a gay mess

Alex. Crying and being gay since 1998. Welcome to my place.

[vexheart]

[poeta-herido]

[svubensler]

[thoughtcascades]

my thoughts are doing parkour off the walls of my skull

[vexheart]

This

[paper-wounds]

[feral-ballad]

Anna Akhmatova, tr. by Lenore Mayhew and William Mcnaughton, from Poem Without A Hero and Selected Poems; “In a dream”

[mypoeticsoul-ny]

"Love should not feel like a negotiation of your worth."

If this resonates, you’ll find more on this topic here → Red Flags in Relationships

[mournfulroses]

Albert Camus, from a notebook entry featured in The Complete Notebooks of Albert Camus

[mournfulroses]

Ada Limón, from "Against Breaking: On the Power of Poetry," originally published in April 2026

[minimalistquotes]

The disrespect was so loud at the end that the memories lost all value.

[paper-wounds]

via

[istoowrong]

!!!

[paper-wounds]

[paper-wounds]

[paper-wounds]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra

[forsakenangst]

Edgar Allan Poe, from the poem Annabel Lee, originally published in 1849.