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tw: eating disorder/vent blog any pronouns • 20 • 5'4

[vaguedissonance]

weight loss tracker (lbs)

hw: 169

160

155

150

gw 1: 145

140

135

gw 2: 130

125

120

gw 3: 115

110

105

ugw: 100 or 95

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[disteal]

shout out to everyone who participated in the january-february mass depressive episode

[savstruggles]

Do I get extra points for doing January to December ones for years now????

[h0ll0w3d0ut]

when someone tells me what i’m doing will eventually kill me:

[sickfaerie]

I just wanna be skinny enough to make shorts and a tank top look cute instead of sloppy bc if I have to go through one more summer covering everything up I’m going to actually go insane

[decaying-c0rpse-deactivated2022]

i need a shower and a lobotomy

[walmart-satan]

I just realized that this disorder has literally ruined my perception of normal eating. I don't know what a good amount to eat in a day is, eating 3 meals and having snacks feels like binging. I don't know what a good portion is, I don't know what a proper calorie amount is, and i don't know how to eat 'healthy' without restriction. fucking hell

[begay-doarson]

Reacting to a vent post is either

[ascaryghost-deactivated20251216]

hey ik i have lots of polish moots and probably some ukrainian and i just wanna say my thought are really with you all i hope you stay safe❤️

[tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva]

[epilepticsaints]

[singingtowers-deactivated202305]

My favorite thing about tumblr is following peoples personal storylines. Like when somebody I follow finally goes on a date with the person they like or comes out to their best friend or finishes a huge homework assignment I am literally on the couch pumping my fist and being really happy for them

[gluten-free-pussy]

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

[animution11]

[royalhans]

polar opposite of this post

[hrmsketches]

inspiration struck and would not let me go until i drew this

edit: you can now get this comic as a print!

[iftye]

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[coffee-or-hot-cocoa]

i need all the help i can get for finals

[finnglas]

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

[labelleizzy]

My life is pretty good but definitely sharing this out for all my folks who might need it!

[vaguedissonance]

starting a three day fast :3 i'm trying to kickstart my exercise/high restriction (~0-500 cals a day) regimen bc i need to reach my ugw by the summer 😖

[nicolezaridze]

i’m gonna miss music so much when i die. how will i discover new music. will my soul come back to earth from time to time to see what songs are playing. is there music on other planets. can i still make playlists

[m1ss1ngp3rs0n]

I have to get ready now to give myself 4 hrs of staring at my body, crying, picking an outfit out, crying, changing my outfit 3 times, crying, picking a safe fit, a bit more crying, and then taking a few shots.