deeper sea

lily | she/her | 18+ | MDNI

[deepersea]

| lily | she/her | 18+ | MDNI |

This is my writing sideblog, I'm more active on my main. (sfw)

Though I'm taking a bit of a break from writing for Enstars, rest assured I still love my blue thing so very dearly and I will inevitably return to putting HiMERU in situations. I must. In the meantime, I appreciate all of you sticking around while I dabble in some other things - currently mostly Haikyuu, I suppose, but even I have no clue what I'll be cooking next.

My fics get posted directly on ao3, so it's probably easiest to follow me over there. On here, I just make a quick post when something new is up. Those are tagged #lily writes. The rest is me crying and thirsting over characters. And complaining about the woes of writing.

Alternatively, you can find a masterlist of all my fics here.

My ask box is always open and while I do not take requests, feel free to drop by anytime if you'd like to chat, ramble or have some suggestions, thoughts... anything, really. I’m always curious what you all have to say.

That being said, I hope you enjoy your stay in the deeper sea :)

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on the bright side, when i have been writing, i've managed at least 1k per day. but oh lord, what am i getting myself into.

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laughing at past lily saying she might be in her "short fic era"

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on the bright side, when i have been writing, i've managed at least 1k per day. but oh lord, what am i getting myself into.

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trying to fit multiple positions in this fic like i'm playing tetris

[deepersea]

ough.

[sodaneko]

atsumu was always under the impression that you liked his brother more than you liked him. after all it was osamu who you shared your bento with, it was osamu who always gave you a ride home on the back of his bike, it was osamu you cheered for louder than anyone else during their games.

as perceptive as atsumu is, he never quite caught your stolen glances or the way your pupils dilated when you snarled at him or how you'd defend him so boldly when he wasn't in the room.

it's not that atsumu is hard to love–it's how scared you were of doing so. so easy to burn in his light when he smiles at you, snaggleteeth on display, arms held out for you. an inevitable pull; your lips on his, the reflection of you in his warm brown eyes, calloused hands dragging you closer by your belt hoops. you're not falling for atsumu, you're sinking; to your knees in devotion, head in his lap in worship.

say you love me, he murmurs between heated kisses and you think you could get addicted to hearing him beg.

[deepersea]

maybe the reason i've been struggling with writing smut is that it just wasn't godlessly horny enough

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there is now a 1k document without any smut.

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we have a dick in a mouth! i repeat, we have a dick in a mouth!!

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it is now most certainly godless, though not exactly in the way i imagined going into it

[iamalivenow]

yeah bro it's a character study. the 2 thousand words of blowjob is vital to the study of the character

[deepersea]

idk if i'm just in my era of mischief, but i'm having way too much fun writing shenanigans and the character being a little shit

[deepersea]

maybe the reason i've been struggling with writing smut is that it just wasn't godlessly horny enough

[deepersea]

there is now a 1k document without any smut.

[deepersea]

we have a dick in a mouth! i repeat, we have a dick in a mouth!!

[deepersea]

*spinning a wheel* which weird ass food metaphor will make it into the fic this time...

[deepersea]

maybe the reason i've been struggling with writing smut is that it just wasn't godlessly horny enough

[deepersea]

there is now a 1k document without any smut.

[deepersea]

maybe the reason i've been struggling with writing smut is that it just wasn't godlessly horny enough

[deepersea]

if i just think about it hard enough, the words will magically type themselves, right? that's how writing works.

[sodaneko]

oh, when they suck on the strap so beautifully. their eyes a bit teary, lashes fluttering, muffled moans as they take another inch just to please you. them grinding uselessly against your thigh when you tangle your hand in their hair and guide them even deeper, their throat bulging a little under the girth before you let them gasp for air. the way they almost come untouched when you coo at them, a heel pushed between their thighs, coaxing them into getting your strap all wet and ready or else it won't fit (it always fits). how damn pretty they look when they climb in your lap and sink down on it, their eyes falling shut with pleasure as you let them set the pace, watching your strap disappear in their cute little hole

[deepersea]

i want to fuck this tin can of a man so bad it makes me look stupid

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i am in the document