Deception!

22. Delhi to California.

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Nobody's opinion of you can change your reality. And to change your reality, you need to change your mentality. People you surround yourself with, are the most impactful way of reaching out for your goals and stepping towards who you really wanna be. The people you're looking for, are looking for you. Go reach out for them, have a conversation, help your plastic brain mould itself for better. Your brain grows and develops everytime you learn a new fact or a new skill. Help it grow, everyday. Read books, read articles and shape your brain according to who you really want to be. Set high goals, because they help you to stretch yourself. Set a plan of actions to reach your goals. Most importantly, write your goals down. When you think big, you do big. When you do big, you win Big! :)

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‘ To put down your ego, yet think highly. (ie. thinking for the greater good)’

This is the time that we are in our transient phase. The time of transition from little hoomans to responsible adults. That also includes people leaving and new ones entering and the cycle is such.

But not everyone will fulfil your expectations. Not even the ones you think are the closest to you. Not every single time, at least. 

That’s life, gotta take the hang of it! ;)

At times, rather always, You gotta be motherfucking independent and your own boss, emotionally as well. Sometimes you have to accept the fact that things aren't like the fairy-tail-movies. All these things blend into a mayhem but are not necessarily ones to feel sad or worry about. Life teaches you new lessons everyday, you need to learn from and grow. Maintaining healthy relations with humans is important but not essential, I'd like to call it a necessary evil! Gotta take this is positive spirit: You are the only one for yourself. Believe in self power.

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Pyramids.

Why are human beings forced to be a certain fixed type and why can we not accept everyone in their own unique ways? I do not want you to call me pretty or beautiful. A pretty face or not, this is not something that makes me. I am more than just a pretty or beautiful face. Tell me I have a beautiful soul and I will remember you forever! People be complementing girls with - Hey! You have a pretty face! Like, does it matter? An ugly face for you, might be the most beautiful face they've ever seen for someone else! It is perspective. We live in a society where we have predefined default modules for what should be treated with greater priority and what not. For instance, A fair skin is more acceptable and hence no wonder, there are beauty products to turn your natural, geographically sun tanned face into a lighter shade. Thankyou to these fairness products and beautifying apps for making every naturally dusky girl, who can preferably call herself beyonce, feel bad about themselves everyday they wake up! Also, skinny and taller girls are sexier. Well, we've fatter(lets stop taking that as an insult and accept it, yo) girls who are way more cheerful and beautiful at soul. But, you won't call them pretty! Why? Social conventions! Hallelujah. Keep apart girls, there are preconceived notions for boys as well! A taller and handsome guy, do they not only make to the beauty pageants? People run after gyms to build abs and not merely for their own health. Another thing that perplexes me, Girls should have a flawless skin, auto-contoured cheekbones, blush cheeks, peachy lips and bigger eyes, preferably accompanied by longer lashes! But also, girls should not wear makeup, it is so fake! Okay, so tell me is that manipulative? Why are human beings forced to be a certain fixed type and why can we not accept everyone in their own unique ways? ~Forever perplexed little child~

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Are we faffing? What is worse? I remember when I was a child, I would run in the fields and breathe carefree. The reason? I was bereft all the worldly needs and desires. No worries if I was caught while playing hide and seek. That I spy would bring a burst of laughter to my face.. Only happiness. That was all of us, isn't it? Been there, done that! Now, here we are worrying about every little and big thing. Why? It has become a practice, to be honest. Most of us, traumatized by the failures in life. Being so in love with someone that you'd do anything for them and then they leave! Heartache. Distress. Despair. "another nerd turned into a drug addict.." Similar stories fly around in our vicinity of people our age. Unrequited love is what we all experience in life. We all have that one person who makes us weak on our knees because we are so desperate for their approval, their love, their respect but most of all the warmth they radiate that you would fall at any level to cling to them. Forget your dignity. But later you realise that these 500 days of summer were to mould you into the person you were meant to be. At the same time, the path to realization and acceptance always hurts like a bitch. The story is a fool's only when its not yours. We need to look at the bigger picture tbh. We need to be responsible for what our generation is going through. Can't someone throw-me-back in the past? Where the real and honest love existed? The reason I am a sucker for the 80's romance, so divine, so pure. Most importantly, sans all the bullshit. :) Its not faffing around to show to the world what you are up to but its for your inner soul. Your own self! Love should build you up, make you feel about yourself and not something that forces you to be someone else! Don't let the wings of freedom be any less important that the responsibilities. Let your dreams consume you. Don't speak. Show it. Do it. Puke rainbows, stay flawless.😎

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Its a place where no one lives. Its a place with no responsibilities from the society, its a place where no one loves or hates. Its a place I go to, its a mystery. A place where no one knows me, my name has no importance there. There are no boundaries. No limits. No vulnerabilities. Its a place filled with magic. No sorcery, no truth. Where there is no one. No man, no woman. Not even their judgements. No wants, no axioms. A place with waterfalls, lush green fields, miles of colourful flowers, nests, snow to rainfall, swans to vultures. Pink skies, deep blue hills. Rainbow creaks, black beaches. It can be anything and everything. It is my place. Its a place I made up.

