Bui

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[demonbui]

[≈] I have a problem.

It's become all too apparent to me over the past year or so that I have an issue with an addiction to completion. (That's right, it happens). Over the course of the past two years, excluding much of the last year I spent not roleplaying, I've created at least around 30-40 roleplay blogs. (I'm not even going to include the number of non-roleplay blogs I've created. Did you know there's actually a limit to how many sideblogs you can create in a day?) I have these amazing ideas and I jump straight into making blogs for my characters. The typical blog I make and organize takes around 2-3 days to get together, if I'm expeditive. 

99% of the time I will complete making a blog, roleplay with that character for about a week or so, then delete my blog without so much as a bat of the eyelash. It's only until recently that I've discovered I have a literal, although particular, addiction to completing things. This is essentially the reason I actually get off on organizing blogs for days, then delete them once I'm done. Damn you, serotonin. I legitimately get really happy once I open up a blog and start using it for the first time. It's sad, I know.

So, to reiterate, I have a problem. And that problem is that I have an addiction to, basically, making roleplay blogs and organizing them to perfection -- but I have absolutely no addiction or drive or anything for roleplaying itself. (Only smut keeps my attention for long, let's be honest here). I'm sure you see where this post is going.

I've been gone recently (as some of you may have noticed I guess idk this fandom isn't exactly one to pay attention) and whoops I went off and created 15 roleplay blogs in the week I've been away. Also, in that time, I'd developed a state of apathy for this fandom in general. Not because of my characters themselves, but for various other reasons. Basically, this fandom isn't very large and isn't very demanding of my time. I can leave for a week and come back without a reply to even attend to. I like being swamped by threads. Another reason is that, well, certain unhealthy people have this fandom wrapped around their fingers and fans worship them like their ancient gods or some shit. I'm not down for that.

Sorry 'bout it.

TL;DR - I'm extending this unofficial """hiatus""" until I get my muse back, which if I'm being honest, probably won't happen. I lose interest in things incredibly fast. It works out 90% of the time, but for things like this it doesn't.

I'll let you guys know when I decide to leave because there's a 99.9% chance I'll be moving onto a more interesting fandom. While I love Yu Yu Hakusho, the fandom and the elitist assholes running it could use some work.

[thesistersoftheapocalypse-deact]

Ask my muses questions about themselves. See what they're willing to tell you and what they aren't.

[demonbui]

are you in love?

“No.”

[humanheartarchive]

Unexpected

[humanheartarchive]

Eyeing Bui’s stance, and counting pace, Kurama was surprised by the nonchalant aura, despite an oddly loud entrance. For someone so quiet, too. Kurama’s stance stood firm, legs bent and back straight. The grip on his weapon tightened. He was not a fool, and he knew pure strength could easily overpower him. Even within his Youko form, which was currently unattainable, Kurama would struggle.

He guarded himself within a mental steel cage, attempting to assure himself that nothing could get in. Though, to be fair, not much bravado could be obtained with such an enemy. Until then, however, they would both keep their wards sturdy.

Kurama snorted, “Your first impressions could use work.” He scoffed. The fox repressed a shiver at the depth of Bui’s words, feeling so very mouse-like for only a moment. “What is your purpose for being here?”

[demonbui]

A breeze rushed through the blades of grass and the hanging branches of trees as Bui assessed the situation. Kurama had made it known that he did not plan to concede and lower his defenses, so neither would he. He had to wonder what plans were circling through the other's head and how clouded those ideas were by Bui's mystery. At least he could pride himself on being an enigma.

He gave no reply to the kitsune's questions and in the exact position he started in, his body felt no movement. Not a twitch of the muscle or the brush of a hair. He was immobile, like a statue. A suit of armour in a haunted mansion that you'd suspect someone was in but knew not to check, against your better judgment. A vessel from which curious eyes spied. Yet Bui made his presence known, silence in tow. He was hidden in plain sight, and it was up to Kurama to answer the question of whether or not he wanted to check the suit for a host, or continue on exploring the decrepit abode.

