Maybe anybody will read that but i really gotta make a try. I've lost things a really loved while my life time was passing, it happens to everyone, i know. The thing is that recently i've done some decision that took out of me a big stuff, i mean college. I wasnt feeling good because i was completly confused about who i am. But now, i gave me a time and i guess i finally figured it out. I feel a loser in some point where i have a lot to the world but i erased my possibilities to show it and grow with that. Considering that i have a huge problem with my big need to feel fit in groups, all of these things are sucking me! At all!. I was blaming my parents problems and a disease in my family, but no! The problem is with me. I feel a loser and my parents want me to be something i disapointed them. I am lost! And i really dont know how to find mysel. Beeing locked in my room all days its not helping, though.
