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"The Weird Girl" - Music & Creativity Writing helps keeping me sane.

[emilyblunts]

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Fear

How long will you wait?

Delicate touch and a beating heart

It scares me

Affection my skin is not used to

Scars that run deep are exposed everytime you undress me

Peeling back my flesh, unravelling layers I’ve tried to hide for so long

You scare me

Patience and wisdom unlike any other

To unlock my mind is a gift and somehow you’ve got it down to a science

My latent addiction

But the fumes are all organic

Pink and purple plumes of smoke rise to the ceiling when I exhale

The aroma thick in the air

I dare say what it is because I know the smell all to well

And it scares me

[monachopsis-moose]

Maybe our paths will intertwine again

And our old memories will form tree branches that reach for each other,

And our small streams will grow and flow into the same sea

But for now,

We have parted.

[myonlywayoutofhere]

Tell me the story of how the sun loved the moon so much he would die every night to let her breathe

Day 358

unknown

(via myonlywayoutofhere)

[whenvesselruled]

how to survive sunday nights

I know Sunday nights can be a trying time. Here are some songs I use to get through them.

Guns For Hands - Twenty One Pilots

It’s Okay - Lophee

Don’t Think About Tomorrow - Lophee

Saturn - Sleeping At Last

I Lived - One Republic 

Trees - Twenty One Pilots

Wake Me Up - Avicii

Hard Times - Paramore 

Truce - Twenty One Pilots

This is Home - Switchfoot

Anathema - Twenty One Pilots

Some videos I use to make it through:

Taking On Anxiety feat. Lilly Singh

Tyler Joseph singing songs off of the older albums + a story

You’re Beautiful - Tyler Joseph cover

Cute D and P video

There’s a Point - Tyler Joseph speech

Truce at the Basement release show 

Tyler n Josh at a beach in michigan

Dodie cutting her hair short

words by tyler

Things to Remember on a Sunday Night:

This Horrible Thing that you are thinking about won’t be so horrible in the morning.

You are loved and vital and appreciated.

Don’t listen to the nasty lies your mind makes up about your body and soul. You are beautiful.

It’s okay to be sad. The sadness is not permanent. 

There are other people going through the same thing. You are not alone.

Stay alive I-/

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[theloudshygirl]

[reasons-to-chuckle]

Skam Finale Rant

So somehow I ended up writing an essay about the Jonas/Eva/Chris triangle. Wish I put this much effort into other areas of my life…

I really do not understand how people could be so upset at Jonas and Eva getting back together yet want Chris and Eva together. Did people understand season 1? Season 1 was not about Jonas treating Eva badly. Sure, he was not the perfect boyfriend (and Eva’s insecurities made her far from the perfect girlfriend). He did lie about smoking weed with his friends but their relationship was not toxic. Eva felt insecure because of her OWN actions, not because of how Jonas treated her. She betrayed her best friend and lost her group of friends in the process. She felt guilty and terrible about what she did so she clung to the person she had left (Jonas) and became dependent on him. They had problems because Jonas had his own group of friends (which is healthy) and Eva did not. The season was Eva’s journey towards owning up to what she did (apologizing to Ingrid) and realizing that she needed to become her own person, which required taking a step back from her relationship and finding her own group of friends. Eva’s season is my favorite because it showed how a flawed person could become more than his/her mistakes and move past them. 

Keep reading

[project-look-after-even]

“Saying goodbye doesn’t mean anything. It’s the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it.”

[dearstrangerz]

EVA & CHRIS

But guys, THIS CLIP SHOWED US THAT EVA WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG. P.Chris was a fuckboy all along. The second he saw another girl, he ditched Eva. William wrote to P.Chris that if he was in love he would KNOW, and that was exactly what happened, just not with Eva. It was with Emma. That just shows the development of his character. 

Eva and Jonas have always had feelings for eachother. That´s why we always saw Eva at parties in the last 3 seasons, trying to hook up with other guys, to try and get over Jonas. AND Jonas never really hooked up with other girls, nor did we even see him interact with other girls until we saw him with Emma. 

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[stl29tide]

Eva + Jonas

I might be in the minority (I’m not really sure), but I always thought that Jonas and Eva were one of those couples that got together way too young, needed to do a little growing up, and then one day would find each other again (be older/wiser) and would actually work out. Love was never an issue, but there were other variables that were.

Given that we won’t get to see the characters continue to develop as people, I’m glad the show ended with there still being feelings between the two. It gives me hope that they’ll continue to grow as people, learn from their previous mistakes, and one day get their own happy ending….together.

[loopyllupin]

I don’t understand people who are saying that Eva’s character development meant nothing now that her and Jonas might be getting back together.

Eva has grown up so much throughout the last 3 seasons. Part of the reason her and Jonas didn’t work out was because she felt so dependent on him. Now Eva is stronger and more independent, and she feels like she can finally be with Jonas because she’s changed as a person from what she was in season 1.

This scene doesn’t take away from her character development. It shows how much our girl has grown.

[miawintersgf]

Skam is seriously ending with Jonas having a speech like the beginning of Skam, my heart

[eliottdemauries]

never has there been a show so simple yet so complex.

never has there been a show so funny yet so heartbreaking.

never has there been a show so honest, so real.

never has there been a show so captivating and educational.

never has there been a show that dared to face and break stereotypes.

never has there been a show that dared to speak up about important issues as homophobia, xenophobia, sexism, racism, bullying and so much more in order to normalise it.

never has there been a show that has spoken to me as much as skam, that has changed the way i watch television.

there will not be another show like this one, it’s one of a kind and i am thankful for being able to get to follow it in the way i did.

never has there been a show like skam, and there never will be.

[carbonaracoifunghi]

We live in a chaotic world where it’s difficult to understand the rules. Because why are some people poor and other people rich? Why do some people have to be refugees, while others are safe? Why are some people spit on on the street? And why is it that sometimes, even though you try to do something good, it’s still met with hate? It’s not weird that people give up. That they stop believing in the good. But thank you so much for not giving up, Sana. Because even though it sometimes feels like it, no one’s ever alone. Each and every one of us is a part of the big chaos. And what you do today, has an effect tomorrow. It can be hard to say, exactly what kind of effect. And you usually can’t see how everything fits together. But the effects of your actions, are always there, somewhere in the chaos. In a hundred years, we may have machines that can predict the effect of every action, but until then, we can trust this: Fear spreads. But.. But fortunately, love does too.

Jonas, Skam 4x10 final speech (via weareonfire-fireproof)

[isakology]