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studentlifeproblems

anxietyproblem

"ride or die"

except i don't ride.

so i guess I'll just —

#quote #words #dark #depression #ride or die

thoughtkick

“Someone is sitting in the shade today because someone planted a tree a long time ago.”

— Warren Buffett

deepcrimsonroses

or

her sun never reached my skies

#poetry #poet #poem #negativity #shade #sun #tree #words

imagine losing your glow before you could even light up the dark...

#words #quote #poem #?#glow #dark #depression

thoughtkick

“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”

— Juliette Lewis

ive been trying to sleep for 3 hours now and it's still not working because my brain won't flip its darn switch and all these intrusive thoughts are raging im remembering things i dont wanna remember forgetting things i shouldn't forget

there was this random reocrding on my phone called "voice003" and i listened to it and it's a frickin unfinshed song i wrote from july last year and it's most sheesh sounding thing ever i have no other records of this, no notes no thing i honestly forget it even existed so i tried to write a second verse for it yesterday, seems great but now im stuck missing a bridge but I'll cross that bridge when i get there

i just remembered that time in in high school for secret santa, we had a wishlist posted for all the class to see so you have ideas on what to give your secret santa. i asked for "something red" and everyday for 5 days straight my secret santa dropped me one random red item beautifully wrapped each time. she even came into class early every morning just to make sure i wouldn't see who was putting the gifts on my desk.

meanwhile, the person i pulled didn't for anything specific. as long as it was "kawaii" and wasnt peanut. and guess what my chaotic self decided was a brilliant idea.. fuckin went to the local pet shop and bought the ugliest looking beaver dog toy, gutted it, took out the bell from it's torso.. then i bought peanut m&m's... just to stuff it into that sorry beaver.... there were leftover peanut m&m's btw so i decided to get a nice fat jar and put them all there. i dont think i even wrapped the thing properly... i believe i just put it in a brown paper bag...

for some reason i thought this was a great idea but just like now im realizing that my life's choices dont always lead to better things, at least not immediately but most times the only good thing that comes out of anything is the fact that i learned it wasn't in fact great but c'est la vie that's how i like my bread anyways

good morning jupiter.

#insomnia

fieldofdahlias

- perry poetry

molaning

i'm kinda obsessed with his new skin

deepcrimsonroses

i know right. and i cALLED IT TOO. i remember when i first saw him i was like hm yes i like this ciel phantomhive boy. then when i found out that genshin started making skins for characters i was telling my sister all like yo i swear they better make a ciel looking skin for my boy AND LO AND BEHOLD. BAMBOO RAIN. UGH. it's soooo good...

side note, when i first saw lyney and lynette in the travail vid i thought they were a circus master and his star spectacle the cat girl and honestly was waiting for some circus arc sounding story line haha! honestly even that main fontaine theme song with choir sounds like one of the soundtracks from the kuro anime. sigh.. please finish the manga toboso-san please... I've been dying in anticipation all these yeaaaars😵😵

#xingqiu #genshin impact #bamboo rain #black butler #yana toboso #skin #lyney and lynette

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