of fire and ice

❝ WITHOUT THE DARK , WE WOULD NEVER SEE THE STARS. ❞ || independent , private , & mature TWILIGHT MULTIMUSE

[maimedaffaira]

𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭     ,     𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒 𝚔𝚎𝚙𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚊𝚝𝚑.       ||      a  private multimuse    ,     as  written  by  char. 

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i moved my popular babes over to my main multi , @alwaysasteroid

so i might actually use them najdkfans

[delunc]

i’m making 3 twilight tarot decks.  one with book based representation ,  one movie ,  & one with alternate races bc fuck u smeyer.  i’ll post updates about it here & on my main i think ,  but i figured u guys would be most interested u.u 

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ROSALIE 

her lips remain curving upwards in a devious smirk. the moment he freezes and shivers come from his body she lets out a laugh and releases him, her frame slipping back into the water. “ corpses are less dead than us i guess… ” she comments while drifting back into his line of sight. “ am i really that cold? ” rosalie queries, lifting a hand out of the water and examines it before letting it find his chest. listening out for any change of breathing or heart rate for further exploration of the idea. “ i’ve been dead a long time…might be why. there’s no blood or heart pumping…just…stone. ” her gaze drops from his and the smirk falls away. “ not human, remember? ” hues slowly move back up to meet his while her hand plops into the water causing a small splash.

HE SHIVERS  WHEN  SHE  GETS  OFF  ,   shaking  off  the  cold.         ❝     it’s  not  a  painful  cold.           not  pleasant  ,  but  it’s  mostly  just  jarring  against  how  hot  i  am,     ❞          he  tries  to  explain  ,  his  fingers  coming  up  to  brush  along  her  arm  despite  the  quicker  thrum  of  his  pulse.              when  her  hand  falls  ,  he  purses  his  lips.           ❝     don’t  make  me  make  you  feel  better  about  being  a  bloodsucker  ,    ❞        he  groans  ,  giving  a  fake  look  of  disgust.        ❝     you’re  still  the  girl  you  always  were.      just  ...   bathed  in  glitter  &  rose  perfume.      ❞

[delunc]

starter call !  tell me who u want. 

[delunc]

ROSALIE HALE

she could hear the clear change in his breathing but anyone could in the distance that their frames were to each other. no immortal qualities needed for close proximity. the grin lingers on rosalie’s lips at the thought that she has any affect on the wolf. it is something she could tease him about later but for now, she would play nice. “ drown me? you forget that i don’t have to breathe. ” she voices. her hues scanning over his features while she effortlessly takes in every word. “ a candle-store? i’d say that smell isn’t so bad…could be worse. i thought it was considering the tantrum you throw whenever i come around. ” she lifts a hand and shoves his shoulder, knowing it would do no harm in the body of water. “ i’m always right…but you’ll learn that soon enough if you keep that treaty down. ” rosalie sends a wink in his direction before her body sinks into the water again and only comes back up when his back is facing her. pale arms swiftly reach out and snake around his neck from behind, her front leaning into his warmth. “ never drop your guard, dog . ” though she didn’t think that he has and so she prepares herself for a well-deserved reaction.

HE’S  SURPRISED  SHE’S  EVEN  WILLING  TO  TOUCH  HIM  ,  much  less  that  much.           admittedly  ,  the  amount  of  cold  wrapped  around  him  makes  him  respond  more  than  the  girl  it  comes  from.         DESPITE  THE  FACT  HE’S  NOT  SCARED  OF  HER  IN  PARTICULAR  ,     he  hisses  ,  the  stark  difference  between  hot  &  cold  sending  a  shiver  up  his  spine.       it  was  like  his  body  wanted  to  shift  just  to  keep  warm.             ❝         good  gods  -----------    corpses  are  warmer  than  you  guys  are.    ❞

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EDWARD MASEN

EDWARD CLICKS HIS TONGUE AGAINST HIS TEETH, just like his mother used to when she chided him. He hates that she’s drawn to him. Humans often are because they find him beautiful, even more so than his siblings at times (save Rosalie, of course) but this is different. She wants to get to know him. When has anyone ever wanted that outside his coven? (Sometimes within his coven too, if he’s honest.) He mutters in his native Chinese, too soft for her to hear, a waste of precious breath he needs to hold on to to speak between holding his breath around her. What he said would’ve gotten him boxed around the ears if his mother or his aunts had heard it. “I’m not sure you want that.”

