Deepu

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Somewhere we all feel lonely , we all crave for being wanted by someone , we all are afraid of losing those special ones , we all are doubtful about what the future holds but in the middle of all the negative powers sometimes we find that pair of arms which blurrs everything and sprinkles peace while we hug them and let those hugs be the shelter of our silly heart :) - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #lessons #overthinking #overthinker #Brainvsheart #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes https://www.instagram.com/p/BrcVoMfB1e-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lqep254eajs2

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A cold heart :) welcomes the cold season :) #badhandwritingguy #lessons #winter #winterlove #overthinking #overthinker #Brainvsheart #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes (at Dwarka, Delhi) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqCOWgQh4pZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7e9a5m1a5w9v

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जाने ये कैसी आग लगी है , जिसमे धुंआ न चिंगारी :)... जाने ये कैसी आग लगी है...जिसमे धुँआ ..ना चिंगारी .. . . हो न हो ..इस बार कहीं... कोई.. ख्वाब जला है ..सीने में .. . आवारापन.. बंजारापन ...एक खला है सीने में .. . हरदम हरपल ..बेचैनी है..कौन बला है सीने में.. . . :) #badhandwritingguy #lessons #overthinking #overthinker #Brainvsheart #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes (at India) https://www.instagram.com/p/BokcE5LgeeR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xla0k181htpy

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Honestly it doesn't surprises me anymore :) , Even i know that i have changed and i guess this change is a positive one coz...coz it doesn't hurts the way it used to . On d verge of pushing everyone away :) ...almost - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #badhandwritingguy #lessons #overthinking #overthinker #Brainvsheart #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #mirakee #mirakeeworld #lovequotes https://www.instagram.com/p/BoQu94vgIfX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nc8oboig1i1r

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Everybody in this world talks about mother's love . Everybody rates it higher than the highest when it comes to rate the purest form of love .But we often forget what a Dad does not only for the kids but for the entire family .Often we take his doings in a granted manner , We often feel like its his compulsory duty to do all the things he has been doing since our childhood .It was never the mother who let us climb their head and sit on shoulders but it was him . The first ever superhero of most of us . Writing all this makes me emotional as i realise how many times i have argued with him :( ,times when i felt bad about his overcaring , overprotective nature :( ..I know that i grown up but why the hell we forget we are still their little kid :( . ..Hoping to make u proud daddy ..yes m working on it..love u "DAD'S ARE THE MOST UNDERRATED LOVERS" - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #father #fatherslove #happybirthday #dad #love #family #rolemodel #inspiration #strength #emotions #dadslove #indianwritersofinstagram #writerscommunity #writersofig #lovequotes #truelove #instabirthday #poetryofinstagram #mydad #parents #parentslove #care (at New Delhi) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnUa7bcAAZ11i-isbuiRa6yWbJCr_IT9m4mHfk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1cwy2p0pn5yns

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But he had no answers :) - Deepu Follow @badhandwritingguy on @mirakeeapp #mirakee #poems #poetry #badhandwritingguy #writersnetwork #quotes #quote #writersofinstagram #stories #ttt #quoteoftheday #writersofig #writersofmirakee #wordporn #writing #writer #writersareawesome #writersofig #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #heartbreak #brokenheart #sadness (at Delhi, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnKL0J0jtx1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6174nm2496i0

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And he had no answers :) #badhandwritingguy #lessons #overthinking #overthinker #Brainvsheart #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes #burn #mirakee #writer #Instapoem #instawriter #instapoetry #Instapoem #winter #coldlove #endings #tumblr #sadquotepage (at New Delhi) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnKJr-FDxVT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=714k443p7g6p

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At some moment in ur life ,you find urself in such mental state where you dont even mind taking your last breathe :) ,yeah i know that sounds very depressive but thats true because you find yourself in a never ending dilemma all day n night .You lose all the discipline in your life as you feel fucked up in all senses even though you have meetings ,you find it impossible to sleep ..Even though you have people who try to make your mood ,you find no interest in happiness ...even though you have thousand reasons to move on ,you can't stop loving them..caring for them...even though you have paths to ease your life ,you still opt for the darkness ....even though u r surrounded by many,you feel all alone Wish i could take charge of the time clock and do something with the things which occured in the recent past but i knw it can't be done ...so i sit with my loneliness , i smile luking at my pain :) , i hug the haunting memories ,i look at the roof which is about to separate itself from the layer of paint :) ,and a slow breathe whispers OH 2018 !! WHY DID U COME :( :( -Deepu #badhandwritingguy #sadness #sadlovestory #loneliness #alone #brokenheart #broken #depression #overthinking #lovestories #tragic #Brainvsheart #heartache #sadstories #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #writersofig #poetry #poetryofinstagram #instapoetry #instawriter #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #wordporn #wordgasm #insomaniac #3amthoughts #writersareawesome #bleedingwords #sadquotepage #sadquotes #mirakee (at New Delhi)

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If u dont value your own "sorry" Eventually nobody else will . - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #lessons #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes (at Bangalore, India)

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Cheating is a poision which once inserted in someone's mind ...will act as an incurable disease to his body . Plz think about it ...lets not let our coming generations laugh at the concept of 'love' ..we have ruined it enough ...we have enough spoiled the name of 'love' ..lets stop it ..Say 'NO' to cheat ..lets celebrate this independence day by giving freedom to the strongest existing force in this world "LOVE" - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #lessons #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes #freedom #celebratelove (at Delhi)

