Drawing and Dreaming

Filipino | She/They | 30+ | Fanartist | Multifandom blog

[demidoodlefox]

HELLO!

My name's Demi. I like to draw; usually for Yu-Gi-Oh! DM, Pokemon, Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss. You can use my art as reference for your own works as long as I'm credited. PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY WORKS WITHOUT PROPERLY CREDITING ME (more info) PLEASE DO NOT FEED MY WORKS TO AI.

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This blog contains the following: Spoilers Whump and other dark/problematic fictional themes Sexual content and other mature fictional themes This blog is run by someone over the age of 30. There will be content not suitable for younger folks. Tread at your own risk!

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[demidoodlefox]

What do think about the theory that Lucifer is trans and/or intersex due to his new Pride Month art? His coat is blue, pink, and white while his bow tie looks purple and yellow (personally it looks more dark blue and yellow to me but 🤷‍♀️).

I think it's kind of ambiguous and if they were making a big reveal, they would have made it more obvious. The jacket isn't really patterned like trans flag except for the colors, and it’s hard to tell the colors of the tie.

But Lucifer is a shapeshifter, so he could have easily become a functioning man if that's what he wanted (hence Charlie's existence).

As for intersex, maybe angels all originally had aspects of both sexes (since Adam and Lilith were the First Man and Woman), and some later chose to stick to one or the other- such as Lucifer.

I think it's a cool theory! It's kinda what I'm going for him in The Lightbringer AU.

He's a shapeshifting cosmic being who is the embodiment of Pride in a queer af show. It would make sense if he is also queer in terms of gender identity.

It ain't as explicit as waving a flag around, but it kinda gets you asking why, of all the colors to dress him up in, in a parade where colors represent identities, they put him in trans and nonbinary colors. They could've dressed him in something that matched the pan flag instead.

Perhaps they were hinting rather than making a big reveal but idk.

The idea's fun though.

[acreaturecalledgreed]

the concept and idea of “you can always start trying to be a better person” is extremely important to me both in media and irl and i continue to be deeply deeply disturbed by the trend on this site pushing that these ideas in media are bad writing or even morally reprehensible

because theyd rather someone stay terrible or just straight up die than become a better person 

from a compassionate point of view it’s deeply distressing and from a pragmatic point of view it’s outright frustrating

it’s fucked up. 

[falliblefabrial]

What is the most important step a man can take?

The next.

[inklesspen]

[babblingfishes]

I think part of the pushback about this is the idea that, to “redeem” bad people, their victims must first forgive them for unforgivable acts.

This is false. No one is obligated to forgive you. You can learn from your mistakes and become the best, kindest person on earth, and the people you’ve hurt still won’t forgive you, and you’ll have to accept that. And that doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed to grow. Because we aren’t just “pure” or “sinful”, we’re complex.

[demidoodlefox]

Do you have headcanon for the pillars sexuality?

I think I already stated their sexualities in an old ask. But iirc,

Michael = ace

Gabe, Raph, Raguel = straight

Azrael = ace

Uriel = demi/questioning

[demidoodlefox]

Are you excited for season 3?

[demidoodlefox]

How it will affect your Aus?

Nothing significant.

[demidoodlefox]

So did you see the Hazbin Hotel pride merch?

And what do you think of it?

Lesbian Sera I'm all for it!!!!

Abel and Adam being straight are.... well, I can see Adam being a straight boy. But Abel caught me off-guard. Not a big deal for me. But I see a lot of folks upset. Can't blame them.

Emily is ambiguous. Maybe it will come up in the show...? Idk. I feel she's queer too.

And Lucifer! Sweet baby! I know he's pan but his jacket and bowtie.... hints of trans and nonbinary???? 🤩🤩🤩

Jeremy Jordan dropped some stuff about him. Apparently he created the duck show he was crying over in season 2. Oh the little devil duck is a wreck.

[problemnyatic]

the most valueable skill a white leftist can ever learn is how to take an L with grace.

[problemnyatic]

You gotta be able to take an L if your moral and ethical belief systems are to be capable of guiding you. Otherwise you just have an idealized self where you get really mad and scared when anyone points out it isn't actually you. How the fuck are you gonna walk the walk if you can't handle being told when you are not, in fact, actually walking it

[problemnyatic]

you cannot just socially transition into being a good person you are going to have to settle for being a messy human being who has to try and fail and keep trying to get better like everyone else. yeah even when it's embarassing and sucks for you a lot.

[livseses]

Ya gotta learn to earnestly and honestly say "Oh shit, my bad."

[tartrazeen]

And to then end the sentence there, not launch into a paragraph of explanation or panicked super-apology.

[redstonedust]

i love having the hubris to go 'sure i'll try that, how hard can it be' about every creative skill under the sun. jack of all trades master of shit fuck but who says you have to be a master??? maybe i want to sew a mediocre plushie and code a janky mod and write a bland song. im having fun. im in my lane. im learning and im thriving.

[demidoodlefox]

Happy Pride Month 🏳️‍🌈

[demidoodlefox]

Urgh. I'm kinda stuck on which art to make. How about a vote.

