[deliriousscenarios]

Are you alright? I saw that you were at a doctor's appointment. I hope you get better! -AB

Hey my babeh! Thank you for your concern and well wishes, sweetness! I'm okay, I promise ^^ I've just got a really bad cold or something but I've had it for weeks now, and ended up pulling a muscle in my side from coughing too much (fml), and my big sister worries a lot so she made me go to the doctors. I'll be okay soon, as long as I take some ibuprofen ^^ ♡

[ttrottolina]

I told him “Ah, Yugyeom I’m so annoyed at you.” he was like, “Why? What’s wrong?” “I like you too much” - BamBam 

[defwang]

what kind of club is jaebum imagining 👀

[deliriousscenarios]

Fml. I hate that awkward waiting period at the doctors office where you're stuck in a waiting room with a bunch of strangers, all wondering whose the more infectious out of the lot of you. Today, I think that person is me. My bad guise.

[tvonq]

JB trying to act cool when his arm got caught while everyone else just watched him

[thedreamdepository]

Hiiii~ firt of all i wanna tell you i really really love your blog, you write so well im impressed. Anyway, since you dont write smut (idk why), could you recommend me some (smut) fics or authors you like?

Aw, thank you! 

Truth be told, I don’t get requests for smut - the only one I received was for Yugyeom but I told that anon I couldn’t write smut for him even if I wanted to. Plus I’ve never really felt like my stories need smut, but it seems like that’s what readers want so… 

I’ll give some recommendations though once I look through my likes! Off the top of my head - @deliriousscenarios Taming the Brat is spectacular! My babeh has done such a wonderful job with TtB! Hands down, one of my favorites! There a bunch of others though - I’ll make sure to get back to you later.

[deliriousscenarios]

MY BABEH!! Always making me feel like a million bucks!! You're too good to me and I shall never deserve you!! But I'll always love you, forever and day!! 💘💘💘🐨🐨🐨

[deliriousscenarios]

You make me feel so precious. I'm happy I could make you smile with my message. I love you, Sea. Going back to BTS I'm also worried about them because let's be real, there are a bunch of artist that will be attending the awards that are super mean. I just hope they won't make fun of them and everything goes well for BTS. Also, I want to watch it live but idk where to stream it. I need to find somewhere to watch it. Adorable Baepsae

It's 'cause you are precious, my sweet A.B, especially to me! And I love you too, sweets, ever so damn much ^^ Dw about our boys, my babeh, I'm sure it'll all be okay and the night will go great for them. No one can deny they deserve this nomination, and I'm sure any of the artists they interact with will be really welcoming (at least I hope they will :s). They're super respectful and awesome guys, so I'm sure no one will be mean to them, it would be so unnecessary. Maybe I'm being naive, but I like to think if they win then the other artists will be happy for them too ^^ OMG!! It's so near yet so far!! 21st of May hurry the eff up already, I'm getting so angsty waiting for this award show!! Though I've got no idea how I'm gonna watch it yet either. I'm hoping they'll just air it on TV in the uk, my internet is way too shitty for live streaming, fml!! ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

Seaaaa, i've missed you. I'm so sorry that you're going through such a tough time and i'm always checking on your page to see how you are. Sending allll the good vibes <3 ILY

Hey my cutie!! Oh my goodness, I missed you too!! How have you been?? I hope life has been spectacular, my lovely, and treating you well ^^ Awww, you're gonna make me cry, you sweetheart! Thank you so much, sweet angel, this message really helped cheer me up. Positive vibes are always very much appreciated, sweetness, and I send them back to you a millionfold ^^ I do love you so!! ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

Are you going to continue the Taming The Brat?

Hey sweetness, I am indeed intending to continue TTB, I'm not too sure when it'll be posted though. I've just not really been in a writing mood I'm afraid :s ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

Thank-you for always replying in such sweet ways! I'm always a giggling mess when I read hour answers 😊 I'm glad we can offer you some positive and lift your spirits somewhat ❤ that's not weird! I used to love rain the most but now it has the opposite affect on me and I'm much happier when I see the blue sky 😍 winter here is cool but not too cold and perfect clear sunny days that I love to spend at the beach! (1)

That's so cool about your Mama! You should visit one day. Don't worry about the spiders though lol the ones that get that big aren't dangerous and if you visit near where I live, I'll protect you from the animals and show you kangaroos and koalas instead 😂😘 (2)

