ceculia @demontheia - Tumblr Blog

I am a man, and I fought for it, and nobody can take that from me. if these sons of bitches want to get their hands on me, I will make them suffer for it. and I will be good, I will be good, I will be good. - (hell followed with us by andrew joseph white)

quotes-and-recs

There's a special kind of ecstasy I feel when I read an Andrew Joseph White book and his protag unapologetically talks about the horrors of being a woman (without pulling any punches), and talks about the horrors of being a woman when a woman is not what you are

depsidase

deleted tiktok and insta and twitter r boring going back to tumblr

gideonisms

Just found out I was thirsty not by receiving a signal from my body about it but by dozing off and dreaming about cold water from different alluring angles. This is great. I think all my wants and needs should be revealed to me this way

dorkiborkii

KLANCE REDRAW BUT FEM !!! ⭐️

nikogane-deactivated20241026

jealousy, jealousy

speakswords

tempted by the idea of a kuron pov fic where he starts out with all shiro's memories and genuinely thinks he is Shiro and slowly becomes suspicious over time of the inconsistencies, red flags, missing memories, increasing headaches, random urges to do things that are out of character, and an increasingly strained bond with the black lion

speakswords

No hang on wait im not done yet. Imagine the growing tenseness between him and Lance from kuron's pov.

Imagine that you feel weird all the time. You survived and you just want to be a paladin again, but you worry there might be something wrong with you. You have PTSD and anxiety, yes, but you know what that feels like and this is a new breed. This constant feeling begins to make you paranoid. You have spent your life valuing calmness, patience, and strength, but as the days pass after your second time escaping life as a POW, and you feel less and less like yourself, you begin to grow frustrated, tired, and irritable. You start to question your sanity, your motivations, your decisions. And then... then, the team goofball starts questioning your decisions too. It's always been important to you to listen to your team, and you value Lance, you do, but something about Lance's constant input on your plans digs at your patience. Your memories tell you that Lance was Keith's right hand man, but that doesn't make him yours. Right? Or maybe it's because, quite often, when he's challenging your judgement, you have this nagging feeling that he might be right. But equally as often, there's a louder voice in your mind urging you not to listen. Your intuition won't let you take Lance's advice, and he won't take the hint, but he won't stop. He just won't stop talking. Why can't Lance just stop talking. You just want to be a paladin. That's what you were made to be, but Lance won't stop talking, and every word pokes a hole in your world. You just want to be a paladin. You want to be a paladin, and Lance is in your way.