Which art would you like to see?

The Apple of Their Eye - The Lightbringer AU

Strongest Sinner - Seize the Crown AU

Screw Everything - Confrontation AU

Random

Voting ended onJun 3

[3liza]

my general position on public nuisance is "you should do your best not to irritate or inconvenience other people unless there's a good reason" and then litigate the "good reason" on a case by case basis. i think that's the best anyone can do. the definition of "good reason" varies wildly depending on context, your background, culture generally, what data you have as a participant or a bystander, and local laws, and all three of these things are relevant factors

for example it really does lower my level of reactive, irritable stress with my neighbors to know their names and general schedules. i don't know why but it really does bother you less if Kyle Upstairs is having a party a little too late and you can hear Bulletproof through the ceiling, as opposed to if you're on year three of living underneath some anonymous fuckhead you want to kill. it's like oh Kyle's cousin is visiting and they're just chilling out maybe they lost track of the time. this makes all the difference. as usual the best advice is to form community with the people around you no matter what, even if you are entirely self-interested it will benefit you in the end. well that's all I got

[fortunos]

I like to think about "in what situation would I be doing the thing they're doing?". People on the phone in the train, or loud outside, or anything really. And most often I come to the conclusion that I'm currently being a grumpy buzzkill who had a bad day and is taking it out on someone having fun. Me being grumpy shouldn't disqualify others from having fun. Usually it helps snapping me out of being a grouch as well.

[3liza]

this is the healthiest and most self-perceptive reblog ive ever seen on tumblr and i can feel it changing me for the better

[the-bitch-mob]

fuck it. be creative even if you never really *make* anything. write out plot synopses of stories and then move on. design OCs you'll never use. make mood boards and concept art and don't do anything with them. life's too short to forget everything that inspired you and creation doesn't have to be "complete" to be worth the time you put into it.

[paintedaster]

Based on the newest chapter of my fic!

[demidoodlefox]

Alright. This took some consideration on my part. But I've decided...

I will allow reposts of my art ON THE CONDITION THAT I AM EXPLICITLY GIVEN CREDIT.

Proper VISIBLE credit that links back to my tumblr or deviantart.

So if you wanna meme, or make edits, or make posts on tiktok, youtube, etc; feel free so long as proper credit is given. Please do not claim to be me or that my drawings are yours. Don't repost them on deviantart/tumblr unless you're gonna meme or heavily edit them.

If you see any of my stuff being reposted without credit, just leave a comment on that post that gives credit.

[dragonidpyrus12]

I'm back with talking about the manga because it feels like I have something to say for every few pages

But how heartbreaking that Yugi wanted to leave the burning room/building, tried to yank the chain, and the first thought on his mind...

Is that the puzzle is going to melt. It's not that he's going to die. His first, knee jerk reaction is to say the puzzle will MELT.

Which is when it hits him

And then he realizes

You can LITERALLY SEE IT DAWNS ON HIM IN REAL TIME.

Oh. The puzzle will melt. His other self will die here. He finds he's not worried at all about his own safety, or that he himself might die, but that his other self, Yami, his Mou Hitori No Boku, will die.

As if he's not already dead enough as is. He will fully, wholeheartedly die, disappear from the world of the living, trapped forever in a void.

Which is why, when the opportunity to save himself arrives, Yugi's knee jerk reaction is to look back.

At the puzzle.

He can't leave because Yami will die for good if he can't save him. And if he can't save him, at least he wants to see him one last time, as they both go down, together.

I love how Jounouchi's expression mirrors Yugi's, they're feeling the same thing, they both want to save someone dear and it KILLS THEM that they cannot. How they both hold back tears, but Jounouchi stays behind because he understands.

He understands what Yugi feels, to try and save Yami, because he himself feels that as he tries to save Yugi. How Yugi dismisses him, not flippantly, but with a stutter, with his voice cracking and angry, because he's angry with himself for letting this happen, for having his other heart shattered.

How Yugi won't meet his eyes, compared to when Jounouchi had taken a hold of Yugi and told him to let him feel what he feels, because he knows Jounouchi will sway him, but he cannot be swayed now, he already made up his mind and the puzzle is the only important thing right now.

How Jounouchi feels angry with himself for not making Yugi budge, for how he's helplessly watching Yugi die trying to save someone precious to him.

How, only when Yugi finished the puzzle, only when Yugi saved Yami, can Jounouchi hear Yami briefly and save both of them.

[crushcardvirus]

have you guys seen this

[auberginesdonthavelimbs]

[Transcript.

Chef (voiceover): I'm a private chef for a famous billionaire and here's the average meal I cook. I start with chopping some green onions and shredding cabbage, and then I get it into that wok, then I keep chopping some -

Kaiba: Dammit. I lost to him again.

Chef: Oh Mr. Kaiba, welcome home s-

Kaiba: Quiet! Blue Eyes white Dragon nuggies. Now.

Chef: But sir, th-this is the fourth time -

Kaiba: No questions! Just do it.

Chef: *heavy sigh*

End transcript]