Awwwww!! You're too freaking sweet, and way more than welcome, little lovely, I'm glad I could make you smile!! And thank you for always being lovely as heck yourself ^^ You're far sweeter than me, you're sweeter than apple pie, my angel on earth!! 😘😘😘 Omg, sweets, that sounds like an awesome way to spend winter days!! I freaking love the beach, the ocean is one of my greatest loves ^^ And oh my gaaaaaawd!! That would be freaking awesome. I definitely wanna visit one day, and getting to meet you too would be freaking stellar!! All the adventures we could have, and I'm definitely gonna take you up on that offer of protection, lmfao!! Creepy crawlies are not my friends 😭😭😭 Kangaroos and Koalas tho, they'll always have a special place in my heart, especially Koalas and their cuddles ^^ ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

😞 I hope this rough patch in your life ends soon and you feel much more joy again!! Don't worry, we understand. Taking care of yourself is more important than being on here but I'm glad you still check in with us and answer our asks often! ❤ I'm actually from Australia so it's autumn here! It was such a hot summer so I'm very happy for autumn and winter, they are my favourite seasons!! I hope you are enjoying spring though 💕

Oh my goodness, you're too lovely!! Thank you for always being so understanding and supportive, sweetness, it seriously means so much to me! I'm sure things will look up, my sweet, and you're right, it's definitely good to take a break sometimes but honestly, you guys are important to me too. On some of my worst days, you guys have helped lift me up from a bad place, and your words of kindness have given me so much love and comfort. For having you angels in my life, I'm certainly a lucky one, that is for sure! 😘😘😘 Oh my goodness, sweets, I'm so jealous!! I wish it was Autumn here. Something about Autumn and Winter just seems to soothe me. They're my favourite seasons too! For some reason I get restless in the summer, but I think it's because it doesn't rain as much and I'm addicted to it. Without it, my moods seem to last longer. Dunno what that's about?? Oh! Random pointless fact! My Argentinian Mama was born in Australia, in Mackay. She loved it there, even though they moved again when she was like three or four, and always wishes she'd moved back. I fully intend to visit one day, though I admit, I am a bit terrified of spiders and I'm hoping they don't get as big as people claim they do 😫😫😫I hope the Autumn weather is treating you well, my sweet, and only rains if you want it too ^^ ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

Baeee! I don't really know what's going on in your life, but I really hope you get better. I also wish I could so something for you, but as of now, the only thing I can do is try to comfort you with words. I really HATE that you get hate messages when you are feeling like this. It just end up making feeling you worse. I wish I could stop all people from sending those kind of messages to you. However, I love the way you respond. You did not even once insulted that anon, I bet it's bc you (1/?)

yourself knows how a simple word from someone could have a great effect in somebody else's life. Not only that, but you did not even once sounded bitchy or snappy, on the other hand, you sound worried that you had hurt that anon in some kind of way. That's why I love you, because even if you are the writer and the owner of this blog, you don't go sending everyone away just because they had a different opinion about something. I myself know it because there where times when I expressed my (2/?)opinion and I was treated badly by the writers, just because I didn't exactly said what they wanted to hear. That's why you are the person I love the most in tumblr. You always read my asks and even though you say that you are crap at replying, I don't think so. Because even if you take your time, your replies are always thoughtful. I love coming here and seeing your replies, because they aren't crude, instead they are kind and lovely. I remember when I first came to this blog. I saw (3/?)Shameless on the timeline and I went to your blog. Then I asked you to write Truth or Dare and you kept worrying about if it was too long or if I wouldn't like. You also kept calling me adorable. You were and still are such a sweetheart. You will always be my favorite writer. The things I just mentioned are just some of your qualities, but I know you have a lot more of them. I jus want you to know that you are important to me and that everything is going to be alright. I know it because (4/?went throught hardships. There where times when it was so difficult to keep a smile at my face, but finally me and my family surpassed those hardships. I took a lot of time, longer than you may think but we have overcome those difficult days. And I also know that you can do it too. I believe in you, and I know you will get out of this. I love you very much, my dear first and only tumblr friend...Now...about Uni, well we are still on strike (I now think that's the word). So, now we have (6/?)been 41 days without classes. And the thing is that it's our government fault. Because our country has a big debt and they want to make us pay by cutting the funds for university which mean that the tution fees would double ir even triple, and the money they want to take away from the university is so much that it will make the institution inoperant. So, that's why we are on a strike, tho, Idk what's going to happen. Also, yes, I'm so excited about BTS going to the BBMAs. I hope they win(7/?)