Thankfully the food smells are enough to drown out the worst of it. It’s easier to talk to her here, be around her here. The idea of hanging out with her vapid and shallow human friends (Angela aside) is so appalling it makes him want to laugh. He can’t stand any of them and their horrible thoughts. Jessica alone makes him want to crawl out of his skin. How does he say no without saying no? He doesn’t want this door to close even though he should bolt it shut. “Which beach?” He pauses. “I have to go to Port Angeles anyway. I could drive you.” And he can’t resist adding, “I’m not sure that truck of yours would survive the trip both ways.”

BELLA  PURPOSEFULLY  KEEPS  HER  GAZE  OFF  OF  HIM  ,  not  wanting  to  let  him  see  just  how  nervous  he  makes  her.         she’s  not  used  to  such  pretty  people  all  trying  to  be  her  friend   ,    much  less  one  that  seemed  so  adamant  against  her  very  existence.            in  arizona  ,  she  was  just  bella   ;    just  as  plain  as  everyone  else  -------------  nothing  new  or  novel  about  her.            SHE  WOULD  FADE  INTO  THE  BACKGROUND  HERE  EVENTUALLY.          

a  disdainful  little  scoff  escapes  her  as  he  insults  her  truck.            ❝    YOU  SHOULD  RESPECT  YOUR  ELDERS.           that  truck  is  old  enough  for  senior  discounts  &  she  still  keeps  going.        ❞             she  leans  against  the  salad  bar  as  she  finally  turns  her  gaze  on  him  once  more.         ❝      but  ,  fine.       i’ll  compromise  ------  you  can  drive.      ❞              she  bites  the  edge  of  her  lip  just  a  bit.           ❝      -------------------  la  push  ,  by  the  way.           i  have  a  uhm       .  .  .      childhood  friend  there.         but  everyone  else  is  going  for  whale  watching  or  surfing.     ❞

[delunc]

@roseguided​    /   ❛   sit .   gesture  for  my  muse  to  sit  down . / bella to edward

EDWARD  NEVER  KNEW  EXACTLY  WHAT  TO  EXPECT  FROM  HER  -----------------     a  product  of  not  being  able  to  hear  her  thoughts  ,  he’s  sure.            he  can’t  predict  how  she’ll  react  to  him.             it’s  frustrating  &  intoxicating  &  maddening  &  compelling.             even  something  as  simple  as  her  wanting  him  near  her  after  he’s  behaved  as  a  child  might  after  a  tantrum  he’s  thrown  -------------  quite  literally  thrown  ,  considering  the  tree  broken  across  the  meadow.           SHE  DIDN’T  CARE  ABOUT  THE  DANGER  ; didn’t  care  that  she  should  not  be  here  ,  beckoning  the  monster  closer  to  her.     

he  can’t  deny  her  ,  though.           so  he  sits  with  her  ,  brows  knit  slightly  in  confusion  as  he  tries  to  determine  how  she’s  feeling.         &&  then  she’s  asking  for  his  hand  ,  which  he  turns  over  to  her  ,  allowing  her  warm  digits  to  brush  his  porcelain  skin.         the  same  hands  that  had  nearly  stolen  from  wrist  from  the  arm  &&  the  same  hands  that  had  ripped  apart  a  tree  like  it  were  paper.           she’s  touching  him  as  if  he’s  the  breakable  thing.       he  wishes  he  could  explain  the  strange  sensation  it  brings  ---  like  electricity  &  fire  buzzing  along  his  skin  ,  though  never  painfully.            ❝     tell  me  what  you’re  thinking  ?         please.      ❞

