Ministry

Just random shit i like. She/her

[werewolveswithdiaries]

[teenage-disillusion-blog]

If someone ever tells you a certain song is important to them you should turn it up and lay on your bed and close your eyes and really listen to it even if its 10 minutes long because at the end you will know that person much better I think

[pleasetakemeoutofmybody]

My love for this post is unbelievable.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Bpd cycle

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i only want you

[honeypleasejustkillme]

you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine you’re mine

[bl0w-m3]

Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

as a person who can’t handle intimacy, is too terrified of rejection to be in a relationship, often completely cuts contact with people out of fear that they’ll get sick of me and who is a general fool with paranoia issues- i really do say “i want a partner” very fucking often

babe- no one wants you

[savemerina]

tag/credit when reposting, especially on instagram! @savemerina on all socials <3

please actually tag me in the post on instagram so that i can see it :3

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i like distractions no matter how destructive they are

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i didnt mean to fall so madly in love with you

[suicidalcupcake]

I'm tired of waiting for you to show me what I mean to you

[icarusfallsblog]

bpd is being scared to go to bed at night or take a nap during the day bc what if your fp texts you while youre sleeping and when you respond after waking up they dont text back

[bleedingmushrooms]

AM I JUST NOT ENOUGH???

fuck it, i give everything and it's still not enough.

[romanticallymad]

I'll conquer realities and chase after you until we'll be together.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

yea 😍🥰✨

[bleedingmushrooms]

I put myself out there and get hurt each time I do. What's the fucking point. I show my love I show my heart and pour everything in and get nothing in return. Absolutely nothing. I try and try again for nothing. And if I'm lucky I get my love manipulated and abused. I wanna be seen as something more than just an opportunity to lead on and see if you're ready for anything more. I wanna be seen as something more than just someone to make you feel really good and euphoric and get my love taken advantage of. I get it, what I put out can be scary. And maybe too much. My attachment, my obsession and especially my love is very strong, and I've never met someone who's loved me the way I love them. But, maybe don't lead me on. Maybe don't feed me stupid fucking lies of how you wanna learn more about my condition. How you wanna love me until I love myself. How you want me to be happy.

It's like you want me to get attached, obsessed, fall in love. Only to abandon me. It's taking everything in me not to fucking end it all right now. Not just because of one person, because of many people. I just want an FP who won't leave me, who won't lead me on, who loves me and cares for me as much as I do for them. Someone who won't take advantage of my feelings. Someone who won't use me to feel good about themselves. Fuuuuuuuuckkkkk

[dark-dirty-daydreams]

I can’t think of anything but you.

My head is full of you.

My heart is full of you.

I will never get enough of you.