Delta Eyre

Sorry for the mess. My brain just doesn't stick to one subject. Enjoy all the things!

[saracastically]

toothless in 99 i got a ton of toothless requests; so i made this one move

commissions are open

[minarachelle-deactivated2016033]

The Beast

[disneyboost]

[mishacolins]

[wingbeifong-deactivated20160204]

my texting ability has plummeted these past couple days and its all because of anime. i cant look away from the screen long enough to text back because i dont speak japanese and those subtitles are a lifeline

[disneytasthic-blog]

There was a rockslide, a TERRIBLE ROCKSLIDE

[philbins]

Aladdin on Broadway (x)

[beyondthegoblincity]

After a million miles or so, we might find out we’re home

[sharpentertainment]

[julieandrewss]

Brittney Lee + Walt Disney Animation Studios

[natchios]

It only hurts when I say,

It’s just another day

[maybe-next-to-normal]

Words cannot accurately describe how perfect this show really was

[mccannit]

[recovery-butterfly-deactivated2]

[deltaeyre]

Always second best.

I was recently SO CLOSE to achieving my dream role...and the sucky thing is, I didn't do anything wrong...I was just second best. I was a stronger actor, but the woman who got the part has some killer pipes. THE DIRECTOR LITERALLY PRIVATE MESSAGED ME AND TOLD ME THAT SHE ABSOLUTELY LOVED MY ACTING, HUMOR, AND VULNERABILITY, BUT THAT THEY WANTED HER BIG VOICE. ADD SALT TO THE WOUND. Currently, I feel like I'm always second best in everything I do. Im never the prettiest, I'm never the smartest, I'm never the smallest, I'm never the best singer or dancer. Im always the perfect replacement or substitute, because I'm just as good, dependable and always there. I try SO HARD, but it never seems to be enough... I find solace online by singing on youtube for people who i have never met, who probably feel the same way i do...and are in my same boat. 

I'm not trying to rant. Or be crazy upset. I love this show, and I still accepted a small part and its starting to grow on me... Every day is a battle not to wish the actress falls, breaks something, and can't go on. I feel bad and I shouldn't do that... but i do. I'm working on it, I'm getting over it and i'm trying to look on it with a good light. Sometimes it just stings worse being second best. 

My mom pointed out to me that, with each rejection i get, i always strive to be better. Sure, I didn't get my dream role, but I'll make them regret it when they see my work ethic and characterization! I can do this!!!  I don't know why I decided to type this out...my heart just hurts right now. You know? I think about them rehearsing and a weight just settles on my chest.  I just needed to write it out and share my feelings. Maybe there are others who are in my same boat. Tumblr and Twitter are the only places I can share how i'm feeling about this...because all my friends and new cast members are on my Facebook, and i never like to seem like a debbie downer.  Thanks for letting me vent. 

[deltaeyre]

One Day More - YouTube Fancast

[fuckyeahdisneyfanart]

[baudelaired]

“Princesses don’t marry kitchen boys”