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kayla-denker

Trans women know more about being women than trans men do.

purenguyening

Specific self-indulgent thoughts about how I think Futo and Tojiko refer to various family members:

Tojiko:

Iruka -> dipshit

Emishi: Jackass

Umako -> That old geezer

Futo:

Mikari/Moriya/Nieko -> aniue

Futsuhime -> aneue

I have no definitive thoughts on how Tojiko might have referred to Tojiko no Iratsume.

I am, however committed to the idea that Tojiko was sort of "taken in" to the Soga Clan by Umako. Loosely based on the story of Gagoze.

pokemon-cards-hourly

#prev tags this is true

da-riya

#jumping up and down for joy

taylor-titmouse

i have no idea what delitize means and google is not helping me, can you please define it?

it's from an ancient piece of deviantart fetish work. it's just one of those phrases that never leaves your head

#i found this artist when i was 10 and it gave me nightmares

hagiomoto

Okay, if you are tired then you won't be able to read. There I say it. No one else want to say it. It is strange. If you are tired, if you cannot finish a book that's a given. That's why you need to read...at work. You need to steal your reading time from your employers.

#yes

girlactionfigure

I was an American Jew in the diaspora that did not want to tie myself to Israel. I was only tangentially aware of it, and in pure young adult fashion, rebelliously annoyed to be reminded of it by the Jews around me. I talked about Israel not at all. If you had asked me, I was opposed to it.

That changed with Operation Cast Lead. I had no idea what it was called at the time. I was checked out completely. I was starting my PhD, and had no idea that there was anything happening in Israel. If it was mentioned, I just kind of glazed over and forgot about it. I was American, what did I care?

But the people around me in academia? They knew. They cared. They saw my posts on Facebook spending time with a cousin who lived there; a trip to Tel Aviv five years ago.

This was all it took.

I was asked by other students about Israel, where I stood on it, what I thought. These questions carried an air of accusation that puzzled me. When I said I do not know, and I do not care, the questions became more pointed, more hostile. Was I a Zionist?

What is a Zionist, I asked.

I did not know. I heard the term only in circumstances of it being in the title of Jewish organizations mentioned in temple conversations. I wasn't there for that, though, I wanted a second helping of kugel and the ladies gossiping at the post-services buffet were in the way.

My ignorance and nearly complete disinterest in Israel did not matter. I was tied to Israel whether I liked it or not. My dark eyes, tan skin, long dark curly hair, Mediterranean features, my Jewish husband who wore a kippah to fancy occasions... inquiring minds needed to know, was a good Jew or a bad Jew?

It was a game, and I did not know the rules. Tails they win, heads I lose. I quickly learned that unless I verbally prostrated myself and proclaimed the most violent of antisemitic terrorists had a point, I had to answer for Israel. Even if I did that, I would still have to answer for Israel.

Israel did not make me a Zionist. My Judaism did not make me a Zionist. Antizionists, who have always been antisemitic, always been hostile, made me a Zionist. Because I was not allowed to be anything but that, not if I wanted to have any respect for myself.

@estherzelda0514

pack-yr-romantic-mind

Utterly deranged. Cast Lead was an act of mass murder. Even in the extreme closeup lens of this narrative with you at the center, you made it into a PhD program seemingly with less knowledge about Palestine than the average American during the same period. Geopolitics? Other countries? Boring! Where's the buffet? From this constructed point of innocent ignorance, you took the occasion of mass murder to decide not to educate yourself, but rather to side with the murderers. Because, what, your peers in a PhD program thought you were more educated on a topic than you actually were?

Here's an incident I think about from high school sometimes. A Jewish girl in my class found out I was Lebanese and said "Israel and Lebanon share a border, so we could be friends!" She was completely sincere and without malice. She didn't know Israel had bombed and invaded Lebanon a few years previous, killing over a thousand. Why should she? She was an American teenager. She didn't watch the news. I laughed it off. I knew. I have family there. I watched the news. Not knowing things was not a luxury I indulged in.

Operation Cast Lead killed about 1,400 Palestinians and about a dozen Israelis. It was a brutal campaign of bombing targeting civilian populations with the excuse that those civilians sought to harm Israel. Imagined victimization was the justification for real victimization. White phosphorous was used in residential neighborhoods. In all likelihood, neighborhoods that aren't too different from the one you live in.

Now you're learning this for the first time again. Now you don't have an excuse, again. This is the act of "antisemitism" which radicalized you: someone telling you, as an adult, things which you would rather not know, and thereby implicating you for not wanting to know. You stand for nothing but the right to be stupid.

irregulartalk

If you use an e-reader and want to immerse yourself in the classics of literature that are in the public domain, I highly recommend doing so via Standard E-Books

https://standardebooks.org/

Unlike the free e-books you may have downloaded from Amazon or other marketplaces that are full of formatting errors and typos, these are meticulously corrected and use all the proper typographical marks.

#for recommending to a regular

spaceshipsandpurpledrank

im having historical rpf withdrawals.....

anyway i love it when althistory writers just have to include their fav guy somewhere so they create wacky sitcom scenarios for them... like

#i read one of these types of stories abt 2 yrs ago and despite it being kinda mid i still find myself returning to it because of its #hopeful aura and its silly scenarios.... which never got elaborated on but were just used to fit as many Famous Ppl into the story...

songbird-is-crying

i think peak historical fiction is when there is a random ass major historical figure but as a comedic relief side character. like geoffrey chaucer being a naked gambling addict in a knight’s tale or leonardo da vinci being cinderella’s fairy godmother in ever after. like. nothing can top that.

#eggshell world