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The dreams fall like the dry leaves of some old tree ...Nomatter how far you try to run away from that unwanted depressive web of emotions,it always defeats you , The eyes match and tears come out because they shared their sight to see a future :) together ... .. ..heart becomes numb with a weird empty feeling as if a recent death has happened inside the body .. I find myself all alone fighting the endless battles ..the outer ones and then the inner ones ..n what hurts the most is 'I THOUGHT WE WILL BE TOGETHER FOREVER ' - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #lessons #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes (at Delhi)

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Most of the time i m in control but sometimes ...just sometimes i tune in to those sad songs at night , think about the loving memories ,get hurt by thinking where it went wrong , I think about the times when my days use to begin by your 'i love you' alarms and i use to sleep peacefully inside your virtual hugs ..i think about the times i kissed your forehead before kissing your lips :( ..i think about the times i use to tell you ' how beautiful you are ' ..i think about the lost energy i had in me whenever i use to think about you :( ..i think about all those moments untill i realise now the headache will overpower this brain .. I miss a lot of stuff but more that that i miss myself in the middle of those unstoppable tears :( -Deepu #badhandwritingguy #lessons #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes #sadness #sadlovestory #3amthoughts #loneliness #emptiness #sadquotepage (at Bangalore, India)

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Most of the time i m in control but sometimes ...just sometimes i tune in to those sad songs at night , think about the loving memories ,get hurt by thinking where it went wrong , I think about the times when my days use to begin by your 'i love you' alarms and i use to sleep peacefully inside your virtual hugs ..i think about the times i kissed your forehead before kissing your lips :( ..i think about the times i use to tell you ' how beautiful you are ' ..i think about the lost energy i had in me whenever i use to think about you :( ..i think about all those moments untill i realise now the headache will overpower this brain .. I miss a lot of stuff but more that that i miss myself in the middle of those unstoppable tears :( -Deepu #badhandwritingguy #lovers #lessons #writerscommunity #writersareawesome #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofig #love #lovestories #brokenheart #sufferings #heartbreak #heartache #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #wordgasm #wordporn #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #darkness #trust #hope #relationshipquotes #lifequotes #lovequotes #tears #sadness #talesoflove #3amthoughts (at Bangalore, India)

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Love doesn't listens to you . You cant just walk away in a moment , It keeps poking you with that face ...those innocent eyes..that mesmerizing smile ..those late night conversations...Those heavenly kisses ...those soul soothing hugs ...and those loving stares of teasing each other with the blink of eyes .But 'Tragedy' is never away from lovers..It hits when we least expect it and everything goes out or your control , The same memories turn into a beast and chop your heart into pieces :) .It makes you walk away from them even if every broken piece of your heart begs you to trust them for one last time . The tears you shed in those lonely dark hours of haunted nights keeps reminding you the pain they injected in you ,when you were begging for 'trust'. Things change...love stays - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #writerscommunity #writersofig #writersofinstagram #talesoflove #love #lovestories #lovequotes #relationshipquotes #relationships #brokenheart #broken #sadlovestory #sadness #pain #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #instawriters #instawriter #wordporn #sadlovequotes #heartache #wordgasm #tumblr (at Bangalore, India)

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I wanna say thank you :) Though its not from the heart :) ... Coz i dont feel there exists a heart anymore -Deepu #badhandwritingguy #gymlovers #gymquotes #fitnessquotes #fitnesslover #writerscommunity #indianwritersofinstagram #writersofinstagram #writersofig #Instapoem #poetryporn #poetryofinstagram #love #brokenheart #reformation #transformation #pain #thankslove #motivation #strength #wordporn #wordgasm #3amthoughts

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When the clock says 3.05 am , I realise its been hours of looking at the darkness without a purpose :) ..The eyes are tired of that itchy feeling bcoz of a semi frozen lake of salty water :) ...The brain helplessly slows down as it realises that sometimes its a curse to have an ability of spotting the truth in d middle of lies :) ..The lips are dry ..They know they wont be able to meet their favorite ones anymore :) :) ..A tear drop ..sorry a warm tear drop :) actually rushes to hug the pillow as if a drop of water is crawling on some glass surface :) ...A heart ..A sad heart is missing the way its 'beats' use to dance on the music of someone's voice .. And A helpless writer ..which is trying hard to save someone's life by saying yes i m here ...yes i understand what u r going through ..yes i will give words to whatever you r feeling .. *Paper boats are destined to sink..he forgot* - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #writerscommunity #writersofig #writersofinstagram #Instapoem #instapoetry #instawriters #poetryofinstagram #poet #indianwritersofinstagram #indianwriters #sadness #3amthoughts #lonely #sadness #lovestories #tragic #brokenheart #heartbreak #heartache #pain #wordporn #lovequotes #storiesofinstagram #writersareawesome (at India)

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Just if you wish to do me a favour .. Can you return 'sleep' to my nights Can you return 'peace' to my brain Can you return 'smile' to my lips Can you return 'heart' to my heartless heart :( Oh love :( Can you return those hugs to my empty arms ? Can you return the taste of those mad kisses ? Can you return that 'spark' into my eyes Can you return that'trust' i had in people Can you return the 'time' i have invested in loving you :( Can you return that 'voice' which used to call you mine :( Can you return those 'dreams' of spending million years in each other 's arms Can you return me that 'father' in me :( who wanted to make you a mother of his baby N in d end Can you return 'myself' to me - Deepu #badhandwritingguy #love #poems #writerscommunity #poetryofinstagram #indianwritersofinstagram #writersofig #writersofinstagram #poetryporn #wordporn #wordgasm #instapoetry #Instapoem #instawriters #love #promises #brokenheart #lonely #heartache #relationshipquotes #poetryofinstagram #indianpoets #sadness #lovers #writersareawesome (at India)