[delunc]

JASPER 

  he hadn’t been expecting that.  not even remotely.  his shock probably bleeds out to her.  he stares.  though he wouldn’t necessarily peg her to have any of the traditional signs of lying.  she’s always been relatively easy to read.  jasper doesn’t blink for a few solid minutes.  at least his mouth isn’t open.   “and what if I don’t believe you?  what’s the harm in continuing to-to hate you?  to be mad at you?  do you know how long i refused to believe that what you did was-”  his words die out and his shoulders curl in slightly.  “why now?  i get it, you had perfectly good motive.  you were angry and desperate and i had no idea what actual love felt like.”

❝       THINGS  FELL  APART    .  .  .      in  texas  ,  i  mean.     ❞           her  gaze  falls  away  from  him  as  she  tries  to  retain  her  general  confident  demeanor  ,  despite  the  fact  she  had  no  real  reason  to  be  anymore.           ❝       i  had  to  scatter.          too  much  attention  ---------   you  understand.     ❞          everyone  knew  the  volturi  would  come  after  her  eventually.          ❝     don’t  worry.       i’m  not  asking  for  your  protection  -------    ❞         a  wry  smile  as  she  glances  back  at  him.           ❝       i  only  came  to  apologize  -------------   whether  you  accept  that  or  not  is  up  to  you.       but  ,  seeing  as  i  was  running  through  this  area  ,  i  knew  i  had  to  try.         EVERYTHING  HADN’T  BEEN  WORTH  IT.          hurting  you  .  .  .    hadn’t  been  worth  it.        you  were  the  only  real  thing  i  had  ,  &&  even  that  wasn’t  enough  to  wake  me  up.   ❞

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ROSALIE 

when his tan frame collides into the waves, she waits for him to eventually resurface and she doesn’t fight a roll of her eyes at his words. “ show off… ” she dives underneath the water and doesn’t come up until her frame is inches away from his, swiping the blonde locks out of the way of her vision of jacob. “ you know, you still smell… ” her smirk lingers as water splashes onto her porcelain skin. briefly a sparkle appears with the sun peaking out of the thin clouds above them. rosalie ignores it. she would love to forget what she is—especially right now. she wants to have fun for once. “ what’s your plan? trying to figure out a way of offing me without anyone noticing? ‘m surprised you even offered for me to join you…but i’m sure you didn’t expect me to say yes either… ”

the  sparkle  off  her  skin  draws  his  breath  in  a  gentle  upward  pitch  --------   once  he’d  thought  of  that  shine  the  same  way  edward  had  ;  a  clear  distinction  that  they  were  inhuman  &  evil.          on  her  ,  it  was  kind  of  .  .  .   pretty.        ❝    I  DON’T  SUPPOSE  I  COULD  DROWN  YOU  ,  COULD  I  ?     ❞            better  to  taunt  her  than  admit  he  finds  her  pretty  in  any  capacity  ------  of  course  he  did  ;  he  wasn’t  blind.         had  anyone  in  her  life  ever  found  her  unattractive  ?              ❝    you’re  the  one  that  joined  me  ,  remember  ?           with  your  candle-store-nauseating  smell.   ❞          amusement  crosses  tanned  features  as  he  tilts  his  head  slightly.             ❝      you’re  right  though.         i  didn’t  think  we’d  get  this  far.    ❞

[delunc]

@liveslost​  /   “I mean, is there a chance for me? To have another life after this, a better one?”    CARLISLE  &  ROSALIE 

