makes me uncomfortable. I'm a private person and I've always been extremely protective of my marriage. My husband is my family and he is all I need. I would be perfectly happy to never have children. This is not to say that I don't like kids. I love my younger cousins and the children of my friends. I even love having the privelidge of getting to hold a baby here and there. I feel very happy for anyone that is expecting or who has children. But as I said, all I need is my partner in crime.

I think my problem with the question, is that it's never, 'do you and your husband want a kid?' or 'how do you and your husband feel about kids?' The question is almost always WHEN are you *singularly* going to have a baby? My response is always an uncomfortable not now.... I think that would even be my response if I were to become pregnant, because I'm so practiced in this response.

It's so strange to me that my husband is never asked this question with me, as it would definitely be a group effort if we did decide to start trying. And it's weird to think that we have any control over the exact timing of when we would have kids.... And loved ones do you really want that much information about me and my husband's sex life? I had no idea my family was filled with such perverts. If you must know, we...... Aren't going to tell anyone about this ever because we are both polite human beings that have a sense of what not to say at family functions.

So, in conclusion, my husband and I will be keeping what we're up to pretty much to ourselves. No one will be consulted on whether or not we decide to start trying. I honestly wish you would assume that we did not have sex ever, just like I do with you. And please assume if we ever due have a child it was a product of some kind of divine intervention.

The next addition to our little family will be guinea pigs :) Or some other pet. Our only current baby is Hera our beautiful ball python and if you can't accept us with just her then you don't deserve us with a baby :p *jokes* **short of**

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The reason why the room was pink was because on black and white film, hues of red become dark shades of black. Pink is the perfect balance to give it that dark creepy grey.

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I struggle with wanting you all the time, so please don’t mistake my silence for indifference. It’s just I have to hold myself back because I feel too much. Too often. Too wildly out of my control.

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