Dark!Rue Bennett x reader.
(TW: HEAVY DRUG USE MENTIONED, rue being a horrible girlfriend, manipulative behaviour, isolation, alcohol, rue ruining the readers life).
Rue knew you had dreams. About leaving this shit town and going to college. She was so excited and giddy for you. She loved hearing you talk and gleefully exclaim about the exciting life you wanted to live.. Rue had promised you she was going to be there every step of the way..
But a part of Rue knew she would be stuck here, with the same people, in the same town and living in her moms home, probably doing nothing. Rue never wanted to admit she was envious of you and your dreams, she didn’t want you to go. To go be better than her with your amazing degree, travelling and experiencing the world, meeting people, opportunities.. no.
And what better way to stop you? feeding you drugs and alcohol?
It started small. Rue robbing some of Elliot’s whiskey. It was fun, the hangovers were killers. Then eventually, when Rue claimed she no longer wanted to be hungover, she suggested weed. You were hesitant at first, but Rue was so convincing. “Just try it. You might like it.” And you loved it.
Then the weed moved onto harder drugs. Opioids, injecting morphine into eachother just for “fun”, even popping a few pills here and there. In both your opinions, it was a way to kill the weekend and breaks. But turned into a weekday and weekend habit.
You and Rue graduated (barely). You both decided it would be a good option to move into a small hut with cheap rent, wanting to “take your relationship to the next level” . You both got part time jobs to fund your habit after Rue “convinced” you to a year out, you agreed despite holding your dream so close to your chest. Rue knew your family and friends hated her. She ruined you, and your future.
“But baby, we don’t need them right?” Rue exclaimed as she wiped your tears after another horrible fight with your parents over Rue. “We only need eachother. No one understands us or our love.. they want to take you from me.. But baby, I’m all you need.”
Rue knew somewhere deep, deep down under all the drugs in your system; you hated her too. Rightfully so. Everytime you got a little too confident, she would knock you down a peg or two, just to keep you down.
As you brushed your hair in the mirror. “I think I might take a little break from the drugs and alcohol..” you announced suddenly. Rue was sitting on the couch with a joint in hand and a glass of vodka in the other. “I might.. I don’t know.. Go take a few classes at the community college down the road.”
“Aren’t they like expensive.. or some shit?” Rue muttered as she took a sip of the vodka, ignoring the burning sensation in her throat.
You looked so happy, looking at her. Oh wait.. you were serious. Rue knew you wanted get better and that annoyed her. Rue didn’t want you leaving. Who did you think you were? Just because you’re smart doesn’t mean you were fucking better than her.
You shrugged. “I mean.. I guess.”
The happiness drained from your face when Rue stood up abruptly, joint laying between her fingers. “You think you’re better than me is it? You wanna go out and try become some Elle Woods or some shit?”
“I’m fucking serious, Y/N.” Rue yelled, moving up so close she was near your face. “I would rather you fuck Nate Jacobs, than go anywhere near that stupid fucking commu-“
You rolled your eyes. “That’s not what I’m talking about Rue.”
Rue threw her hands up in the air, letting the glass smash in the process. “Than what! Do we not have a good life together?” She groaned, gripping onto the top of her hair as she felt herself wanting to scream at you for being so careless with your thinking but decided to keep her voice low, wanting to anger you to the point of you looking crazy. “Do you realise they’ll fill your head with some stupid stuff.. Like.. Like.. Government weird type of stuff.”
“Stuff about the government?” You laughed. “Oh fuck off Rue.”
Rue stared at you. “Fuck off?”
You instantly regretted telling your girlfriend to fuck off. By the look in her eyes, you knew you had upset her. She was only trying to help you. “Rue, I am so sorry.”
“Do you want me to fuck off? Cause I can leave… I’ll leave right now and you will never see me again.”
You quickly stood up, rushing over to Rue who was heading to leave through the front door. You hugged her tightly. “Please don’t leave me.” You sobbed, shaking. Rue wasn’t sure if it was withdrawals or the fight, one way to find out.
Rue hugged back before pulling away. “It’s okay baby. You weren’t thinking right.” She smirked. “Lets go get high.”
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