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@deep-water-dreams
There is a wildness in me, a disquiet running thick in my veins. I think I will always carry this uncertainty, this forest fire feeling. Forever a part of me, deep in my soul, that is silently, desperately screaming.
Deep Water Dreams
And it will forever be you.
Always and endlessly you.
Deep Water Dreams
She is the alter at which I pray. I lay my virtue at her feet, and finally I know where I belong. A pilgrimage to find her, a prayer offered up. A plea whispered in the dark.
Will she hear me?
Will she heal me?
I do not doubt that she can.
I reach out to her, in desperate hope, that she will reach back, want me back, and take my hand.
Deep Water Dreams
I wonder how often we think of each other
Deep Water Dreams
Press on the bruise and make it ache, show me that you care.
It's because of you. You are the reason.
As to why the bruise is even there.
So make it spread.
Make it sting.
Make it cover me.
Your mark left upon my skin.
But the pain?
Mine to bear.
Deep Water Dreams
It was inevitable. We loved too hard, too fast, too brightly. All stars are destined to burn out. This was simply our supernova.
Deep Water Dreams
To love is to die, and we must find bliss in the agony.
Deep Water Dreams
My soul calls for you, my heart seeks yours. I search for you everywhere.
There is a desperate need within me, of which you are eternally unaware.
Deep Water Dreams
Sometimes the memory of you drifts into focus, and the happiness it brings is remarkable. A bright spark that lights up my heart.
And then, as though a cloud were passing over the sun, a shadow is cast and I am reminded that you are gone. The pain of losing you is as strong now as it was then.
I have lived longer without you then I ever did with you. How cruel the world can be. But also how wonderful it is that we were ever together in the first place.
There is no light without the dark, and you are my light. Steady and true.
We will see each other again.
Deep Water Dreams
Make me your favourite, tell me I'm yours. Covet and posses me. I belong to you entirely.
Deep Water Dreams
You shot me. But only I saw the bleeding, only I was witness to the wound.
Your insidious desire left a hollow inside me. Did it do the same to you?
A mark on my soul that shapes who I am, a mark that shaped you the same.
Shared but unwanted, given but not desired. What a strange and monstrous connection.
The memory of you makes me tired.
Oh, so very tired.
Deep Water Dreams
Gilded darkness and holy shadows, you are the sacrament I crave. I'm so thirsty for the wine that stains your lips, so needful of the scripture you write upon my skin.
Won't you grant me your grace? Give me your blessing?
Such holy virtue turned into sin.
Deep Water Dreams
Sunburnt shoulders and freckled face. The smell of suncream on her skin. She watches as the sun fades away, but I can only watch her.
The days heat hangs heavy in the air and I don't want it to end. Her hair gleams in the closing light. I won't say anything - can't say anything. The illusion would be shattered if I did.
And so we sit, the day drifting away. And I am left with my wistful mood and my confusion. The essence of girlhood.
Deep Water Dreams
I am sick with heartache from thoughts of you.
Deep Water Dreams
Who would I be if it wasn't for you? More trusting, gentler, less wary?
I think about the girl that I was, and the way she was irrevocably changed.
The world has always been a little bit darker since then.
I wonder if you ever felt the same?
Deep Water Dreams
Bury me where the moss can grow thick over my grave, the ivy weaving its delicate pattern across my memory.
Let the sunlight shine golden upon my eternal rest, so that I am forever rich in the warmth of it's glow. Let the trees reach their roots through my bones and carry me deeper, deeper. Wherever they may go.
Bury me in nature, in woodlands, in peace.
From the earth I came, to the earth I return.
Deep Water Dreams
Because we're all just made of star dust aren't we?
We're completely and utterly filled with it.
Deep Water Dreams