this is why we should've stayed friends
some days I woke up and wish we stayed friends.
I wish we stayed friends when you start to call me every night when we talk until the sun rise when we keep laughing with sleepy eyes I wish we stayed friends even then
I wish we stayed friends when you start to put your arms around me while we're sleeping when we stay awake late at nights to talk about our fear when we always linking hands, sit and sleep next to each other I wish we stayed friends even then
I wish we stayed friends when you hold me while I'm crying my hearts out half drunk when you keep soothing me by saying you will never leave me when you patiently wait for to me fell asleep I wish we stayed friends even then
I wish we stayed friends when I kiss your lips for the first time when I start to trust you with my vulnerable side when I couldn't feel at ease without hearing your heartbeat next to me when we're sleeping I wish we stayed friends even then
I wish we stayed friends when we start to become inseparable when our body intertwined when there was nothing between us anymore I wish we stayed friends even then
I wish I could only see you as a friend, forever I wish I could undo all of those complicated feelings I have for you I wish I could always have you as my friend because after all of this what hurts the most isn't losing a lover, but losing my bestfriend.