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So High.. That feeling when you're high without the drugs. It's like a symphony. So dewy and heavy. Light and boneless like a bird. So weightless yet hard to fly. With the tangerine tint of the sun shining on the concrete of the highway to never, Can't make a sync with the rolling wheels. So hard to please. The moon has not yet left it's presence, fading, pleading for remembrance. Till the next time. Birds rejoicing and dancing in the Aftermath. Doped on the rhythm, ain't any pill. Such a thrill. Feel like running across a rife field, rampant. Even with blood running from the heels of your feet, latent. Like the warmth of love, that leaves you more than content, breathless. Like the desire that leaves you thoughtless, reckless. Like soul so innocent, spotless! - मेघा वर्मा

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Define pretty? Is it the only thing that matters right now? We are women of worth. We are more than just pretty. We're deep as the ocean, intense, magical.

Let us consider the contemporaneous situation! One selfie, we get it you're pretty. :) But posting more and more everyday will not change any facts. We live in a world where people take pictures just to post on social media rather than for themselves. Narcissism has taken over. Faking a lifestyle and squandering a lovely lunch together with friends in getting nice pictures that you could later post on social networking sites has become the truth. Posting a picture every time you go out has become a much needed ritual. No picture equals you didn't go out. What is wrong with all of us, our generation?

All my ladies, Whatever way we manifest our self's as, we're beautiful, beautiful without conditions. We don't desire attention but respect and honor. We know what we are worth, and we won't settle for anything less. Bear with it. You, you are a miracle. Don't let anyone tell you any different. You are wonderful, let them know you love who you are. Do what you feel, do what you want to do! As it all comes down to you. :) 

I usually write about women and how all my ladies can feel good about themselves because that's essential. Sometimes we drift away with people's opinions and focus less on our worth, that needs to be circumvented. You're a lady, you're meant to slay.

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Holding on or letting go? What is easier? Thought we were going strong, then its all snow. Its everything you ever wanted and everything you don't. Its one door swinging open and one door swinging closed. Its a breath of fresh air, a happiness blow. Its a beautiful nightmare and its hard to control. Some prayers get answered some don't. Its something you have dreamed of. It makes you feel alive. It makes you feel low. The question still remains.. Holding on or letting go? -Megha Verma Slay. xoxo

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rant..

Sometimes I'm cold. Sometimes I leave without a notice. Sometimes I like to only focus on what's important in life. Sometimes its just about my family and God, those who matter. We all have that phase in life where we cut ourselves from the society, or social media to be more precise. Happens because we experience life, we learn lessons that life teaches us everyday. Sometimes I want to get mad at people for not acting how I'd like them to, but then it takes maturity to realise that a person is the way he/she is because of the constant trials they've been going through, just like us. They act in a certain way because they've been treated the same way by someone else. This is a circle, a vicious circle, intense and infinite. Does it sound right to you? Well, not to me! I think the human theory of hurting others just because someone else hurt you is completely pointless. Revenge, should be removed from the dictionaries. Metaphorically! What if we hold a grudge on somebody for every little wrong they do? Is it what we are here for? Is it for what God sent us to this world for? Okay, is it going to matter 6 months from now? Think about it. Live Free. Like a bird. Start everyday with a fresh mind and let bygones be bygones. This is the path to a light and free living, a life with more opportunities, happiness and positivity. Stay strong. Figure out what's worth your time. Act wisely. And most of all, do not care about what them people say. Slay.

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‘Don’t become a philosopher before you become rich!'

I placed my entire existence under scrutiny after coming across this sentence.

The thought floated in my head for a good summation of time. Pondering with the potential of the statement. Is it really something to linchpin my mind at? Is it worth the time squandering? Should I conclude on stopping with what I do?

Let us assume that being rich, monetarily, is the soul reason for our existence! Yes, it sounds unearthly wrong. What about a priest or a pandit, should they stop preaching just because they aren’t as affluent as the person who stated this during his speech at  University of Edinburgh? Sir, Shah Rukh Khan, is it what you fairly believe in? 

I would really appreciate other people’s opinion on this because I’m perplexed with the candour-ness of this sentence. What is your take on it?

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Idea Of Paradise..

The idea of paradise may differ for everyone. This is the soul veracity of life, every individual has divergent fancies and that, is beautiful. Diversity is beautiful and nature proves it. Manifested ingenuity of an individual's perception is what perpetuates the balance in nature.

Might be a massive pavlova which one could eat for eternity and never run out and never get fat. Maybe, a mushroom kingdom. A good book to read. Winning a 1.5 Billion dollar powerball lottery. A shack on top of a plateau above the clouds, living with a bunch of monkeys to entertain. A place devoid of all rational thoughts or human life. Possibly space. Great outdoors, mild weather, lots of recreational activities and great food. A city where the grass is green and the girls are pretty. Or a place with unlimited clothes and accessories. Video games and tv shows. A very own private island, where the greatest food and drinks never run out. Free highs speed internet. Coffee with the person that knows you best. Walk by the beach. Cozying up in a soft and fluffy blanket with your loved ones on a winter night. Snow, trees, wind, smell of leaves for the one who loves nature. Moving to Antarctica, umm..to live with the penguins!