Oh my good lord, my sweet A.B!! You're gonna make me cry, but they will be tears of joy and so much love!! I am never gonna know what I did in a past life to deserve you!! The unconditional love, and support you give me means so much more than I could ever tell you! Honestly, you're so right, words can hold so much power, and the comfort your words always brings me is immense. I'm so unbelievably lucky to have you in my life, sometimes I need to pinch myself to make sure it's real! You will always be extremely special to me, and I hope you know that. You're my Adorable Baepsae, and to say you've been with me since the beginning isn't even close to an exaggeration, TorD was one of the first scenarios I wrote!! Gosh, I'm getting so emotional! Thank you so much for this message, and every message you've ever sent me. I'm sorry you've had negative experiences messaging people, it sucks because it can be such a touchy subject. I think it's hard when it comes to expressing our opinions, and I would never want to make anyone feel like their opinions are invalid or that they couldn't come and talk to me. I'm sure other writers wouldn't want or mean to make people feel like they can't either, it can just feel really personal to us sometimes, and we can get a bit protective over it. I'm sure they didn't mean to upset you, it can just be hard not to take it personally. Especially when there are some people who don't put their opinions in a very nice way (which I'm certain you never would because you are an absolute Angel, my sweet A.B, and you're lovely both inside and out. Which is one of the many reasons I love you ^^). I know I can be incredibly oversensitive sometimes, it's one of the reasons I worried about starting a writing account but I've been so incredibly lucky and though there have been moments when people haven't been very nice, the huge vast majority of people have been so amazingly lovely to me, and I'm so fortunate and blessed to have such great people and positivity in my life.I think you're right, my sweet A.B, it will take time but I can get through it. I've just gotta force myself to keep going, and smile even when I don't feel like it. There's this old classic song I find myself singing all the time while I'm just walking around, and it actually helps a lot. I don't think it'll be a quick road to happiness again, but there are moments when the world doesn't seem so bleak and those are the moments to strive for. Honestly, it's kinda my own fault I regressed, I watched this ridiculously sad and upsetting show on Netflix in one long sitting, and it just completely messed with my head. I wasn't in the right frame of mind to watch it, it was a mistake that I've learnt from, and now I'm only watching comedies with the occasional horror movie thrown into the mix, because they are my guilty pleasure and I can't not watch them ^^ Seriously, thank you for all your love and support, as well as all the comfort you've given me since the first day you messaged me. You've offered me nothing but kindness, and the smiles you've given me, there are way too many to count. As soon as I start a message from you, there is a massive grin on my face, no matter how low my mood was before. You, and all the other lovely amazing people I've met on here, are a reason to keep smiling, no matter how hard my heart aches, and I don't care how cheesy this sounds, there will never be a moment I'm alive that I'm not completely grateful and thankful for that. My heart might be hurting, but it's also full of love, all I can hope is that I can spread that love and kindness around and do as good by you and others as you've done by me. Pay the love forward is what I need to do! And to say I love you, my sweet A.B, is the understatement of the century. My love for you is infinite, and cannot be measured, no matter how hard I try. You're an angel, and I'm incredibly super lucky to have met you, even if it couldn't be in person ^^Oh my god!! Honestly, our governments are the part of the world I'm seriously losing faith in, and it's scaring the hell out of me!! Why do they keep messing with the education system and expecting people to just accept it? It's so frustrating. They took the cap off Uni tuition in my country quite a few years back, and it caused so much shit here. Man, it really sucks, I'm sorry you've gotta deal with this so close to the end of your second year. You shouldn't have to stress over this right now, on top of everything else. It sucks when everything is so up in the air. I hope it comes to ahead soon, and things work out for the best for everyone, especially the students who are suffering.You know I'm here if you ever need to talk, whenever you need me. Maaaaan! I think Tumblr ate part of your message again, which is getting extremely annoying as hell, but yessssss!! BTS at the BBMAS!! I'm too excited, but at the same time so nervous and I don't know why!!!!? I'm sure they're gonna have a great night, and maybe even bring home an award, which will be so freaking amazing!! I'm super proud of them whether or not they win, they've done so well and have come so far, they deserve all the recognition they've been getting!! Thank you again for this message, my lovely A.B, you're too sweet for words and mean so so much to me. I'll love you forever, make no doubt about that!! ^^ ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

Sea I've missed you!! ❤❤ how are you? I hope you're doing well. I'm always happy when you appear on my dash again 😊 I hope to see you more often! 💕

Hey my babeh!! Oh my goodness, oh my goodness!! I missed you too, my lovely, it's been so long!! I do admit, I'm doing so-so at the moment, but I'm telling myself that's life and sometimes it does help, so I'm just truckin' on ^^ Awww, you're such an angel, whose too good to me! I'll try to be around more often, sweets, I'm just so terrible at keeping track of the days, fml! I hope you're doing absolutely fabulous, my sweet, and enjoying the Spring (though I'll admit, I miss Autumn/Winter already, lmfao, bring back the raaaaain!) ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

Hi Sea! I love you! I hope you're doing well!