     A  QUESTION  HE’S  PONDERED  MORE  THAN  ONCE  ABOUT  HIS  OWN  LIFE  --------------------  was  there  more  ?          something  better  waiting  beyond  the  veil  of  their  second  lives  ?         or  was  this  it  ?            HAD  HE  DOOMED  HER  TO  THIS  ETERNAL  LIFE  ,  no  hope  of  something  after  ?         even  he  doesn’t  know  the  answer.         how  many  places  of  worship  had  he  wandered  into  in  his  centuries  of  life  ,  simply  begging  the  structures  to  reveal  something  to  him  ------- a  vision  ,  a  voice  ,  a  hint  of  something.         it  never  brought  forth  anything  new  other  than  the  faint  echo  of  peace  ------------  IF  THERE  WAS  NOTHING  ELSE  ,  AT  LEAST  THIS  LIFE  WAS  ETERNAL.      

❝        to  be  honest  with  you    .  .  .    ?           i  don’t  know.           i  was  once  a  MAN  OF  FAITH.     i  could  still  recite  the  bible  front  to  back  for  you  ,  but   .  .  .      i  know  as  much  &&  as  little  as  any  regular  person  in  regards  to  what’s  after  this.       ❞              a  pause  as  he  sits  back  in  his  seat  ,  hands  steepled  against  his  abdomen  as  he  slouches  ,  honeyed  gaze  focusing  on  her.           ❝      unless  you’re  simply  asking  if  you’d  find  a  happier  life  elsewhere   .  .   .    outside  of  our  coven  ?        in  that  case  ,  perhaps  -------    ❞           a  soft  ,  sad  smile  touches  his  lips.        ❝      you  have  no  obligation  to  stay  with  your  creator  ,  though  it  would  certainly  pain  me  to  see  you  go.      ❞

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  some  wintery  sentence  starters  to  help  you  stay  warm  these  holidays!  )

❛ your lips look cold, want me to warm them up for you? ❜

❛ check it out, i’m a dragon! ❜

❛ you have snowflakes in your hair. ❜

❛ i know it’s winter, but you don’t have to act so cold! ❜

❛ want to go for a walk and check out all the lights? ❜

❛ how are you wearing shorts in this weather?! ❜

❛ it’s so cold, but you’re so warm. ❜

❛ i don’t need mistletoe to kiss you. ❜

❛ here, you can have my scarf. ❜

❛ want some hot chocolate? ❜

❛ you know, i’ve never seen snow before. ❜

❛ please open the door before i freeze to death. ❜

❛ but seriously, do you want to build a snowman? ❜

❛ there’s space for you by the fire, come sit. ❜

❛ wait, is that mistletoe? ❜

❛ winter is coming / winter is here. ❜

❛ a snowball fight? oh, it is so on! ❜

❛ looks like we’re snowed in for the night. ❜

❛ are you warm enough? ❜

❛ did you know that icicles make the perfect murder weapon? ❜

❛ i’m catching snowflakes with my tongue, what’s it look like i’m doing? ❜

❛ nightmare before christmas is a christmas movie. it’s literally in the title! ❜

❛ you look pretty covered in snow, guess that’s why they’re called snow angels. ❜

