Death & Sad Stuff

Female, 21 Sydney, Australia Student, unemployed freeloading piece of shit. I document, but do not promote or glorify suicide/depression/self harm.

[deathandsadstuff-blog]

[deathandsadstuff-blog]

I went out with a super attractive A++ 11/10 female friend today

And holy fuck, the amount of seedy pieces of shit that hit on her was sickening. She wasn't even dressed provocatively or anything (not that that would offer any excuse), but she was wearing full stockings and a thick winter hoodie and everything. Wtf. Seedy young people full yelling out of their windows, and old asian men eyeing her up and down euuurrgh The amount of shit she must put up with, I don't even know how she does it. I was out with her for like 15mins and just everything was horrid. 

[larmoyante]

I’m still writing about you and you haven’t read a word.

Travis Grandt, You Won the Breakup (via larmoyante)

[the-taillesstailedbeast-deactiv]

[bands-and-bmx]

Neck Deep | A Part Of Me 

[shoujoromance]

[nocturnal-stang]

[dunsparce]

[anancientheart]

Not everything is supposed to become something beautiful and long-lasting. Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever, and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they’ve given us.

Emery Allen (via felicefawn)

[yeahmicah]

It all boils down to this.

Most people won’t admit it, or don’t even realize it, but

caring for people takes energy out of you.

Investing your time and attention making sure somebody knows

that you love them and that you want to ensure their well-being can drain you:

mentally

emotionally

spiritually

even physically.

Love people, but take care of yourself.

Don’t burn yourself out.

[stringerbells-deactivated202105]

"How are your grades?"

"What are you majoring in?"

"Have you got a girlfriend?"

"What do you want to do when you graduate?"

[deathandsadstuff-blog]

I chose to go into computer science because of The Matrix. #trufax

[goldenbaum-blog]

[backshelfpoet]

I left my favorite pair of underwear at your house. I know your mother hates me, can I come pick them up? [delete] It’s been almost a month and I still miss you like a fucking limb. [delete] I didn’t know my bones could ache until I met you. [delete] You know, a week before we broke up, do you remember? I had bought a book of poetry. You asked why I didn’t read something more interesting and I could feel my insides splinter. [delete] You said poetry was all lies dressed up to sound pretty. When I look at you these days, I want to ask if sadness sounds pretty to you too. [delete] It’s 3 a.m. and this alcohol tastes like you. [delete] I saw you staring at me today during Lit class. I smiled at you and you didn’t smile back. I almost cried. [delete] The girl who sits next to me smells like you. [delete] I miss you. [delete] I have never had so many bad nights. [delete] Sometimes I write poetry about you on the internet. Strangers who have never met either of us think you’re cruel – they tell me if they had the honor of loving me, we’d have sex three times a day and they’d scream my name when they came. [delete] They think it is beautiful, how I am broken. I don’t think they understand. [delete] You used to tell me I was beautiful. I tried saying it in the mirror the other day, but it sounded wrong without your mouth wrapped around it. [delete] Everything I say sounds wrong without your mouth wrapped around it. [delete] We were never in love, but, oh God, we could have been. [delete]

"15 Texts I Almost Sent You" by d.a.s (via jailor)

[pleatedjeans]

[sxmholla]

[maisiewilliams]

holiday tip: when the merriment is at its height during christmas dinner, casually change the song to the rains of castamere

[illurni]

[at-least-i-fucking-tried]