Hi sweetness!! Gosh, I sure as heck love you too!! In the spirit of continued honesty I'm not doing too great, but I'm better today than I was yesterday, so maybe things are looking up! ^^ I hope everything's great with you, lovely, and life is treating you grand ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

We don't deserve you honestly. You may be taking your time away from this blog but geez, every time you get hateful messages you don't just fight back with hate and it's very mature. But all in all you don't deserve any of the flack that you get.

No, my sweet, it's me that doesn't deserve you! You're an angel! Seriously, thank you so much for this message! I worry I handled it a little too harshly but I have to admit I was quite hurt. But gosh, you're such a sweetheart, and have put such a smile on my face! My angel on Earth!! ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

I love you Sea

I love you too, you sweet blessed Angel, so much!! ♡

[deliriousscenarios]

(part 1) I have a really big confession to make, and I hope if I send you this I can be free from this so called trauma. IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT. IT IS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU THAT I FEEL NAUSEOUS WHEN I SEE FANFICS THAT WILL END UP HAVING BABIES, WHICH NOW LED TO ME KIND OF SCARED TO HAVE MY OWN BABIES. This started when you first released a chapter of that Jaebum series you're doing ,when (Y/N) first realized she was pregnant. I just wanted to say something nice cause you were my favorite writer to

(part 2) not feel pressured and write your fanfic freely. Back then I thought maybe there were people who were rushing you to end the story so I told you to not care about them, cause I thought you put in her pregnancy too fast. BUT GUESS WHAT YOU SENT ME BACK. YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS WRONG, YOU SAID THAT NO ONE WAS PRESSURING YOU SO I SHOULD BACK OFF. IDK IF YOU WERE HAVING A BAD DAY THAT DAY OR NOT, BUT GUESS WHAT, THAT ONE DAY RUINED PROBABLY MY WHOLE LIFE, YOU NOT ONLY REJECTED MY KINDNESS

Honestly I'm really struggling to answer this ask, so much so that I considered not responding but I don't want you to think I'm ignoring you. I just don't quite know how to get my thoughts in order, and it doesn't help that tumblr has eaten pt of this, so I think I'm finding it difficult to understand. I would like to say though, that I am truly sorry something I've done or said has made you feel this way, but at the same time I really don't feel like anything I said in my original response warrants this sort of accusation and if I'm being completely honest with myself, I'm actually really hurt and upset as well as a lot angered by this. I'm really struggling to understand what I've done to ruin your whole life, and I take that accusation extremely seriously so please, I really need you to explain to me what it was about my response that made you feel like that. Maybe I'm wrong but from what I've reread, not once did I tell you to back off, or anything else even slightly pertaining to that. All I did was tell you that you were wrong, that I wasn't being rushed, and the story was going at the pace I wanted it to go. Maybe I'm completely delusional here, but I actually don't think I was being an arsehole to you at all, and I don't understand why you think I was rejecting your kindness. Because I didn't automatically agree with you, nor change my scenario to suit what you wanted? Just out of curiosity, are you also the anon that randomly called me a bitch? Not that it matters, but I'm sorry if you are because all I can assume is that I've really hurt you and that is never something I would want to do. It's been almost a year since you first messaged me, and I'm sorry you didn't feel you could get back in touch before now so we could speak about it, but can you understand though, why I think this message is unnecessarily harsh and uncalled for? When it comes to the issue of you not being able to handle scenarios containing pregnancy and your now fear of having children, if you've really been affected that drastically by my response to you then that's something you really need to speak to a professional about. I don't know you, and I have no idea what you've been through in life, but trying to lay that blame at my feet, and expecting me to shoulder it, is completely wrong and frankly, self serving as hell. As much as I don't know you, the same goes for vice versa, you do not know me, not even a little bit, and I'm sorry putting a pregnancy in my scenario hurt you but it was put in for a very personal reason to me, and isn't something I should have to feel completely shit about because it didn't please you. It's my story and it's my right to write it however I damn well please. Maybe at any other time I wouldn't have taken this as badly as I have but right now, I can't deal with this, and I'm truly sorry if I've come across as heartless but I think you're bang out of order.