Decomposing Alive

[TW/CW: EDS, SH, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicidal Tendencies, BPD]

[decaying-alive]

This is the diet I decided to do to prepare for my trip to Disney, the friend I’m going with is super thin so while I’m on the trip I’ll just be sure to eat less than them.

[decaying-alive]

I was supposed to fast today but I fucked it up and now my stomach hurts from how much sugar I just ate so I’m just gonna stay under 1000 today if I can’t stay under 800 I’m working out later anyways

[decaying-alive]

Fuck it I’m eating whatever I want today

[decaying-alive]

I was supposed to fast today but I fucked it up and now my stomach hurts from how much sugar I just ate so I’m just gonna stay under 1000 today if I can’t stay under 800 I’m working out later anyways

[vaguedissonance]

i just had a realization that no one is going to worry about my weight or "eating habits" until i actually lose weight. oddly motivating, but god i feel like i'm deteriorating every day. once i get thin, i'll probably be too tired to be happy.

[decaying-alive]

I can’t wait to be the friend that they put on top of someone’s lap when there aren’t enough seats in the car

[decaying-alive]

Day 1 went super well yesterday I’m not doing great today i used half my calories on low cal Cheeto puffs before it was even noon so now I’m struggling

[anayousavemysoul]

!!!

[idontlikedicktionaries]

REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

[decaying-alive]

I cannot believe that my post got 70+ notes and it had a fucking typo-

[assigned-cryptid-at-birth]

[pathologising]

[decaying-alive]

Fuck the whole “I wanna be my own ✨thinspo✨” thing. I wanna be fucking bonespo.

[decaying-alive]

Me naming my thinspo folder “outfit inspiration” : is this…recovery?

[decaying-alive]

im gonna drink an ultra 0 monster and see if that solves my sweet craving

[decaying-alive]

nvm i just remembered how low cal pixie sticks are

[decaying-alive]

im gonna drink an ultra 0 monster and see if that solves my sweet craving

[thepiscesactor-deactivated20121]

Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.

[minotaursauce]

Of fucking course

What sick bastard doesn’t

[xaldien]

“You’d be surprised”, said Xaldien, who just lost four followers and received a lovely “men can’t be raped” anon shortly after reblogging this the first time.

[minotaursauce]

Yowch, disgusting.

[samuraiko]

If I don’t reblog this, assume I’m dead.

[glory-of-hera-blog]

Always reblog this

[nygmobblepot-der-pool-deactivat]

If you Dont reblog this if u see it then i cant call u my friend

[witchofthefuture]

IF ANYONE TELLS ME THAT MEN CAN’T BE VICTIMS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND RAPE, I AM SICKENED BY THEIR MERE PRESENCE ON MY BLOG.

If you disagree with me, unfollow my blog, block me and never look at my blog again.

If you want to debate about this or send anon’s about this, I will reply but your actions have consequences.

[witchofthefuture]

Out of 19000+ followers I have, only one of you actually reblogged about this issue, yet a lot of you have reblogged and liked a picture by playboy about catcalling and that how men should never do it.

Additionally, I have received abuse in my ask box (which I will be answering when I can) and threats. In particular death threats and rape threats.

I can see the real problem here already. Male domestic violence and rape is just invisible in our society because we don’t want to talk about this because it just damages the status quo of this fucking website.

[tarothy-deactivated20230301]

I’m a male victim of child sexual abuse. We matter. Please, reblog this.

[happerbunny-deactivated20211002]

Please never forget male victims are real and it can happen to everyone/anyone

[brightb-vt]

Make sure the romance is there on both sides people

[protectwoc]

Male victims are REAL

[wokesmalltownprincess]

Protecting our sons

[darkveryhumanteacher]

I SHALL NEVER STOP REBLOGING THIS WHEN I SEE IT.

[savexmefromxmyxself]

Always always reblog

[she-way-out-of-place]

i will never not reblog

[dyolulume]

Will never stop rebloging this issue

[rogue-fire175]

Always reblog.

[new-england-gentleman]

Always gonna reblog this every time i see it

[snowydaddydom1-deactivated20220]

Reblog this! We only hear about 25% of male rape/Domestic Violence cases. MAKE..THIS…NORMAL. EVERYONE MATTERS!

[daddyandhislittleprincess11102]

Boost!

[skin-and-bones-guy]

Reblog time!

[vilevil]