❛ you were outside for one minute, how can you be dying of hypothermia? ❜

❛ i think i burned my tongue on my hot chocolate. ❜

❛ i like it out here. it’s peaceful. ❜

❛ you’re like my own personal space heater. ❜

❛ if you don’t have gloves, you can just hold my hand. ❜

❛ if i slip on the ice, it’s totally your fault. ❜

❛ behold! the perfect snowball. ❜

❛ let’s just stay in and watch the snow. ❜

❛ i’m cold, can we cuddle? ❜

❛ i’ll be home for christmas, i promise. ❜

❛ holy shit, your hands are freezing! ❜

❛ there. now your snow angel has a friend. ❜

❛ what should we name our snowman? ❜

❛ i guess it’s just my overused hoodie and i against the world. ❜

❛ i’ll be your date for that christmas party if you don’t have one yet. ❜

❛ being stuck inside with you all day is my worst nightmare. ❜

❛ sorry! i didn’t mean to throw that snowball so hard. ❜

❛ i made a dick out of snow. it’s happy to see you. ❜

❛ there’s never a bad time for ice cream. ❜

❛ come here, let me warm you up. ❜

❛ you’ve never seen snow before? ❜

❛ the holidays aren’t so bad with you around. ❜

❛ either you cuddle me, or stop hogging all the blankets. ❜

❛ fine, i’ll be nice. but just until the holidays are over. ❜

❛ winter is for hibernating. i’m going back to sleep. ❜

[delunc]

muses found here. please specify who you want !

[delunc]

ROSALIE. 

she hums, letting her lips curve into a devious smirk at the chance to take the wolf up on his offer of a possible brawl. “ you’d have to catch me first… ” she reminds him and almost scoffing at the mention of edward being anything close to perfect. “ he most definitely is not. carlisle gives him too much credit. if anything, alice is a saint. he is nothing close to her kindness…even if hers is nauseating sometimes… ” rosalie allows herself to look away but then is not able to help but glance over when he stands up. immediately on guard until he practically demands her to go in the water with him. “ you’re serious? you want to hang out with me? ” elbows supporting her weight as she lays in the sand with her jacket underneath her frame. “ i can’t promise to tan but i guess i could go for a swim. ” the smell of jacob makes her want to run far away but she also makes note of the fact that the longer she is there with him, the more tolerable it is. “ first things first; i am not getting these pants wet. they’re too expensive. look away if you’re uncomfortable…’m sure it’s nothing you’ve seen before. ” she sarcastically and teasingly remarks, slipping them off and tossing them with her jacket. “ beat ya’ there… ” in the blink of an eye, she is at the water with her frame pushing against the waves. “ come on, jacob ! don’t be a sore loser. ”

❝       I  JUST  DON’T  WANNA  SIT  IN  THE  SAND.           don’t  let  it  go  to  your  head.       ❞             he  laughs  to  himself  ,  rolling  his  eyes  at  her  as  she  undresses.               HE  WON’T  HUMOR  HER  IN  SAYING  SHE’S  RIGHT  ;  well  ,  partially.          he’s  seen  leah  naked  more  times  than  he  ever  wants  to  admit  -------  but  it’s  true  no  girls  have  purposefully  undressed  around  him.         

as  she  rushes  off  without  him  ,  he  scoffs  &  pulls  his  hair   up  into  a  bun  before  jogging  back  into  the  water.            he  jumps  quite  a  distance  before  diving  under  the  water.             strong  form  pushes  through  the  water  easily  ,  sending  him  a  good  deal  away  from  land  in  only  a  few  strokes.            when  he  surfaces  &  looks  over  at  her.            ❝        you  were  saying  ?     ❞          he  calls  ,  laughter  bubbling  up.

[delunc]

ROSALIE 

“ oh, so now we’re buddy, buddy… am i understanding you correctly? we’re just supposedly to get along now? ” her words are supposed to come out as playful but she isn’t sure how well that comes across to him. “ i don’t mind the shade…but the sun is…well, was nice once… i can barely feel it now. ” i never did choose this life, jacob. she wishes to say. i don’t revel in the way that i’m different. i’d rather act as human as possible. her gaze drifts back over to the water for a moment to hide the emotions that can no longer come across the perfect features she was given along with the immortality. she can’t cry. she can’t burn or tan. she isn’t human. she misses those days…the good ones atleast. “ though, i do love the waves. the sound is better then the bickering at home…it can almost drown it all out here. ” her hand flicks up in response to his teasing words and sends a small amount of minerals beneath them in his direction. “ and i’m not afraid to get dirty, believe it or not, dog. sand won’t kill me. ”

❝               NEVER  SAID  WE  HAD  TO  GET  ALONG.              but  i’m  less  likely  to  rip  your  throat  out  for  fun  now  ,              ❞                he  teases  back  ,  eyes  turning  back  towards  the  ocean.            he  catches  onto  her  sadder  disposition.          wonders  ,  but  doesn’t  ask.                ❝          you  mean  that  house  isn’t  a  peaceful  paradise  ?                impossible.           edward’s  a   fuckin’  saint.           ❞                   could  he  say  something  with  less  feeling  ?            probably  not.          