[demonbui]

✲

He sighed, clenching his fists together as he grew tired of this game. The fact that his only responses were elicited by experiences with one individual made him feel a bit pathetic. “Challenges,” he hinted at no particular target.

[demonbui]

✲

“Vocality,” he started, almost discovering this for the first time now, “though I don’t usually listen to the words.”

[demonbui]

✲✲

Bui huffed loudly, the cold breath blowing through his lips, figuring that if he were to break his usual demeanor and reply to such trivial things, he wouldn’t hold back. “I tend to become less willing when the other involved tries to be dominant with me. So when they’ve tried hard and eventually submit, it’s … enticing.” He couldn’t have made the object of his current thoughts more obvious, and mentally furrowed his brow. “And when they are able to endure my force, it’s more pleasurable for me.”

[meme-archive]

For every " ✲ " I get I'll confess a turn on.

[demonbui]

Bui-san, what you and Karasu when you have free time at night? I have the idea that living under Toguro's roof is quite boring :P

“If you honestly believe I’ll inform you of the things Karasu and I have done in our spare time, then you are mistaken, anonymous.”

[demonbui]

"hate", "love" and "friendship"

“Useless,” he responded to the first word, a bit of clarity in his mind. Not long after, the clarity warped into typical emotion when the next word was uttered. “Useless,” he repeated. And in difference for the last answer he said, “foreign.”

[demonbui]

where do you spend your nights, Bui-san?

He looked at the asker of the question with a hint of annoyance weighing down his brow. “I don’t see why that would concern you.”

[demonbui]

Part 1 of the Mun Questionnaire - In Which I Apparently Hate My Muse

Thanks asshole phone for not letting me know ahead of time I can only send clips that are 8 minutes, max! XOXO

(Also, I say I made Bui a year ago and didn't realize that some of you didn't know I made this blog a year ago and deleted it, then came back recently. So ... yeah.)

Questions covered in this audio clip:

Why did you choose/create your muse and how do you choose to portray them?

Do you identify with or relate to your muse on any personal level?

Would you be friends with your muse?

Do you consider yourself to have a “relationship” with your muse?

How does your muse feel about you?

What do you admire about your muse? What do you hate about them?

If you could spend the day with your muse, would you? If so, what would you do?

If you were dating, who would “wear the pants” in the relationship?

What do you consider to be your muse’s biggest flaw? 

Is your muse a hero, villain or something in between? What’s their motivation for being such?

Do you play your muse as canonically as possible or do you take some liberties?  

Do you feel there is anything that distinctly sets your blog apart from other role plays of the same character? 

If you could change something about your muse, would you? If so, what would it be? 

[demonbui]

Part 2 of the Mun Questionnaire - In Which I Sound Increasingly More Homosexual Than I Do In Real Life

Questions covered in this audio clip:

14. Where do you see your muse in ten years?

15. Has your muse had any life changing revelations? If not, will they in the future?

16. What is your muse’s biggest regret?

17. What is your muse’s greatest fear?

18. Is your muse satisfied with themselves? 

19. Does your muse have any secrets?

20. Is your muse adventurous in the bedroom?  

[demonbui]

is Mun a dog lover or a cat lover?

[≈] Cats, cats, cats, cats, cats, cats, cats, cats.

[demonbui]

Favorite song, mun?

[≈] CocoRosie - Fairy Paradise

[demonbui]

does Mun play sports or video games or a musical instrument? :)

[≈] Sports - no. The last time I played a sport was in middle school, true story. I believe it was scolf or baseball. Not sure. 

Musical instruments - no. I once owned a guitar, learned how to play one song, then quit. Then I owned a piano, learned one song, then quit. I’d really like to learn how to play the harp. It’s my favourite.

Video games - YES. Most of the games I play are on my N64, because it’s basically the only system I have. That, and my computer games, in which I am currently addicted to the game “Savage 2.” It’s perfect.

[demonbui]

is Mun kinky? XD

[≈] Depends on how broad your definition of kinky is, but I’ll go ahead and say yes. Anyone I've ever been interested in seems to think so.