HOME IS THE FIRST GRAVE

🕊️Welcome to my inspiration blog. You can find me on ao3 as Dearest_Solitude, and elsewhere as @junebugdearest. ⚰️I write and create for Violaf (although not exclusively) https://junebugdearest.straw.page/

[giveherswords]

On Our Backs, Winter 1988.

[ivegot2questions]

[victorsqualor]

some asoue trading cards i found using the wayback machine on lemonysnicket.com :)

[frodo-of-the-nine-fingers]

it is always narratively correct to make your characters sleep together before they sort through the hundreds of lies and misdirections between them. make things worse make things worse make things worse #i love betrayal #i love lying #i love people feeling bad about themselves

[cyberxbattalion]

[herbert-west]

surgery is so intimate like what do you mean im gonna be naked and asleep on a table while surrounded by a group of people who are responsible for my very life. kind of sexual. i mean who said that

[orpheuslament]

blood splattered surgical gloves are a sort of lingerie in a way

[exhuastedpigeon]

The first rule of fandom is have fun. The second rule of fandom is find an enabler and become an enabler. Yes you should write that fic. What if it was even hornier? What if it was angstier? What if you wrote it just for me?

[bebx]

“if you love this character then you must make him happy in your fics, right?” wrong. the horror. suffering. internal hemorrhage. hospital. immediately

[spookyboywhump]

I do really love it when women write graphic and fucked up things. I feel like so often people react to fucked up fiction with “of course a disgusting man would write this 🙄” and it often carries an unspoken (honestly sometimes spoken) message of “a woman’s PURE and DELICATE and FEMININE mind could NEVER think of something this VILE”. Thank you women in fucked up fiction 🫡

[heavensghost]

shame is sharp, and my skin gives so easy

[horrorofdracula-deactivated2023]

antique collars + muzzles

(sources 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6)

[pinkblanc]

Elisabeth Bennion, Antique Medical Instruments, 1979

[guiltfactory-moved]

reading rapeincestmurder yaoi as a twelve year old was really good for my development actually

[justshushu]

[requiem-on-water]

Louise Bourgeois, What Is the Shape of This Problem?, New York: Galerie Lelong, 1999

[anitapallenberg]

Trans-Europ-Express (1966) | Dir. Alain Robbe-Grillet