❝          GO  SWIMMING  WITH  ME.          ❞               he  says  after  a  moment’s  pause.            he  pushes  himself  up  from  the  sand  &  offers  his  hand  to  her.               ❝         you  don’t  get  to  show  up  to  our  beach  &  lay  there  &  not  tan.         ❞

[delunc]

ROSALIE ​

“ you always smell…i’m just choosing to tolerate it today. ” she replies while she approaches. her eyes looking over him for a little too long. “ carlisle told me you’d dropped the treaty…had to come see for myself. ” an unnecessary sigh escapes past her lips, “ guess since i’m here and not dog meat then i’m okay. ” though, instead of turning back, she takes several steps closer to the water. a slight smile coming upon her lips both at the sight in front of her and his terrible joke. “ ha ha, very funny, got anymore overdone jokes up your…? well, you don’t have sleeves…you know what i mean. i come in peace. ” the blonde states while slipping her jacket off and laying it out on the sand beside him—a feet or so away. “ why’d you get rid of it? just curious… ” the vampire settles on her back in the sand, taking in the sounds around her. it is peaceful. she is beginning to debate coming back here more often before she quickly pushes the thought away completely. i don’t want to be around those mutts all the time…right? they don’t like us and we don’t like them.

❝                 BECAUSE  WE  HAVE  NO  QUARREL  WITH  YOUR  COVEN.          not  anymore.           ❞                     not  since  renesmee’s  birth.             they  couldn’t  continue  fighting  when  they  had  bigger  problems  in  italy.            HE’D  ALWAYS  PROTECT  BELLA  -------  &&  any  weird  hybrid  kid  she  had.           ❝       ‘sides.         all  of  you  could  use  some  sunshine.        ❞         amusement  settles  on  his  face  as  he  glances  over  at  her  ,    seeing  the  faint  glitter  of  her  arms  in  the  dull  sunlight.            the  clouds  keep  most  of  it  covered  from  the  humans  ,  but  his  enhanced  gaze  picks  up  the  shine.                  ❝           careful  ,  blondie.           you’re  going  to  get  sand  in  your  hair.      ❞             he  smirks  slightly  before  flicking  over  a  bit  of  sand.      

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❝             YOU  ARE  SUCH  A  STRANGE  HUMAN.           you  can’t  tell  me  you’re  truly  relaxed  next  to  me  after  everything  you’ve  learned.          ❞             amusement  is  in  his  tone  ,  even  as  his  gaze  appears  as  though  he’s  truly  trying  to  figure  her  out  all  at  once.            he  rolls  onto  his  side  ,  the  soft  ground  beneath  them  giving  way  slightly  as  his  elbow  digs  in  so  that  he  can  half  hover  over  her.              {        he’s  not  deaf  to  the  way  her  breath  hitches  slightly  or  the  stutter  in  her  heart  rate.         HE’D  RATHER  ASSUME  SHE’S  SCARED  THAN  EXCITED.      }              

❝       will  you  tell  me  what  you’re  thinking      ...      ?              it  is  alarmingly  quiet  this  far  away  from  town.        ❞              his  lips  curve  into  the  slightest  little  smile  ,  conveying  his  joke.            strange  for  a  normal  person  to  complain  about  not  being  able  to  constantly  hear  voices  in  his  head.                      BUT  THEN  AGAIN  WHEN  WAS  THE  LAST  TIME  HE  WAS  NORMAL  ?            1918  ?           /  @roseguided​