Gods Voice In My Head @deep-darkies0 - Tumblr Blog

You ever hate how food is everywhere? In everything youre trying to watch/read/distract with? And then you remember how hungry you were and have a near death battle fight with your brain to get back on track and stop thinking of food?

#anaboy #anatips #male ana #anorexxia #annorexix #just ed shit #tw edd

deep-darkies0

I feel invisible

deep-darkies0

Like im not meant to actually be here

I feel invisible

Wears my dogs prong collar for dramatic emo goth bitch effect

#goth #goth boy

Fucking EUPHORIC restricting the last few days and getting over 20,000 steps/ exercise and seeing that scale drop almost 5 pounds. Could mostly be like excess weight from different things but i was tired of seeing it at 160. Back in the 150s >:)

#eating disorder #male ed #ex #ed #anorexxia #male ana

Back after some time (recovery and thinking i can just eat normally and not exercise myself to death and maintain a nice weight, no ive gained 10 pounds since i left here so here we go again) ((because my stupid body i have to be starving and exercising to maintain/lose weight there is no other option unless i wanna be fat so rip me))

Charged up my fit bit and got premium for the app, anyone wanna be friends on there? (Dm me and i can swap info with you, we can like motivate each other and shit idk)

Goals for this month:

-over 10,000 steps per day

-under 1100 cals per day

-under 15 grams of added sugar a day

-water, water, water