Sometimes I Have Dumb Ideas

I like dark IFs and cute things. Adult | she/her

[deepseamuse]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Fervency Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Original Characters, Main Character (Fervency) Additional Tags: Pre-Canon, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Animal Abuse, Animal Death, nothing graphic but it IS important, Vivian is a fucked up kid, Vivian's parents are bastards Summary:

Vivian had always loved crows (but Mother said they were bad omens) A little boy finds an injured crow and decides to care for it. Things go well, until it heals.

 For the interactive fiction Fervency, by my lovely friend and tumblr mutual. Vivian is my MC.

[severance-if]

I don’t have a lot to share right now as far as writing goes but here is what I have for Severance’s opening 🤍 (this may change because I’m indecisive :,) )

CW: extreme pain, body horror

─── ⋆⋅𖤓⋅⋆ ───

You do not know the eyes that stare back at yours. They are dark and vile and soulless.

Yet something in you flickers.

Recognition?

Black smoky tendrils leave the body that wears your mother’s distorted face and reach out for you.

You stumble backward as something terrible pounds in your chest. This is all wrong. Wrong. Wrong. WRONG.

You have to GO.

But you know there is nowhere to run.

You have been here before.

And you know what comes next.

When the first tendril reaches you, pain erupts through your body. It is a slow, searing kind of agony. The burning tendrils wrap around you, slowly squeezing the air from your lungs. And then they pull. And pull. And PULL. Until you feel every bone in your body shatter.

You go completely limp in its violent embrace.

You are broken.

Yet your heart still beats.

Why are you still breathing? You should be dead.

Y̶e̶s̶

No.

Do NOT listen to it.

None of this is real.

F̶o̶r̶ n̶o̶w̶.̶

THIS ISN'T REAL.

I̶t̶ w̶i̶l̶l̶ b̶e̶

LET ME GO.

G̶O̶.̶

The tendrils dissolve. Your bones mend. Your pain vanishes. Your mother. No. That thing is not your mother. You don’t know what it is. But it’s gone now.

And

you

are

falling

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ★ ⠀

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[hellenhighwater]

She's getting so good at stepping with her brace on!

[otiksimr]

im a big fan of dating sims but i don’t really care for the whole self-insert part so I genuinely just imagine myself like this.

[otiksimr]

hold on i need to conduct a survey.

do you also do this?

yes (on asexual spectrum and/or aromantic spectrum)

yes (you’re anything else)

no (on asexual spectrum and/or aromantic spectrum)

no (you’re anything else)

Remaining time: 6 days 4 hours

if you vote please comment and/or reblog what your sexuality is if you’re comfortable doing so, so i can make a graph.

[logarto]

[genshin-impact-updates]

Character Teaser - "Lohen: Standardized Test" | Genshin Impact

Processes are usually standardized for efficiency and mass production.

Efficiency lies in making everyone equally vigilant. What gets mass-produced, however, are those deemed unfit.

[feefal]

Curious pond greets butterflies

[just-another-cat-blog]

pride month!!!

[lemonsharks]

Is that a miette?

[jeanjauthor]

Pride for you!  Pride for a thousand years!!

[lost-and-cursed]

you COME OUT to miette? you come out to her as queer? oh! oh! pride for mother! pride for mother for One Thousand Years!!!!

[kiurona]

[genshin-impact-updates]

Character Skill Showcase — "Sharpened Arrowhead" Lohen

Greetings, Traveler! Lohen's skill showcase is here. Let's take a closer look together! The Character Event Wish "Frostedge Nocturne" will be available on June 9, 18:00 and "Sharpened Arrowhead" Lohen (Cryo) will receive a huge drop-rate boost!

[targetedknowledge]

[piksiew]

bacteriography portrait of Five Pebbles I made from yeast , mold , acrylic paints and other stuff i found

[genshin-impact-updates]

"Who Wouldn't Want to Be Like Him, Taking Out Hordes of Enemies All by Himself?" — Lohen's Anecdote

"He is the squad's keenest spear, slicing through every line. He is its strongest shield, turning back every assault..."

"To be honest, Vice Captain Lohen probably just thought this would be the quickest way to get it done..."

Join a new member of the expeditionary force's support company and see for ourselves. Let's take a look at what kind of person Lohen is~

[hourlycatphotos]

[tellmeastoryaboutus]

How much for the Uber driver? @kittybroker

[kittybroker]

The amazing toys driver now rolling in for the low price of only $13.66!

[garaks-padded-bra]

my cat Bowie really enjoys being sung to while i cradle her and idk why

[marian-devotee]

I took my little brother (autistic, mostly non verbal) out and he was using his voice keyboard to tell me something, and this little boy (maybe 4 or 5?) heard him and asked me "Is he a robot??" I tried to explain to him that no, he isn't a robot, he just communicates differently, but my darling brother was in the background max volume "I am robot I am robot I am robot I am robot"

[marian-devotee]

My little brother insisted if I was going to post about him, he wanted a cut of the "profits". When I explained to him that Tumblr isn't monetized, and is pretty pointless, he and my older brother pointed out that he'd still be bringing me "fame and notoriety" if the post got "big". So we agreed, if the post hit 10k notes, which seemed extremely farfetched and silly at the time, I'd take my little brother out for sushi (his favorite food) and let him eat as much as he wants.

I guess God wanted the little robot to enjoy some sushi 🍣 🥲

[thetruerarkher]

[clarthelunagate]

Lohen Got Benched… :D