What is your idea of paradise? :)

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Alpha Woman.

Are we living in a society where men who can handle an alpha woman do not even exist?

An alpha woman may be intimidating but she is strong. She is majestic.

There is nothing as brilliant as a woman with ambition and confidence. She has no time to keep  up with people’s bullshit. She knows exactly where and on whom to focus her time on.

So, who’s right for the mighty Alpha Female? What kind of man can keep her grounded while still challenging her to grow and be the best she can?

A man who can accept her without getting subdued or engulfing her persona. A man does not feel sabotaged from an ardent woman.

An Alpha Woman knows what she needs to have a sturdy partnership with a man who’ll be her ally, her confidant and her best friend. Someone who..

tease you and also be teased.

challenges you.

isn’t waiting on you, he has his own plans.

knows how to deal with your bad moods.

apologizes, he really means it.

doesn’t air you dirty laundry.

makes you laugh.

doesn’t belittle you, but he doesn’t put you on pedestal either.

someone who teaches, but never lectures.

is a great listener, but also expects to be heard

believes in you.

has dreams as big as yours.

What is wrong if she has a purpose in life, is goal oriented and focuses on her passion? Is there any reason to not accept her?

But, at the end of the day, an alpha woman does’t even care at all.                

They slay.

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Lilliputian Wisdom. "I vow to let go of all the worries and anxiety in order to be light and free." - Thich Nhat Hanh. Incessant worrying is annihilating the generation right now. I don't understand that why do people worry about the future when everything about is so uncertain. I don't clearly remember what and how was I when I was ten. Now I'm twenty and why should I worry about how things would be when I turn thirty?! WHY in the seven hells are we so heedful for tomorrow that we put ourselves in a ogre state of worry today!? When you think about the future, are you filled with hope or worry? If you are like most of the people, its probably anxiety. More of worry. Your mind is unsettled. Here are a few reasons of why you should not worry about your future - 1. You can't predict it. 2. You can't control it. 3. You are missing the best time of your life, that is NOW! 4. Sometimes the worst is not as bad as you think. You'll survive, believe. Stay aplomb and positive. Take care of your health and tomorrow will be bright. For now, if you are experiencing worry, here are the healthy ways to deal with it - 1. Work it off (Take a long walk or run a mile, I personally recommend.) 2. Address your fears 3. Meditate 4. Stay hydrated 5. Change your perspectives 6. Relax. Stay hydrated. 7. You're are better than what you think of yourself. 8. Breathe. You're alive, you survived all these years and you will surmount the future as well. :) Stop worrying about tomorrow, let today count. - Megha Verma

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They say that you're not good for me. But I keep waiting all night but sleep. Do you think we'll be in love forever? The only terror.

Every beat of his cocaine heart Wishful tort.

Baby I need you, hold me, come here and save me. Believe in me. My Little happiness. My distress.

Drench and drown, Smoke puffs all over town.

Loving a disaster was her hallucinaogen. Inert like nitrogen. All to destroy like liquor. Did you pull the trigger?

Like the morning coffee hankering, Soul tampering. She had her heart meandering. Hopes building and shattering.

They say the world is build for two. To make sure somebody is loving you. Island.

- Megha Verma

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Caught Up.

Jagged like a pill so hard to breathe.

After all the winsome talks we've been through Is it too easy for you to leave?

After all the plans to run to a hideaway Baby, could you stay? Let's just pray. Pray for you and me, us.

Despite all the deterrents from my homies I let you in. Do you still hold me? Memories take a spin!

Trust is what I build on you All that you said was true? Or was it just a fluke? Gentle rebuke.

Is loving this simple and easy? Then forgetting this expeditious Like nothing ever existed. Just like a whirlwind.

Then you should go and love yourself. :)

Oaths.

- Megha Verma

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She is..

She's not an easy come, but she's an easy go. She is not meant to belong to anyone but she can only be loved. She can't be tamed. Lowkey you can crave for her but her heart is free and lucrative. She's an onslaught. Sudden but beautiful. Spontaneous but magnificent. She is independent. She detests unsolicited men. You can find your itinerary route to redemption through her. She is unique. She is magic.

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Love. Love like there is no tomorrow. like a summer breeze like earth fostering saplings giving them life to be. Love like you've never been hurt. like a blanket-moon night like a full-moon tide like the sun piercing from the sky. Love like you wanna be loved. like.. like you miss being in love like you've never had enough like you'll never get enough. Love like its the only thing you ever wished for like mother's care like dad always being there :) Love for eternity like the breathtaking skyline like the light for fireflies like a baby's smile like a wildfire. - Megha Verma